The Come Back Again

Renata

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It didn't feel like I was leaving the ICU for nearly three hours. I continued walking through the hospital hallway, I intended to visit my best friend but when I arrived in front of the room there were many people waiting there

I panicked, where my mind drifted, re, why you? I went into his room. The doctor and several nurses were busy pacing back and forth, the doctor continued to pump a heart rate that seemed to have been unheard of. Everyone outside panicked after renata had a seizure. The nurse continued to attach oxygen at high speed to help her breathe. I was in the corner of the room, back and forth the medics did not bother me to continue near the renata

Until finally the doctor told the nurses to remove all the tools attached to the body renata.

" everything off" the doctor told the nurses, shaking his head in resignation

Starting from the infusion was released from the hand renata, oxygen has now been released and the heartbeat device attached to his chest is now also released

" please don't remove, my doctor put it back "I kept shouting to see the whole nurse remove the medical device from Renata's body, her body has now been covered with a white cloth

I cried so much, seeing the face of a pale renata not as usual who always wears thick lipstick became a characteristic of him

Now the nurse pushed Renata's body out to meet her family. They are hysterical to see the body of renata, now the renata is taken to the morgue to be bathed with his family

" *stop, please don't take renata away!"

" he didn't die, re you woke up re* "I kept yelling but they didn't hear me

I continued to follow him, after being bathed and wrapped in a shroud I hugged my best friend's body one last time

I stopped him after I couldn't stand my tears. I left the renata, and now I'm starting to wander madly in the hospital.

I kept breaking through the hallway through the boy's ward room. I kept running to where I was going but I kept running

Until I stopped right in the long hallway of the hospital I saw the figure of the child I knew, lily my little friend.

" lily" I kept calling her seemed so happy

But now I see Renata with him. He smiled gently at me. I kept calling him

" re where are you going? stay here re "I keep screaming seeing renata holding lily's hand in white clothes keep walking away from me

" sister, I already have a new friend, come with us brother so that the three of us can play the same" said Lily

" here aless comes with me, we will always be together, yuk" renata said as he extended his hand to me

I was confused as to what to do. But they're getting away from me. I still follow him too

But I realized they were gone. I quit

" i must miss you guys, relax there wait for the time when we will meet" I said as I waved to them

They were gone, in an instant they disappeared from my sight. I cried again, now I want to go back to my room

It's been 6 years with her, from High School to college, but now she has left me like I can't accept it yet. If one has to leave then I have to stay here longer