The Bridge of Sin
Runyams
...One can experience the bitter tingling of the journey of life...
...But he can't stop and can't lose his dream...
...The journey of life is a process of relentless struggle, sprinkled with dreams, filled with determination...
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As long as the tone was played no matter how the song of his mind and heart was still in a state of turmoil, the unease was mounting. After what was discussed at the round table along with all his trusted colleagues Brian above the headquarters was playing his violin above the height between the greenhouses in order to channel all his feelings he had spent an hour there with his violin.
If you can also listen to the melody of this song titled Memories song from Maroon 5 which was booming at that time. Where there the meaning of this song is to remember all the memories that have been passed.
Tragically it felt a few years ago that we were all pure holy human beings without even knowing what evil was. But at this time, time is indeed moving forward we will definitely feel what is adult and how it is, when that day comes we are not even able to avoid it dodging let alone. God says we have to face it like a human being, no problem will go away if it is not faced or solved, nature, the law of scenarios that string everything together goes like that.
"The world is beautiful, but there is also bitterness." Inner Brian, he still closed his eyes as his hand that moved actively strung the entire melody in his violin.
The breeze is so cold up here, silent only the sound of nature and the tones that enliven the atmosphere. From Eddie's doorstep, Rey also Themo notices Brian's conscious. Since the decision a few hours ago it feels like a big dilemma for Brian at the moment.
"Is it all right if we let him in there like that?" Ask Themo while folding her hands on her chest.
"Not what, it's a diversion all over the pain indeed."Answer Eddie.
"I just found out that the elder is good at playing musical instruments!" Said Rey.
"From a long time ago, our mother loved musical instruments. He taught Brian a lot of music before Mom left us, only the violin he kept. He always played it when Dad was alive but when Dad was no longer there, the violin was kept tight in his place he fell in the wrong direction then, revenge blinded him." Eddie's Obviously.
"So from that moment your gloomy life began?" Said Themo, Eddie nods at it, everything changes when their father leaves.
"Snow is coming down in a few minutes as per the weather report, is it good to leave it there?" Ask Rey.
"We won't be able to persuade her, we need Bella maybe right now." Eddie.
"Yes I'm here and I realized that I'm looking at you guys covering the road!" Bella was suddenly behind them.
"Sister-in-law? When did you come here, what since?" Eddie asked in surprise and then turned to look at Bella's presence there.
"Great Lady, my God, forgive us for blocking your way." Said Themo, Bella just shook her head smiling hearing that.
"How long has he been there?" Bella's question was forward looking back at Eddie, Themo and Rey at the moment.
"It's almost two hours Brother!" Eddie replied, Bella stared at Prianya's mystery from a distance.
"Please leave us, yes, I don't want you to envy our romanticism." Bella turned to Themo, Eddie and Rey behind her.
"All right, we're leaving!" Say those who go straight from there.
This time Bella's netra again leads to Prianya who is still cool with her violin. Slowly Bella approached the man walking while still paying attention to his handsome face. Just when he was in front of Brian his hands were raised touching the two burly arms as if to stop him telling his lover to stop calm and listen to him.
Brian opened his eyes when he felt a warm touch between his arms. When he opened his eyes, Bella looked in front of him looking at him, what was with that look, whether Bella already knew everything.
"What's wrong?" Brian asked gently while lowering his violin.
"Hunny you okay? Have you eaten yet? Are you okay now? Is there anything that breaks your heart?" Question after question Bella throws out trying to ascertain what happened to her lover at this time.
For a moment Brian took off the touch of Bella who was on his body, then walked towards the table where he put his Violin place there. Brian returned his violin there, after which he returned to the direction Bella pinched his cheek angrily.
"Awhhhh sick!" Pekik Bella, but Brian did not let go of it he still plays the beautiful face of his lover.
"Darling, why are you here?" Brian asked to stop the action. Bella looked at Brian softly this time.
"What's wrong, I just miss you!" Answer Bella.
"really? Didn't you come here to say something, baby?" Ask Brian seriously this time.
Bella knows she won't be able to hide anything from Brian at this point. Her boyfriend always knows what she is feeling right now.
"I don't want you to walk away from me anymore!" Bella lowered her head when she said that, once their love problem really.
"If we're meant to be with something that's missing, it'll come back, won't it?" Said Brian while watching Bella who was still down, the pain was also touched by his heart when he heard the sentence from Bella.
"Hun, why is it always like this? Are we not fooling Hun? Nature doesn't allow us to be united." Bella said, Brian smiled at that.
"Bella, if we're not allowed together I won't come back alive. And you can't be here and crying at me like this!" Obviously Brian he was walking closer towards Bella currently embracing her.
"Don't I tell you? To get you I have to go through a lot of wars, baby, I'm not going to give up. My breath is because of you, and I will not tire of fighting for you. My life is for you and you are for me, we are souls adrift." Brian said, Bella nodded hearing that.
"Darling I have something to say here!" Brian said, Bella distanced herself from Brian now and looked at him closely.
"What's that?" Bella asked, Brian cupped the beautiful face of his lover while smiling.
"I'm going to turn myself over to America. But that's the right decision according to Eddie, for one long freedom I have to dare to risk it's not." Obviously Brian, Bella smiled wryly hearing that.
Indeed that is the thing that Bella will say to Brian at this time, heavy but it must be done. For the long freedom that will await them after this, one more sacrifice is not a problem, right?
"I'll stand with Stevan behind you at the hearing, we'll ask the judge for leniency. We're your victims, but you're also the victim of all my grandfather's abominations. I love you Hunny, keep breathing with me! Let's fight together again." Bella told him.
Brian smiled hearing that one more pull brought Bella into his arms.
"Thank you, I love you too." Brian said with all his heart.
...Better a bitter truth than a comfortable delusion...
...How hard it is to be honest and to reveal the truth...
...Because they are bitter things...
...And not everyone likes bitterness...
