
...If you keep thinking and doing nothing, you'll be far behind ...
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Nami POV's
That gentle kiss she did to me for a long time. It was our first time doing that, and it felt like we were showered with flowers. Stevan I hope your sweet behavior doesn't make me weak. Why did you do that to me, you loved me since when?
This young man and I were sitting right in the bus seat. We sat together in the same place. Our handcuffed hands made several pairs of eyes notice. I understood their conversation, they told me if we were fugitives.
But even though many sentences say that, Stevan just kept silent while staring fixedly at the window of the bus. It seems like his mind is in a mess right now.
"I'm happy to sit here with you both, and you're quiet like this! The peace of your face was a moment to relieve me, because after this you will not be able to act." He spoke while staring at the window.
Hey man, who would you dare say such a thing to Nami. Even if his body is in prison, but the internet is everything to him. I'm one of the greatest hackers in Japan. These handcuffs are nothing to me.
Grepppp
The big hand held my hand. It's so warm it feels like I'm surprised by this.
"Thank you, because you helped me a few years ago. Bringing you into the cell is my job, so I'm sorry!" Sluggishly.
"You were so brave to take me into a prison cell. You're so good hahaha.."
"Because you're guilty here, Nami! Had it not been you did I wouldn't have taken you there."
"But I have to do it so that what is in my heart is relieved, satisfied!"
"Relief to kill someone is that what you want? You almost robbed me of my only possession in the world."
"And you took away all the happiness in my face when you defended her!"
The answer from me instantly made Stevan switch he looked at me this time. His gaze was sad, like the look on the face of a disappointed person. It was clear there, whether he was disappointed in me.
"Nami please don't say anything more! Because here there is a heart that can't bear to see you turn into a criminal. I hope, once you're free from the inside. I found my old name! Nami who used to help me with all her joy!"
Her request was sincere, there was nothing in it. It was sincere and I was able to feel it. But want how, at this time my grudge still has not found the satisfaction of his thirst. He should always be fed with vengeance.
I chose to turn my net in the other direction. Her dim eyes weakened me. I don't want to be a weakling in sympathy. I do not want to, because the father and his innocent life were wiped out without sympathy.
Those bitter memories were twinkling back around my head. There I chose to quietly lean back while closing my eyes. Maybe I've spent half an hour on it, until the slow pull in my hand made me open my eyes again.
"Let's get off!" Stevan stood next to me and asked me to come down. The bus had stopped, a few seconds when my consciousness recovered I started following him.
Hey what is this, why do we stop right in an apartment. What exactly is this human plan against me now. I stared strangely at the big building.
"Why did I bring me here?" I asked him but he was silent.
Stevan walked across the apartment. We both went in there. When we came in front of the elevator door, a few minutes later the door opened revealing several human faces coming out of it.
When the elevator was empty we went inside. Apparently there were no passengers there, just the two of us. It's just us here. I chose to lower my face towards the floor.
"What is your purpose in bringing me here?" Ask again.
"If I tell you that before you're in the cell, you should spend your nights here with me. Do you want to?"
What kind of explanation it is, I'm so sick of my eyes when I hear it. Is this human? Will he do anything indecent to me.
"What do you mean, do you want me to be your bitch tonight?" I growled at him.
But there he just kept silent while looking ahead. The thirty floors of this building arrived, the elevator doors opened. Stevan pulled me back to follow his lead.
This time we were standing right in front of room 105. Stevan reached into his pocket and pulled out a key and opened the door. A little blow from him led me into the room.
"Take me off! What are you going to do?!"
Stevan took off his suit and looked back at me. There he began to open the handcuffs in my hands, as well as his handcuffs.
"I told you, I want you to accompany me here last night!"
"I'm not your whore!"
"I won't do anything about Nami! Maybe just this..."
Cupppp
Stevan kissed my lips softly. Smell it softly and warmly. It feels like if he continues like this I will be powerless. Cause he came to bring me here, the real reason I don't know.
