
Chapter 108
"The Blood of the Flesh That Is Hated "
"Sorry once again, we can no longer live with Mr. Bima Mahadewa...!!"Said Nelam again, who kept trying to be strong, until his hand gripped hard bed linen, to strengthen his intention of parting from Bima.
Nelam's words were like lightning for Bima, His heart was shattered into pieces, his body was limp boneless, what he feared all this time finally happened.
Bima stared wryly at the face of Nelam who stared at her hatefully, as strongly as possible Bima held back her tears.
Similarly, Antasari and Sinta, Sinta who was in Antasari's arms increasingly sobbing.
"Are they not destined to be with pah..??"Sinta asked softly in her husband's arms.
Antasari did not answer Sinta's question, he just gently stroked his wife's back, sighing.
"Dark, are you sure of your decision, son..??"Antasari asked gently staring at her daughter's face.
"I'm sorry, if my decision hurts all of you.."Nelam said as he stared alternately at Bima, Antasari and Sinta.
"I think the decision that has made you sad and hurt, I think is not worth the hurt and sadness that I have ever felt...!!"Nelam said firmly, while closing his eyes for a moment, to try to give strength to himself.
"But you're pregnant with Bima's child, son...??"Antasari asked who kept staring at her daughter's face.
While Bima could not say anything, she lowered her face with a clear circle out of her corner.
The fact that he had been afraid of all this time had come, Bima felt this was the beginning of destruction.
Someone who has become his soulmate, asking to go from her, even hating her very much, Bima felt her lips become muddled, her strength and arrogance seemed to disappear,,Bima felt half of her Soul had gone along with Nelam's wish of wanting to part from her.
"After this child is born, I will sue your divorce Bima Mahadewa, but I want you to drop the talaq for me right now..!!"Nelam said as he continued to stare at the man who was full of charm and charismatic, now bowed sadly helplessly with his tears.
Deep down in Nelam's heart, his heart cried and screamed to see the people he loved so dearly grieved because of him.
But Nelam must dare to take a stand, although this separation is very painful, but what they have done especially Bima, has given wounds and a sad and painful past for her.
"Dark, you know that what Bima did hurt you so much, but please forgive her son.."Sinta said softly with tears that kept flowing.
"Sorry Madam, please respect my decision, we are both women so Madam can feel what I feel.."Said Nelam while looking at Sinta's face.
Actually her heart was very sick, seeing tears and sadness on the face of the woman, who as long as it was like her own biological mother.
"I'm sorry I might give you, but the wounds and traumas I can't heal.."Say Nelam again while lowering his face and stroking his stomach.
Antasari gently held Sinta's hand, as his wife wanted to step closer to Nelam, Antasari gestured by shaking her head.
"If you're done with your decision, we can't force you..!!"Antasari.
"Bima now say the talaq to Nelam.."Antasari said while staring intently at Bima who was lowering her face as if lamenting her fate.
Bima and Sinta stared at Antasari in disbelief at what he said.
"Mom.."Bima and Sinta said simultaneously.
"Well, Nelam asked Bima to drop her talaq now, and will be suing Bima for divorce after her baby is born..!!"Antasari said while staring alternately at Bima and Sinta.
His heart was also heavily injured, but perhaps this was the best start to Bima and Nelam's relationship.
"Bima did not want to divorce Nelam pah.."Said Bima with a raucous voice.
"But I want you to divorce me Bima Mahadewa..!!"Shouted Nelam suddenly with a hateful look.
"If you don't want to divorce me, don't expect me to give birth to your child..!!"Ancam Nelam still staring intently at Bima.
"Dark, Istighfar you must not speak like that, son..!!"Antasari said as he looked at his daughter in disbelief with teary eyes.
Nelam threw away his gaze, he did not want to see the faces of the three people he loved were sad, his heart also said Istighfar with the words he had just spoken.
Where possible she will repeat the mistake for both times, because she did not want to give birth to her child, her greeting only as a threat to Bima.
He had promised in his heart that he would continue to look after and care for his second son from Bima Mahadeva, the man he loved so much, even though they were separated.
If Joseph had been born not out of rape, but out of love for both of them, he would have been sincere to conceive and bear children out of their love.
As tight as it was felt Nelam, past events were again present in his eyes.
"Bi Nur, if you were alive,.."Nelam said as he closed his eyes.
"Nelam Purnamasari Mahadewa, today I drop my talaq on you, and from this moment on you are not my wife anymore, our household ends up here..."!!!Bima said with a quivering voice resisting the rumbling on her chest.
Bima closed her eyes and returned to her tears.
Likewise with Nelam, he immediately closed his eyes, and instantly the clear circle came out smoothly from the corner of his eye.
The pain is what is now felt, Nelam did not expect if the word talak said Bima more painful compared to the wound because of rape that has been done.
But those words were her wish, she should not regret it.
Antasari was crying hearing the word talak from Bima, what else Sinta his crying increasingly heartbreaking.
Antasari wiped his tears and tried to regain control of himself.
"Nelam, Bima has dropped the talaq on you, which means you're not husband and wife anymore.."Said Antasari while taking a breath.
"And your Iddah until you give birth..."Antasari said again.
"Yes I know.."Replied Nelam who hurriedly wiped away his tears and looked at the three people he loved.
"What's your plan now, boy..??"Antasari asked with a raucous voice and her nosy gaze.
"While this is until my baby is born, I'll stay in the orphanage..."Answer Nelam.
"You don't have to live in Nelam's orphanage, stay in the main house of the Mahadeva family.."Bima said with her pushy gaze.
"You take it easy Nelam, I won't stay there anymore.."Bima continued.
"and I will soon be held accountable for my actions legally..""
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