The Blood of Flesh He Hates

Keceplosan

Chapter 63

"...The Blood of Flesh He Hates..."

Antasari, Sinta, Bima and Nelam went on pilgrimage to the tomb of Sekar adjacent to Joseph's tomb.

Antasari was sitting next to Bima who was driving, Sinta and Nelam were sitting in the back seat, Sinta was sitting behind Antasari while Nelam was sitting right behind Bima who was driving.

In the car more Sinta and Antasari who dominated the conversation, Bima was busy driving with a pounding heart, because she would see the tomb of her own son,,,, because,,yes, the prince who had been hit by him until his life.

Bima subconsciously rubbed his face rough and took a deep breath, as if wanting to release the burden on his heart.

Antasari, Sinta, Nelam saw Bima's behavior, they felt strange while staring at Bima.

"Are you okay, Bima???"Said Sinta softly while staring at Bima from the back seat.

"Yes mah, Bima is fine.."Say Bima while focusing on driving.

"If you are tired, let Papah replace Bim..."Antasari looked at Bima who was beside him.

"Ga ko, Bima is fine.."Said Bima who focused on driving.

Nelam who was behind Bima's chair, seemed to look at Bima's face through the rearview mirror in the car in front of Bima, and Bima felt inner contact, and Bima felt inner contact, he said,he also looked at the rearview mirror of the car in front of him, immediately they met, but Nelam hurriedly threw his gaze towards the side of the car glass while pretending to see the scenery along the way.

Bima still continued to stare at Nelam while continuing to focus on driving, Dark occasionally glanced at Bima but when the netra they met again, Dark did not dare to stare at her., he would duck or throw his gaze towards the streets.

"Near but far away.."Nelam said in his heart while continuing to look at the scenery on the highway.

"Why do I have you and justify you, but there is a wall too strong that I cannot penetrate and a fear that I dare not face..."Bima said inwardly while sighing.

Antasari and Sinta looked at Bima and Nelam alternately, then Antasari turned to Sinta, Sinta just shrugged and shook her head.

Finally they reached the cemetery area, Bima immediately parked his car.

Arriving at the tomb of Sekar and Joseph, Antasari immediately rested in the tomb of Sekar, Sintapun also gathered beside Antasari.

While Nelam is beside Sinta and Bima is beside Nelam.

"Strong, sorry I forgot you and our daughter..."Antasari said softly as he shed his tears, Love stroked gently Antasari's back.

"I had visited Joseph's tomb before, but I really didn't know you were near our grandson.."Said Antasari who could not stem his tears while wiping Sekar's headstone.

Sinta who was stroking Antasari's shoulder also cried, Nelam who heard Joseph's name and Antasari's cry, making his chest tight and poignant, tears immediately flowed from the corner of his eyes.

Bima who was in a dilemma, and a mind that was raging erratically, gasped as she heard Nelam's sobs.

Carefully and hesitantly, Bima tried to touch Nelam's shoulder.

"Dive.."Call Bima softly while bringing Nelam into his arms.

Nelam who did not refuse, went straight into Bima's embrace and her cry was getting sobbing, she felt the embrace Bima gave so warm, and gave comfort in her heart.

Bima's embrace is like a backrest and strength to her,.

"I'm so sorry I always hated you.."Sinta's words began to sob.

"I promise, I will take care of and love your daughter Nelam.."Said Sinta while looking at Nelam who was crying in Bima's arms.

"I promise Sekar, with all my body, I will take care of our daughter.."Antasari said as he wiped his tears, and tried to toughen up again.

Antasari turned towards Sinta who was crying.

"Well, forgive papah who once betrayed mama.."Said Antasari while holding Sinta's hand.

"No reward, precisely mamah very grateful, because sincerely and big-hearted papah has received mamah who was dirty and lied to papah," said Sinta who had sobbed.

"We take wisdom from all of this, now we have a pair of children, not just one.."Antasari smiled as she raised her face Sinta and wiped away her tears.

Sinta smiled and nodded.

"Now we are going to Joseph's tomb..."Antasari said while releasing his embrace on Sinta then stroked Sinta's gravestone quietly.

"Let's pray for the late, Nelam pray for your mother's son.."Antasari softly stared at Nelam.

"Yes pah.."Said Nelam who broke away from Bima's embrace, but deep down, he did not want to let go of the embrace that had provided comfort and protection.

They also prayed led Antasari, after they finished praying, they headed to the tomb of Joseph which is not far from the tomb of Sekar.

Antasari immediately took Sinta, Nelam and Bima followed their steps, suddenly Nelam felt his fingers clasping, as Nelam turned to smile Bima while looking at Nelam deeply.

Nelam smiled, instantly his face flushed between happy and embarrassed, Bima increasingly smiled broadly at Nelam who blushed embarrassed with a reddened face and lowered his head.

"Come.."Bima said softly while continuing to hold Nelam's hand following Antasari and Sinta's steps.

Deep following Bima's steps, a feeling of warmth and happiness spread in the recesses of his heart, suddenly he did not want time to pass quickly, he wanted to be happy with Bima.

They came to Joseph's tomb, and the four of them sat down, and Love sat beside Antasari, and Nelam and Bima sat down before them.

"Yusuf, you have not visited your tomb for a long time.."Nelam said softly while stroking Joseph's headstone.

"If you hadn't saved your mother, you would have lived dearly and grown into a cute and adorable child.."Nelam said in a raucous voice and began to sob again.

Bima who was beside Nelam, immediately brought Nelam into his arms back even tighter.

Bima's chest was rumbling, in the face of a headstone named Muhammad Yusuf with his mother's nasab.

Antasari and Sinta also cry back to see Nelam.

"Bima, now you lead do'a to Joseph son."Antasari.

Bima flinched, she did not expect to lead the do'a of her own biological child, her eyes glazed over.

Bima sighed, and released her embrace gently from Nelam.

"We pray for our son Joseph..."Bima said smilingly looking at Nelam.

Antasari, Sinta, and Nelam frowned and stared intently at Bima, as if asking for an explanation for her words.

"M.I mean Bima, we khan sister brother.."Said Bima while scratching her head that did not itch.

"That means that Joseph is the nephew of Bima which means son of Bima.."Bima's words that seemed to be covering something made them continue to look at Bima.

"Let's pray now.."Bima said directly leading the do'a to avoid their questions.

Antasari stared intently at Bima, he was sure there was hidden Bima from her, what else he knew from his gaze, it looks very Bima love Nelam, but he just mengikhlaskan Nelam to Bayu, Bima, it looks very much in love with Nelam, but he just mengikhlaskan Nelam to Bayu,, though they are not siblings and halal for them to marry.

Antasari took a breath.

"Bima must have a reason for his decision, I'll find out the cause.."Antasari said in his heart.

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