
"You don't like it? Want me to remove it?"
Getting the question, immediately makes Dusk worried. It feels, too presumptuous and impressed snatch when the name that has been listed must be removed. Even though Deandra was gone, still the figure was very meritorious in his life.
"No. I won't ask Mas to remove it. I realized, however, that Deandra must have her own space in Mas's heart. I'm fine," explained Dusk at length. He tried to think wisely in responding to problems like this. Because without Deandra, Dusk also could not exist in the current position.
"alright. Thank you for your understanding. Actually, I've been thinking about this since yesterday. I intend to recreate it without having to remove it." The answer from the Earth made Dusk's forehead frown.
"meaning?"
Earth chuckled softly before answering as her fingers combed through the messy hair of Dusk because of her actions. "I'll give you a block and I'll hit it with your name."
"Huh? Can it be, huh? Doesn't hurt?" Dusk until grimacing when remembering how the process of making a tattoo is not easy. Dusk had seen it on the internet and he said, it hurts.
"Can dong. Later you see and the result, "reply to the Earth whose hands begin to actively touch the sensitive points of Dusk. It made Dusk want to scream asking to be released.
"Mas! Yes already. It's already night. Sleep first," the whine of Dusk begged greatly.
Seeing how the face of Dusk was clear, the Earth chuckled and kissed the wife's forehead full of tenderness. "alright. We continue again tomorrow morning, yes," said the Earth who no longer ignored.
He chose to close his eyes until he felt the roar of the Earth's breath hit his face. It makes Dusk comfortable and slowly his eyelids feel heavy, then the dream takes him soundly.
When morning came, Dusk was surprised by the arrival of an uninvited guest. A middle-aged woman had been standing in front of the door while looking at herself with a teary look.
"Mom? Is there anything I can help you with? Who do you want to meet?" tanya Dusk because the woman in front of him never said the purpose and purpose of coming to the house.
"Is it true if you are Twilight?" ask him who made Dusk nod in response.
"Yes, I'm alone. What's up, Mom?" ask Dusk again without compromising his respect and gentleness.
"It's Mom, son. Forgive me, Mother," said the woman who did not know her name, making Dusk retreat slowly with blurry eyes.
"Sorry, Mom. But I am an orphan. I am also kara. It seems, Mother has wronged people," replied Dusk trembling.
He was quite surprised by the arrival of a woman who claimed to be his mother. The twilight forget is, how does the face of someone in the photo shown by Bu Wening at that time.
And the woman in front of him was the same person. When Dusk would close the door, the woman immediately held back and hoped that Dusk would give a chance. "Please, listen to me first, son. There was something that made me go to the home. I—"
What made Dusk powerless to hold back his tears from falling was, when the middle-aged woman in front of him calmed down before Dusk. "I'm sorry, son. Mother was wrong. So wrong. However, you never know how hard it is for Mom to struggle to meet you."
"difficult? It was my own mother who made it hard. I never asked to be born into the world. If I could choose, maybe I would have been born from the womb of a responsible mother. And for the rest of my life, I won't feel how to fight and live alone."
Dusk wiped his tears that began to pour out. "Please don't say that. Your heart aches to hear it," beg the woman.
"Then, how's my heart? After all this time, why now? When I need a soothing hug when my world isn't okay, where are you? You don't deserve to be called a mother. Mommy can live happily and luxuriously with your new family, while in other places there is a child that you abandoned." Dusk can no longer support his weight until he joined the rest, faced with the figure of a woman who claimed to be his mother.
"Mother anywhere..why is it now.." raved Dusk whose voice was muffled by crying.
Unexpectedly, Dusk felt his body being pulled and held very tightly. Should have refused. However, his heart could not lie if the embrace was so comfortable. A hug after twenty-five years is never Dusk.
"Mother is a bad mother. I'm disappointed," ragau Dusk again which is only taken by his mother.
"Mother is evil and cruel. Selfish mom. Mom is a bad example. I'm sorry, Mother."
For quite a while the two cried, permeating each other's feelings. Until Dusk chose to stay away first and wipe away the rest of his tears. "Please go home, Mom. Mother's place is not here," throw out Dusk who immediately got up and tidied up his clothes.
As if ignoring the orders of Dusk, he replied. "You knew? Your long name is taken from your mother's name. Her mother's name is Resti Kalaluna. Lying if you forget all this time. That's not true. It's just, Mom's always been fine because there's your sisters to take care of."
Hearing that, Dusk smiled smirkily. Can Dusk be jealous of the people his mother calls his sister? They must have had enough love. Dusk stared at his mother. "Then take care of the children of Mother," replied Dusk still elevate his ego.
Lying if she doesn't need you right now. In fact, when the figure was in plain sight, Dusk wanted to have it. Want to even want to live together. However, if you remember if he is an unexpected child, immediately his desire also comes out.
"Mom can never get a good night's sleep thinking about you. Every minute and every second that Mother had in mind was just you. However, Mother is still too afraid of her husband to tell the truth. Forgive me, Dusk. Mom loves you. Every day you never stop praying for a good life. Because of circumstances, I can't take care of you and take care of you as I should."
Twilight Lips vibrate. His eyes warmed up again with blurry eyes. His tears were back in the eye pelukur to require his head to look up to dispel him.
Why does it feel so painful when her mother accidentally says if her new husband is more important, more valuable.
"Forges?" call a voice that belongs to the Earth. Dusk turned and smiled with wounds. Without waiting for long, Dusk ran towards the Earth and entered in the arms of the Husband.
"Help me, Mas. My chest feels so tight," whispered Dusk who immediately got a soft elution on his back.
"Quiet, Honey. She's your mother."