The Blood of Flesh He Hates

About Nelam

"The Blood of the Flesh That Is Hated"

Part 1's

Nelam Purnamasari., a beautiful name matches her beautiful and almost perfect face.Simple appearance and gentle demeanor add to her aura of beauty.

Many of Adam tried to approach her, even wanting Nelam to be their wife.

But Nelam still has goals that he wants to achieve.

Nelam wanted to make his mother happy once who had grown up alone.

But honey,.Nelam had to experience an ill-fated event.

Suffering that takes away his ideals.

At the age of 17 years, nelam in rape resulting in pregnancy for Nelam.

Ashamed and unable to hear the scorn from his neighbors, they finally decided to go to the city, staying at the home of aunt Nelam.sister of his mother.

The mother who was shocked by the incident that befell her Princess finally fell ill.

As her mother's body grew weaker, her mother eventually died.

Nelam is getting sadder and worse with the death of his mother, plus with his stomach growing bigger without knowing who the father of his son.

As a teenager, Nelam did not know his father, his mother said that his father had died while looking for fish, because his father was a fisherman and left without returning.

In a devastated state, grateful Nelam still has a kind aunt and always accompany Nelam.

Nelam was devastated, felt an unfair destiny on her.since childhood became an orphan.when she was a teenager with a myriad of dreams raped that resulted in her becoming pregnant,without knowing the man must be responsible for his fetus, plus the loss of his beloved mother.

Nelam often daydreams, sometimes suddenly crying while beating his stomach.

Nelam wanted to take the baby out and kill him.

."...I hate this baby...I don't want this baby...I don't want to get pregnant..!!"Nelam shouted hysterically while beating his stomach..

If this is the case, Aunt Nelam will always try to calm Nelam

Many times Nelam attempted suicide but always failed.

The frustrated Nelam finally resigned to accept her pregnancy, but the hatred for her fetus was ingrained in her.

She was determined, , after the baby was born , she did not want to take care of him even intending to throw it away.

Nelam also intends to work hard to achieve his dreams after being free from the fetus in the womb.

Nelam tried hard to make peace with the situation and himself.

Finally the month of birth arrived..

Nelam gave birth to a very handsome baby boy, his face was pure white with thick, black hair, and a sharp nose, his lips were tiny and his round eyes were pitch black.

Make everyone who saw him instantly fall in love, including midwives and assistants.

."...Nelam see your son is handsome...do you not want to see him?.give him asi kiddo.."said soft aunt while holding the baby.

."...Let alone to give Asi a look at it I don't want to..."Nelam said while throwing his face away

."....You must not be so son, this baby is innocent, a baby is a holy innocent.

"....It's up to aunt.if aunt wants to take care of her please I don't want to take care of her.This baby has ruined my life and my mother died because of her..!!!.."Nelam said still with a shout and a cry.

".....O Allah Istighfar nak.this has become the will of which your Power must be sincere.."Said bi Nur trying to resuscitate and convince Nelam.

".... Anyway I don't want the kid to. Take him away from me..""".Nelam was still shouting hysterically..

"....Yes, let the aunt who took care of her.bibi gave her name Joseph because your son is very handsome..."The aunt answered while looking and smiling at the baby.

.". It's up to aunty.I don't care.!!!" replied Nelam again in a sniffy voice.

The midwife and assistant who heard Nelam and her aunt understood that Nelam did not want the baby.

Nelam did not answer.

"Thank you for the intention of the Midwife who adopted my grandson.but I promised her Grandmother Almarhum.., if I would take care of her.."Say bi Nur with teary eyes while looking at the face of the tiny baby in his carrier.

"Thank you if you want to take care of this baby.if your aunt changes her mind, call me right away, because this baby has made me fall in love.."Say the soft midwife while kissing the little baby's cheek.

The baby was writhing funny when the mother Midwife kissed him.., all laughed happily at the behavior of the baby except Nelam who immediately threw his face, with a tight chest and teary eyes.

'"Nak Nelam. You rest do not stress because it affects your Asi.."Speak softly to Midwife while touching Nelam's shoulder.

Nelam remained silent.

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Days change days.months change months and years change years..

Yusuf is now 6 years old and has been sitting on the bench Kindergarten.the bigger his face is more handsome.his chuby cheeks make many people like him, coupled with his intelligence and cheerful nature.

Everyone says that his father's face, because only pure white skin is similar to Nelam (though people do not know the color of the skin of Joseph's biological father)

If you look at the face.mata.alis.bibir.Jusuf's hair is not the same as Nelam.

But all was not true for Nelam even though the one who liked Joseph what else his aunt who loved Joseph so much, he still did not acknowledge and hate Joseph.

What else when he saw the face of Joseph who did not look like him, reminded Nelam on the fateful night of the rape and remembered his mother's house.

Nelam is currently working in a complex, which is not far from his aunt's house can be reached by foot because it is located across the street from aunt Nelam's house.

This morning from dawn the rain did not stop.., it was 7 o'clock but the weather was still like dawn,.the atmosphere was still a bit dark.the traffic was not too crowded, yet, the weather was not too crowded,, many people may still be reluctant to leave the house.

But not for at work Nelam, all employees at 7 o'clock are required to attend.

Because he was in a hurry and did not realize that someone was chasing and calling him..,

And when Nelam was about to cross the road to the compection where he worked, suddenly there was a car driving at high speed and...

"...Akkkkhhh...."Nelam screamed he felt his body like something was pushing so that it made Nelam roll on the asphalt until finally Nelam's head hit the pavement..

."..ooo is very sick.."blu Nelam holding his head.

"...But the car was speeding up so fast.why do I still realize only a scuff wound and my head was dizzy from the impact..."Mumbles Nelam.

Instantly Nelam saw a lot of people running, it seemed like they were approaching something, and people were already crowded.

"..What's going on ??What's up, what?What they're seeing.."Said Nelam astonished while holding his head that felt dizzy and his body that hurt.

"...Trudging and holding his head Nelam approached those in the crowd, Nelam attempted to enter the crowd, and as Nelam looked right in front of his eyes...

"....Yusuf.yes it was Joseph .."lirih Nelam with teary eyes.

Nelam saw the body of the worried boy covered in blood and lying helplessly on the asphalt.

."....Don'tkkk yusuffff..."Nelam immediately slammed into Joseph's body.hugging the boy's body crying as it were.screaming calling out the name of Joseph.and suddenly all dark Nelam fell unconscious.

According to his aunt Yusuf wanted to pursue Nelam, because he wanted to ask Nelam to take him to school because the school wanted to hold a photo competition of children and parents...aunty had offered that aunt who participated in the photo competition with Joseph.but Yusuf refused...

"So the one who pushed my body and saved me was my son Joseph.."Nelam said as he sobbed (for the first time Nelam called Joseph son).

And Nelam again cried out hysterically while calling out the name of Joseph....

Regrets always come later..

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