The Blood of Flesh He Hates

The Shadow of Mistakes

Chapter 82

"...The Blood of Flesh He Hates..

The night increasingly late seemed Bima was still busy with her laptop, almost three days she did not control her work, her usual all work in the handle by Bayu,, the,,but it is Bayu himself who is facing problems.

Bima is not the type of person who immediately believes just like that by handing over company affairs to just anyone.

When Bima had felt a heavy drowsiness, suddenly her phone rang.

Bima frowned, and glanced at her watch which showed that the night was so late.

"Callo.."Bima said when the phone is connected.

"Lo sure..??"Ask Bima to the person across there.

"Okay, if that's your decision.."Say Bima again.

"Be careful, be careful.."Bima said shut off the phone.

Bima sighed and slightly pinched her forehead, then resumed her work that stayed a little.

After an hour, Bima's work was finally finished, he looked at a woman who was lying on her king-size mattress.

Bima smiled faintly, after tidying up the files, Bima put her feet into the mattress, looking fixedly at the woman who was now asleep into the dream realm.

The face that her beauty was natural and truly enchanting, Bima stroked the face slowly, and softly kissed her lips.

The woman who was none other than Nelam, squirming because he felt something stuck to his lips, berlahan Nelam opened his eyes.

"you haven't slept yet..??Tanya Nelam gently with a smile looked at Bima while holding Bima's hand.

"It's just going to sleep, baby, sorry to disturb your sleep.."Bima said softly as she stroked Nelam's hair, and immediately spread her body beside Nelam.

Nelam immediately lay his head on Bima's chest, gently Bima hugged Nelam and stroked Nelam's beautiful hair.

Bima inhaled deeply the fragrance of Nelam's hair, the long, thick, glowing black hair that had always been covered in hijab now belonged to Bima.

When they were husband and wife, this is not the first time Bima saw Nelam's hair, long before they were married, Bima had seen the whole body of Nelam even to the point of planting his seed,,, Bima,, nelam never realized that.

Bima took a breath and closed her eyes for a moment.

"Darling you why..???Tanya Nelam softly looked up her face towards Bima then gently stroked her husband's face.

The distance of their faces was so close, that the breaths of both of them felt each other, their heartbeat rhythms were heard.

Bima grabbed Nelam's hand which was on her face, kissing her affectionately.

Then Bima brought her lips closer to Nelam's lips, a loving soft kiss ensued, as Bima's chest began to rumble with lust, Bima hurriedly let go of her kiss.

"Sleep baby, it's night, it's still plenty of time for us.."Bima's whisper is soft in Nelam's ear while rubbing Nelam's lips that just kissed her.

Nelam smiled and nodded, although in her heart there was a strange sigh that demanded Bima her husband to do more.

They also fell asleep with Nelam in Bima's arms, before long they fell asleep to dreamland.

In the early hours of the morning, Bima woke up feeling his desire as a man demanded to be completed, what else in his arms there was a woman who was very beautiful and in love,,, and,,and all his body parts are halal to her.

But Bima could not do that, every time she wanted to do more, the events in that fateful night always overshadowed her, when she savagely took the sanctity of Nelam and planted her seed in Nelam's womb.

And Joseph's shadow was present in his eyes, when the tiny body was blown away because of the uncontrollable speed of his car.

Slowly and carefully, Bima moved Nelam's body from his body, bima came down from the mattress and went to the bathroom.

Arriving in the bathroom, Bima immediately locked the bathroom door and turned on the water tap, Bima also immediately completed his desire in his own way, of course by imagining the body of his wife Nelam.

"It's ironic that my fate, can't channel desire with my own wife.."Bima said in her heart with a poignant heart while continuing to complete her desires in her own way.

Almost an hour Bima in the bathroom, out with wet hair.

Bima immediately took a casual dress, because the new time showed at 3 am, too early to wear office clothes.

After wearing clothes, Bima who felt her heart restless, immediately did her duty as a Muslim.

For a long time he did not worship in a third of the night, solemnly worshiping and praying Bima asking for instructions what he should do to get out of the shadow of his past mistakes.

Bima cried in silence, trying to hold her so that Nelam did not know her, without Bima realized, Nelam had noticed the motion of Bima's movements from starting to wake up.

Nelam felt something was hidden by her husband.

Finished doing the evening worship, Bima stepped her feet to the balcony, then sat there and opened her laptop, looking Bima who was busy with her laptop and files.

Nelam who can no longer close his eyes, followed by waking up, he pretended to squirm like a person who just woke up.

"Bag.."Said Nelam gently pretending to look for Bima.

"Yes baby, I'm here.."Bima said in a slightly loud voice from the balcony.

Nelam smiled faintly, and she had plans for her husband.

Nelam also stepped slowly towards Bima who looked busy with his files and laptop.

Relaxedly Nelam hugged Bima from behind, sticking her cheeks to Bima's cheeks.

"What are you doing, baby..??"The whisper of a soft Nelam in Bima's ear.

