The Come Back Again

What Will I Do?

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Now they're moving me from the surgery to the ICU back. Again, and again. I have to come back here again. The room was in the form of horseshoes containing about ten beds and several nurses who continued to roam around busily. They kept reading the computer printout that slid out from the foot of our bed, recording our vital signs.

I was handled by two female nurses, one was middle-aged, and the other looked young, I thought only 3 years older than me. Now more slang is attached to my body, not as usual. I don't know if I'm in a coma again. Now, no one but doctors, nurses and social workers has visited me. Mama and papa haven't been allowed to visit before I got better.

It was the person I wanted to meet right now. I wish I knew where he was so I could try to get to him. I don't know if maybe I'm starting to need it or even now I'm starting to like it too.

I want to tell her what's happening to me right now, besides she's a college friend she knows how I feel now.

I was standing next to an unconscious figure full of slang and that was me. My skin looks paler than usual. My eyes are masked shut. I wish I could open it, I see it a little bit itchy.

I don't like being here, I want to go home.I do like hospitals, but not in this way. I want to replace the doctors to cure his patients.

A few weeks passed, and there was no one better than me. I'm still here, a big room in which there are ten people who have the same fate as me, but we have different destiny. They are still in him, but me? I came out of my body and I don't know when this will continue.

She kept looking at me, I blushed in shame. The figure of a pride that is so annoying to me now I am often used to smiling to myself when he visited me.

" Hurry to aless' senses, promise me we'll celebrate the new year's night together" she whispered in my ear.

I was surprised, he was right soon after the new year. I wish I could celebrate that night. I want to say that I want to,

but suddenly he kissed my forehead a glance.

I covered my face with both hands and shook my head. " What did he just do? she kissed me? what am I gonna do?" i wail. " I feel stuck with my own game, I hate it so much, but now? I randomized my hair feeling crazy about what happened to my heart.

Angga has now left after saying a few words to me. Suddenly he rushed out like he was in a hurry. Now that I'm staying with those nurses again, why is she just for a little while? I still wish he was here longer

As the day gets late, some people may prefer to sleep and go into their dreams. But I still don't close my eyes. Now I prefer to sneak out of the ICU and walk the street outside. In the park, is one of the places that I often visit while here, there does not look like a hospital park, because it is a little far from the patient room room.