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I'm pretty sure what the nurse was thinking "we've had enough of a rush without the need to calm the crazy person outside" said one of the male nurses there. I want to explain that the insects are not crazy. That he would not be as determined as it was shouting except in certain situations.
I saw the middle-aged nurse with slightly brownish hair who was not taking care of the patient but just sitting and observing the computer in front of her and handling the phone, nod small and sometimes stand up as if to receive a nomination.
Sometimes he tidied up his white trousers that looked a little tangled due to sitting too long and stepping to the door. He's not the right person to talk to. Angga who looks still upset with the nurses but he is still cool to be able to come in and see me
But this nurse only adds to the bad mood. I keep following him. He was arguing with the hospital staff.
" i told you he can't go in this ICU "the man explained to the nurse
The nurses told her to leave by waving her hand.
" can I help the young man "ask the male officer who looked in an annoyed voice asking the man
Angga tried to calm himself down, slowly he released a rough breath. " I want to visit the patient, because it's already in the clock time" he said pointing to the door that blocked him from the ICU room
" but this is still not the hour" the old-looking nurse replied to the man
" but he's my best friend, alessia he's you.."
" i understand, and I'm very grateful for that, but this will only briefly not bother the patient in the least" said Proud. He tried his hardest to follow the nurse's game
" i just want to see it for a little while, not for long" he said again
" excuse me, but the visit is limited to the nuclear family only "
I heard the nurse say nuclear family. I saw the snoring sounding with a gasp of breath. But to me this nurse does not mean evil. It's just that I didn't realize the nurse's intentions
However, because it was lazy to serve the nurse, he finally decided to give up this time.
" well, for this time I relented, but not for the next "he said as if he was pressuring the nurses there
I saw a bug disappearing into the end of the hallway and starting to leave the ICU. I wanted to follow him but I was still stuck on the floor, like I was unable to move my legs. After they disappeared from my sight, I followed them with all my might but they had already vanished in the hospital elevator.
Now I know how to feel proud of me. His care all this time made me realize the meaning of love. And now I also know that I don't have any supernatural abilities and penetrate anything in front of me. I can only do the things I can do in real life, unless it seems that what I do in my world is now invisible to others. At least I'm alive, only now I'm in a different realm from them. Like a dead man, but not.
At least that's the way it's going for me now, I can move things, but I can't feel what it's like other people can touch each other. It doesn't make much sense to me, but everything that's happening right now doesn't make sense.