But married here with him while enjoying this warm behavior, I want to be with him for some more time. Suddenly I put my hand around his neck as Stevan deepened his kiss.
"You why?" I was worried, but she just kept quiet and turned to her bed. There he took something from the drawer. An injection is also a fluid.
What's with Stevan this time. Why does he look so helpless there. I chose to force my steps closer to her, then sat on the bed with her.
"What's that?" I asked when I saw Stevan start injecting that liquid into his body.
"It's morphine!" I round my eyes hearing her answer.
For what a big spy seems to be using morphine. Is he an addict, then why is he acting pretentious in front of him.
"Are you an addict?" I was curious but what I found was a grin.
A grin that even I don't know what it means. For a moment Stevan turned to me again and smiled, the face pale.
What's really going on here, a few hours ago this man was okay. Then now, his face even looked like a corpse.
"Nami, have mercy on me who will die!" Therein my heart trembled at once.
The one who will die, he said. He is a man, not God. He knows where that stupid word comes from. He is not the owner of the duration of life, it is ridiculous to say that in front of me now.
"Whatchu mean? Can you speak clearly? I really don't understand it here!"
"When will you understand? Even you're making your heart die right now."
"Your crap makes me even more sick of Stev!"
"Why don't you turn down the gentle pagutan I gave you a few minutes ago.Labtas why did you reply. I know even your heart loves me here!"
There was no answer to what he said. That's right, I love him too. It's just that my revenge is bigger than my love.
"What do you want exactly?" Lirih Stevan to me.
"I've said that over and over again! And you're asking again? It's so funny!"
"Will you cancel and forget all that and then go with me after this? Tell me, do you want to?"
Her request made both of my netra turn back towards her. In my eyes there is hope, there is a strong desire.
"Are you sick?" I'm afraid the reason is getting older when Stevan looks more pale.
I stood up to help her lean into the head of the bed. When he leaned back he looked at me, his palm preventing me from leaving.
"Come here, I'll tell you a little bit about myself and my heart." Sluggishly.
Hearing her speak weakly like this slowly my little heart began to pity. I decided to sit next to him and let him hold my hand.
"Nami, I'm sick! And I need you here! You know I love you, don't you, that's why I brought you here. At least the problems I've been dealing with myself can share with you."
"Why don't you share it with your beloved sister Bella huh?"
"Ahhh I know now, apparently you are jealous of me because I pay too much attention to my brother!"
His words instantly made me meet. How dare he say that to me. It was the most confident remark I've ever heard from a Stevan.
"Why should I be jealous? He's your brother and I won't have that ridiculous feeling towards you. We were friends, but when you chose to stray in your path and you left me to fend for myself. I have hated you ever since! You should know that, Nami has absolutely no feelings for you let alone sympathy?"
That explanation took my body away from there but again Stevan held me back.
"I love this anger of yours! This indicates that you deny everything, no matter how hard you cover up the old truth over time the truth will also be sticking out."
"Silly speech, you seem to force myself to return all your feelings!"
"Yes!" I round my eyes hearing the answer. Brief also looks confident, my netra back turned towards him.
"Right, I'm forcing you to let go of all the feelings you're holding in your heart. Because I believe Nami is a good human being. He won't be a murderer, he won't kill someone! That's what I believe in right now."
"There's nothing in my heart for you. So don't force something that doesn't exist, to exist. You and me, standing on different streets! We're not one goal anymore, you're a barrier for me to my destination!"
My words made her rise this time. He put the handcuffs back in my hand, it seems like his emotions are starting to ignite now. But this is what I wanted from him, he took me to the police station to hand me over and I was in jail.
"Come with me to the police station! For the murder of the car you stole!"
Stevan took me out of the apartment. Today my plan will be successful when Stevan takes me into the bars.
...When you work hard and fail, those regrets will quickly pass...
...God will not put us here through suffering for the sake of suffering if He is not sure we can get through it...