The Broken Wing of Love

Fretful thoughts

It's been almost ten minutes since Dusk let Mr. Andrian talk to Earth. However, the middle-aged man of money already thought like his own father was always avoiding whenever eye contact with him.

After a state of silence, Dusk just opened his voice. "How are you, Dad?" ask him a pleasantry first.

Mr. Andrian seemed to be sighing softly with his lips covering a forced smile. "good. You, Nja?" He also asked back.

Dusk nodded confidently. "Is there something you want to tell me? Why have you been so nervous since?" ask Dusk politely. Father's call to Mr. Andrian is not just Dusk do. However, all the children of the home are staying.

"You're good at reading someone's mind. Why is it so hard to hide a secret from you?" he complained that made Dusk chuckle, while the Earth actually felt confused because it did not know anything.

"Just tell me if it's still about me, Dad. I'm ready to hear anything, "smart Twilight so that Mr. Andrian immediately tells the story.

Raut Pak Andrian looked hesitantly staring at Dusk. The conversation stopped because Ms. Wening came to serve a snack. "Please" said Bu Wening who immediately took a sitting position next to the Husband.

"Yes, Mother."

"So, how, Dad?" cecar Dusk was impatient.

Now, Mr. Andrian looked at Bu Wening who was astonished to look at Dusk and her husband alternately. "Looks, we have to be honest with Dusk, Mom. Dusk should know," said Mr. Andrian solve the confusion that now Bu Wening felt.

After Bu Wening nodded, Mr. Andrian took a breath, preparing to tell him the contents of his head. A curious twilight, still faithfully waiting attentively.

"So, one month ago there was a woman who came here to look for her long-behaved daughter." Mr. Andrian paused on his sentence first.

"He brought some evidence that we also have," continued Bu Wening with a distant look in the past decades.

"We don't know who left a baby girl at the gate twenty-five years ago. At that time, Mother was throwing garbage and hearing the cries of babies. There is a photo and an abandoned ring, which of course Mother still keeps until now. Mother believes if one day, the baby will be questioned by the entrusted. Proven right?" clearly Bu Wening was at length.

Dusk who did not understand if the baby in question was himself also said. "Good dong, Bun. So, the boy can now meet his mother."

Bu Wening was now staring fixedly at Dusk. "The baby girl is you" said he who made the world of Twilight seem to stop spinning, all that was heard was the sound of a breeze passing by his ears.

However, Dusk immediately regained his senses as he felt a gentle swipe on the back of his hand. When he turned his head, Dusk found a smiling Earth, like saying everything would be fine.

"Because you already know, two days ago he came again and tried to find Mother with various questions. Because until now, Mother has not told if the daughter she is looking for is you. Mother can easily tell your current home address. However, your decision takes precedence. Mother needs to ask first," explained Ms. Wening again.

"What's his name, Bun? Why is he coming now? Where's he been all this time?" tanya Dusk. His eyes began to glaze over, feeling a deep disappointment. Tipped? Twilight is not, but is thrown away in an orphanage.

"How much did he throw out his flesh? A child never asks to be born. If you can choose, a child would want to be born from a harmonious family and given enough affection. I hope, Mother never told him."

"It's better I never see my mother or my real father in a lifetime. I don't want to," broke up Dusk with tears streaming down her cheeks. He's disappointed. Why new now? Time has passed for twenty-five years. The twilight doesn't need that anymore.

When he got home, Dusk went straight to the room to lock himself up. The confession of Bu Wening and Mr. Andrian still shook his heart and mind. So, he wasn't an orphan all this time?

Dusk closed his eyes and a clear circle just flowed along with the door of his room that was closed. Dusk choose to sit on the sofa with a curled position. According to the story of Bu Wening, the woman who claimed her mother was married again and lived happily with her new family.

Just imagining it, Dusk feels unable. When he had to grow up relying on himself, his mother was happy and lived with the wealth of other children. That's not fair for Dusk.

"I thought both parents were gone until I had to live in a home. She doesn't deserve to be called a mother," the racau Dusk is not necessarily a direction.

His feelings were mixed between sadness, anger, disappointment, and heartache. When the door of his room was open, Dusk was not interested in looking at him and instead felt at home staring out from behind the window of his room.

"Forges?" call a voice so dusk wants to hear.

"Hm," answered Dusk briefly.

Without warning, the Earth immediately walked in a hurry and carried Dusk in a deck. There was a sense of warmth that was currently encircling his body, making Dusk feel comfortable like no other.

"I was never expected, Mas," shrieked Dusk whose tone of voice was already vibrating withstanding the cry.

"No. Don't think so. Because in reality, I was expecting you in my life. I want you, Nja," replied the Earth increasingly tightened her embrace.

Hearing that, Dusk was powerless to hold back his tears again. Drops by drops of water drenched his smooth cheeks. All Earth can do right now is calm down and put on a body if she is currently there for Dusk.

"Maybe he live a quiet and happy life while here there is a child that he abandoned. Why twenty-five years? Am I too troublesome? In the past, when I was five years old, I hoped that there would be a father and a mother coming. But that day never came. Until I started to stop wishing and not need them anymore" raced the twilight at length.

"Until the end, I married you and found a relationship called family. I felt alive when there was Mama Sonia and Papa Adhi. I like to find the figure that I have been looking for all this time, namely father and mother," ragau Dusk make the Earth come glazed.

Bumi nodded and listened to the grievances of Dusk while rubbing her hair full of tenderness. "You have Mom and Dad. My parents, your parents too."

"And when I look at Arta, I don't want her to feel what I've been feeling all along. Because what? There is only emptiness. All my life, like something was empty. Even though Arta and I are very different. However, I just want Arta to grow up well without having to endure a lot of mental injuries. She needs a mother figure like I used to."