The Broken Wing of Love

To love or be loved

Of love? Who has never experienced it. Love something abstract, can be felt sometimes selfish, because love wants to have fully even mastered a partner.

"Sus, if you want to go to the main house, you have to give the key yes" said Yahya before leaving for work. "Yes mas, ntar Susi there streets looking around after finishing business at home" replied Susi. Susi drove her husband to the door. She meets Riri, who is busy with her two children. Susi also greeted him. "Send Ri's son?", asked Susi kindly. Riri just nodded as if ignoring Susi. Susi cuek only, she thought Riri again focused on taking her son to school, and maybe not want to be disturbed by him. Susi went straight into her house. Then Susi remembered, the neighborhood where she lived there were 10 rented, 1 filled with Riri's family, the Ratna's two families, kept her and Yahya's mas, the other 7 she had never met. But Susi looked like no one else. But his thoughts about the residents of the contract were erased with the agenda of cleaning the house. "Good rent is small, so it doesn't take long to clean. But what about a house as big as a main house, who cleans a house as big as that?", thought Susi. I will be there too, he thought. "Will I see Kevin?", he thought again. "Hopefully do not meet, because it is awkward to talk about what" Susi said in her heart.

Susi was preparing the way to the main house, just a few steps away from the rented house she met her neighbor Riri. "Where are you going?", said Riri. "That means this morning is not because Riri does not want to care about me, but because he is busy with his business so that he does not have time to say hello back" Susi said in her heart. Susi immediately replied, "You go to the main house, come with me?", asked Susi. "You're taking me, Sus?, what can you do?", asked Riri. "Have it, I've got the keys to his house" Susi replied. "Okay, wait for me to put my bike down first. Just now we go together" said Riri reply to Susi's invitation. Susi nodded. Not long after, Riri came over and the two of them went on a road together towards the main house. "Lo Sus for a long time, I wanted to know what it was like inside the main house" Riri said. "I've been there Ri, but if you want to explore yes this is the first time. Maybe if alone, I can feel how it is" explained Susi. "You are the wife of the owner of the house, naturally you can enter" Riri said again. "It seems to be Yahya's wife yes, but considered as the mother of Yahya's children, they have not been able to accept me" Susi replied. Susi's face showed sadness. Riri understands, where anyone would think well of a beautiful woman like Susi choosing to marry Yahya who is at an age far different if not for money, so naturally Susi will definitely be branded a matre woman, she wants to marry an old man who has a lot of money. "If we are attentive and consider the fathers as you treat your own children, maybe gradually their attitude will also change" explained Riri. "Maybe yes, maybe not" Susi replied. "We have arrived" Susi said.

Suddenly Susi was startled with Riri's voice laughing out loud. "Why Ri?", asked Susi. "What I said, the front page was fucked, the inside must be messed up. It was hahaha. Your PR is a lot of lo Sus" Riri said. "But it is natural, who occupies also boys. Not as diligent as girls who occupy" explained Susi. "But the house is spacious and everything if clean I can give a lot of thumbs as a house is really okay" said Riri. "The intention of the father is to give us the key to the main house, yes let us settle all this mess" added Riri. "Can you Ri, the son of the Father is already big yes have to clean it yourself, later if I start cleaning, continue to be my job every day beberes house here. In rented alone there are many routine tasks, if plus it feels unable to" explained Susi. "But this is a good opportunity for you" Riri suggested. "What opportunity?" asked Susi. "The opportunity of pedekate with your stepson, let them feel your presence is useful" explained Riri. "Indeed I am a housekeeper, it will become a habit, the children are lazing, while I am the assistant" said Susi. "This is my advice, yes, thankfully, if not accepted ya ga papa", said Riri.

"You have been living in Ri's contract for a long time, you know the figure of your father's wife?" asked Susi. "It's not really well, there have only been a few times. He is friendly people, even if for example making a lot of cuisine, happy to share with rented residents" explained Riri. Susi fell silent. It is fitting that her husband when talking about his wife used to always praise, so Susi felt jealous of Fatma, Yahya's ex-wife. "His name is left for ever, you are very sad. We only had thought that you would not marry again because you saw the great love of the Father to the previous wife. You do not be angry with Mr. Lo yes, his name is living in an old household with a house must have a special feeling. And it can not be erased that feeling just by the presence of new people. I'm not insinuating you Lo Sus. Naturally Father still have affection with his wife first. If there is still a deceased mother, maybe you will not marry again" Riri said at length. Susi listened carefully. If mas Yahya so loved his wife first, and until now still remembered the goodness of his wife. What is he now his wife considered?. Was he a substitute or was he loved like his wife Yahya?. "Don't daydream", Riri scolded. "It is fortunate that you reprimand me Ri, otherwise I have thought about whether you love me because the story about the Father and his wife used to love each other so much" Susi said. "If you marry your father means you have chosen to be his companion. It means yes you like Sus. And you do not think strangely, later added wrinkles. Jealousy continues and suspicion continues" said Riri. "Yes you're right Ri, it's the past you had with his wife first. Now is what to think about. Thanks" said Susi. Riri also invited Susi if she should have picked up her children home from school, so could not accompany Susi long walk around the main house. Susi also said she wanted to go back to her contract. He also dared to travel around the house that wide alone. Eventually Susi and Riri leave the main house and return to their respective rented houses.