The Broken Wing of Love

Good News

It turned out that there was no need to wait long, the wait was answered. What Yahya expected from his second marriage was granted by God. God gave the answer to his prayers.

"Why does the stomach feel nauseous?", thought Susi. Later it can also disappear by itself, Susi thought again. He considers the nausea he felt was a symptom of his heartburn relapse again. As usual, Yahya had a job. While Susi does her duties as a housewife during her husband's work. When again sweeping the courtyard of the house, his neighbor Riri said, "Waaah rather fat you Sus, meaning to stay at home in the Cape". Susi smiled, then said, "Yes right, let alone a caring husband" Susi replied. "Had to be taken care of husband let not be taken by people, now the time of the actor lo" said Riri. "That bill, our eyes must be vigilant, let's not be careless" replied Susi. Tetiba, Susi felt nausea in her stomach. His face was pale, and endured the pain in his stomach. "Ouch" Susi said as she held onto her stomach. Riri approaches, and helps Susi to sit down. The broom was placed in its original place. After sitting down, Riri asked again, "Where? Is it better?". "Lumayan", replied Susi. "You don't want to go to the doctor, if you want me to go there" Riri said again. Susi shook her head. "Most because of ordinary stomach pain, it will also heal itself" replied Susi. "I hope you're right" said Riri again. "I just go, because it's your school children's pick-up hours" he explained again. "Hopefully my suspicions aren't right, is it possible that Susi is pregnant" Riri thought.

After Riri passed, Susi started daydreaming. "Am I pregnant? Ah no, it's not possible. Me and Mas Yahya just got married. But I doubt it too. Do you have to buy a pregnancy testpack?", thought Susi. Susi's mind just keeps thinking about how if she is really pregnant, she is not ready to be a mother. His two children from a previous marriage were not well taken care of. "What should I do?", murmured Susi. After sitting for a while under a shady tree, Susi who began to calmly think about what to do decided to buy a pregnancy testpack to find out whether she was really pregnant or not.

As usual, during lunch time Yahya's husband always comes with him, although sometimes he also can not accompany his wife to lunch, if there are office activities such as meetings and other affairs. But Yahya is a husband who is very considerate of his wife. But when he came home, Yahya found his wife lying in the room with a pale face. Unlike usual Susi who greeted him with a happy face. "Why are you?", asked Yahya to his wife. Susi looked at her husband's face and got up from her bed. "Ga papa mas, just a little dizzy. It will also disappear by itself", replied Susi. The worried Yahya asked again, "So morning after the mas left for work, have you eaten?", he asked again. Susi shook her head. "Come, get ready!", invite Yahya. "What do you mean?", asked Susi. "We went to the doctor. You can't let these symptoms of your pain. Rather than guessing it is better to go directly to the doctor" explained Yahya. Susi also complied. He was getting ready to go with Yahya. While Yahya contacted his office friends if he could not return to the office because he wanted to see a doctor to check his wife's health. Eventually, they went to the doctor.

Yahya and Susi who are waiting for lab results at home waiting for the doctor is still waiting patiently. The nurse let them in again, because there is something the doctor will tell you. As they walked in and sat down, the doctor read Susi's urine lab results. "How's the doctor?", asked Yahya. Doctor smile. "Good father, you will soon be a father. Your wife is pregnant. At the moment the fetus is about two weeks old" explained the doctor. Yahya wants to scream with excitement. But the feeling was withheld, and he said, "Alhamdulillah". "So take care of your health, ma'am, congratulations on your pregnancy. For the next I suggest the father of the mother check it to the obstetrician", the doctor's advice again. "Yes doc, thank you", replied Yahya. Out of the doctor's room, Yahya was very happy but he was silent to see his wife Susi who sobbed holding back tears. "Sus, what's wrong with you? Instead of being happy because we will soon have a baby, instead of crying, mas so confused", asked Yahya. "I didn't expect it" Susi replied. "Ga thought what?" asked Yahya. "I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant!", replied Susi. "Yes, you're pregnant, I'm happy. The prayer mas materialized wants to have a baby again", replied Yahya. "It is precisely mas, I am, yes it is also mas will not understand even explain why", replied Susi briefly. Seeing the reaction of his wife who still did not receive her pregnancy, Yahya understood because their marriage was not long ago and had been surprised by this happy news. Yahya felt impatient to tell people immediately that his wife was pregnant, and he would become a father.

On the one hand, Yahya was very happy with the news of his wife's surprise. Yahya also began to be very attentive to his wife. But on the other hand, Susi even felt she was not ready with the news of her pregnancy. He knew that Yahya really wanted this child. Susi is still in shock so she can only stay still while daydreaming. "Don't daydream, pregnant women should be happy. Where do you want to eat? Susi if cape, don't cook. I bought food for both of us" Yahya said. "Mas went to work again huh" Yahya said again. Susi nodded. She is still confused by this pregnancy. In his heart knew that after marriage could get pregnant, but did not expect it would come so soon. Whether God has added trust to him so quickly, while Susi herself feels with her two children alone she is still not able to nurture him properly.

After Yahya goes to the office, Susi contacts her brother Tia. "Hello ka", greet Tia. "Assalamualaikum", replied Susi. "Waalaikumsalam wr wb" said Tia. "Boy is playing with his friend again ka, do I need to call because kaka called?", asked Tia. "Ga Tia, I don't want to talk to Boy" Susi said. "Why then? sick?", asked Tia. "Why, you relax. It's just that.", Susi was speechless unable to continue her words. "Ka, just why?", urged Tia. "You're pregnant" Susi replied. "Alhamdulillah, congratulations yes yes" replied Tia cheerfully. But Susi was just silent, and suddenly made Tia confused. "Ka." said Tia. Then Tia raised her tone, "Ka Susi.", said Tia again. Susi shocked. "Yes Tia, why?", asked Susi. "It's Tia who wants it, why?", replied Tia. Susi held her breath and explained, "We are not ready for Tia's pregnancy this time", replied Susi. "Too fast" Susi explained again. "Nothing is too fast or vice versa, instead I am grateful to be trusted again by God. Many lo ja are waiting to have children, but have not been loved by God" said Tia. "Yes, you're right. Maybe I just think weird" replied Susi. "Ka, many2 prayers so you can accept this pregnancy" explained Tia. "Yes, you're right Tia" Susi replied. "Health-healthy continues to be the same baby ya ka" said Tia. "Yes, it was Ti. Bye.", said Susi hang up her phone. "What should I do with this baby?, but it's true Tia said I have to take care of him because this baby is the trust of Allah SWT", thought Susi.