Instantly Bima felt a great sigh in her chest, what else was Nelam's face and lips so close to her.

"You've had your bath baby, your hair is wet and fragrant.."Say Nelam while kissing Bima's hair.

"T, so no on purpose my hair to spray the shower, get wet so all shampooing.."Said Bima with a hissing increasingly becoming.

"Oh gtu yes dear.."Speak Nelam with a soft voice that teases Bima's desire.

Nelam removed Bima's hand from the laptop, then she sat on Bima's lap.

Bima was increasingly surprised and nervous by Nelam's treatment.

"Yes..."Nelam said softly while draping his hand on Bima's neck.

Their faces were almost not far away, with hearts pounding Nelam ventured to kiss Bima's lips first.

The kiss that was originally so tender, turned into a lustful and demanding kiss.

Bima carried Nelam's body to the bed, laid down quietly, and they again dissolved in un-channeled desire.

Bima immediately stopped his activities and immediately ran to the bathroom leaving Nelam who was lying resigned with his eyes closed.

Layar Nelam opened her eyes looking a circle of tears out of the corner of her eyes, she was sure that something was wrong with her husband Bima

Half an hour the bathroom door was open, Bima looked with her wet hair, Bima immediately approached Nelam who was sitting on the edge of the mattress.

"I'm sorry I'm Nelam.."Said Bima while sitting in front of Nelam.

"A.."Not yet Bima continued his words, Nelam pasted his forefinger to Bima's lips.

"Stt..ga need to continue mas, just slow down, we both still have a lot of time.."Said Nelam smiling with a sad look.

"Thank you so much Nelam..."Said Bima while hugging Nelam.

"Yes, I want to take a bath, I want to pray as well while waiting for dawn.."Say Nelam with a sweet smile.

Dive in Bima's cheeks, smile then step her feet towards the bathroom.

"Even if you are now my wife, I cannot have you completely.."Bima said inwardly with a sad face staring at Nelam who had just entered the bathroom.

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Mayang and Adam were surprised by what Mr. Darmo said.

"Right Mr. Bayu said that, sir..??"Ask Adam again.

"True sir, make me lie, but Mr. Bayu did not say anything he was going to go to.."Said Mr. Darmo trying to convince Adam.

Adam took a breath.

"Alright you can go sir, but please find a handyman to justify this door.."Adam Say.

"Good sir.."Said Mr. Darmo while nodding and passing away.

"Bah, how is this we have to find Bayu..!!"Saying Mayang while crying.

Just now that she intended to be a good mother to Bayu, being by her side, her son now left without saying goodbye.

"Separ mah..."Adam grabbed his phone and called someone.

"Hallo, Assalamualaikum.."Adam said when the phone was connected.

"Sorry to disturb Bima, I want to ask if you know where Bayu is.??."Ask Adam on the other side who is none other than Bima.

A few moments it seemed that Adam was silent listening to Bima's explanation.

"Alright then om understand, thank you Bima sorry to interrupt, Assalamualaikum.."Adam then hung up his phone.

"How's the reward..???"Ask Mayang worriedly.

".Mah, May's gone to calm down, she's definitely back..."Adam held Mayang's hand.

Mayang did not answer he was just crying.

"Wood needs time and space to be alone.."Said Adam while bringing Mayang into his embrace.

"Father believes Bayu knows best for himself..."Say Adam again while gently stroking Mayang's back.

Mayang did not answer, her cries getting sobbing in her husband's arms.

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The Antasari residence.

"Who's phone is Bim..???"Tanya Sinta while scooping the fried rice onto the Antasari plate.

"Thank you, ma'am.."Antasari smiled.

"Om Adam mah.."Bima said receiving a plate containing fried rice from Nelam.

"Surely about Bayu.."Say Antasari while putting a spoonful of fried rice into his mouth.

"Yes pah.."Replied Bima while chewing fried rice.

"May Bayu be able to calm his heart, mamah sure Bayu knows the best for him.."Said Sinta while staring alternately at Bima and Antasari.

"Wood will meet, he just needs time.."Say Antasari while bribing again the fried rice made by Nelam.

Sinta and Bima just nodded, while Nelam was just a listener, he did not want to ask about Bayu, he was worried about Bima's feelings.

What's more they haven't gone through the first night.

"Nelam, is this your fried rice, baby??"Antasari asked gently looking at Nelam.

"I, yes reward, sorry reward if it's not good..??"Nelam said anxiously.

"It's amazing the affection, it's so good, it's the same, the same fried rice made by a famous chef.."Antasari smiled.

"Well, you can.."Nelam blushed in shame.

"Dear, your cooking is really good.."Saying Sinta smile.

"Are you Bima..??"Sinta said with a smile.

"Yes dong mah, whose wife it was.."Say Bima while kissing cheek Nelam.

"Mas Bima...!!!!"Shouted Nelam with a reddened face held in shame in front of his parents.

Sinta and Antasari just shook their heads.

The atmosphere of this morning breakfast in the Mahadewa family was full of laughter.

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