
Passion flower tea is believed to be sedative, helping to control stress, depression and other emotional balance so that who drinks it can reduce physical and mental tension. That's how Carolyn felt about Xelino. Never all this time he felt free even in carrying out a lesson. Her father and mother never restrained her but with everything she had, Carolyn limited herself to being around. Carolyn becomes shut down for lack of affection and just expects the power to get it all. However, after getting to know Xelino, he felt it all. He felt a simplicity that made him calm and happy. Not too hung up with office and power. Carolyn is aware of her heart for Xelino but she still wants to make sure she doesn't go wrong and also wants to make sure Xelino feels for her. How did Carolyn finally dare to humble herself to continue loving Xelino? And will Xelino continue to keep her distance from Carolyn?
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Thunder was thundering in the sky that night. Heavy rain began to pour down downtown Springfield carrying a gust of wind that entered the gap of the hospital room window. Carolyn hugged Xelino's body because she felt the cold of the night mixed with the rain. Xelino was forced to hold the body of his master. Carolyn has shed her tears. Somehow he felt sadness and longing when only tonight could he see Xelino.
Soon Xelino pulled herself but Carolyn was still holding her arm as if she would be afraid that Xelino would go back and leave. They look at each other. Carolyn felt Xelino's handsome face filled with affection and humor. He was quite happy to be able to observe his face this close. Xelino also looked at him intensely and full of anxiety. Xelino put her forehead on Carolyn's forehead. Carolyn was a little nervous but let it go.
"Miss, you need to rest, I won't bother you," Xelino said in a soft tone. Carolyn shook her head and instead went into Xelino's arms. He leaned his head in front of Xelino's chest. Xelino was confused as to why Carolyn wanted to continue with him when this afternoon she was even ordinary if close to him. Xelino was still speechless and did not dare to hug back. His feelings are still sad and confused.
"I feel cold Xelino, can't you be here for a moment to accompany me?" Carolyn pleaded.
"There's your mother and aunt, you can be with them" said Xelino, turning her head to Carolyn.
"What's wrong with you, Xelino? Why are you this cold to me?" Carolyn asked her head. They returned to their eyes. Xelino was powerless with a pale face and needed that affection. Xelino dared to caress Carolyn's cheek.
"I'm just a lady's assistant, it's not appropriate to hold you let alone hold me, are you unconscious? I'm Xelino not Aciel or Ansel or Lionel. All of them seemed more deserving of giving a hug like this" Xelino said slowly and deeply.
The deg!
Carolyn's feelings were shattered. Xelino did not accept his embrace or want to hug him again. Is he this cool. Carolyn finally pulled herself out.
"I'm sorry, you can go! I forgot that we were just employers and assistants" Carolyn bowed her head.
Xelino was still watching Carolyn who soon shed her tears. What did he say hurt that woman enough? Xelino sighed and retracted Carolyn's hand to look at her. Xelino brought her face closer and kissed Carolyn. She kissed Carolyn until Carolyn opened her lips. He smashed the lips gently while cupping Carolyn's smooth face. They kiss each other and Xelino's fingers wipe away Carolyn's tears. After Xelino felt enough, she withdrew.
"Have a rest, good night" said Xelino and he left. He should know the limits and better organize his heart. It is not yet time to reveal what. She still wanted to see Carolyn's attitude towards him. What did Carolyn say this afternoon was just what's the truth? He also wants to make Carolyn miss his existence even more.
Carolyn doesn't hold back Xelino anymore but she comes back crying feeling every bit of Xelino's attention is a bit unfamiliar to her for tonight. Is he now the one who has to fight for his feelings or keep following the existing flow?
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In the morning, Gilbert calls Xelino to pick up Carolyn and Jennifer at the hospital. Carolyn can go home. His condition has improved on condition that he should not approach a chemical-based scent. Do not use excessive perfume and keep your health, do not be too tired. All were also influential because of the many activities Carolyn did.
Xelino certainly obeyed the request of his master even with a heavy heart. Though he was about to arrange himself today by getting used to not seeing Carolyn but somehow the goddess of love said otherwise. I don't know what God is planning on him. Even if this was the soul mate God had set on her, she would not be tickled.
Xelino cleans herself up and gets ready to pick up Carolyn and Jennifer. Xelino took a deep breath as she drove forward her car. He also turned on the music to stay ordinary but could keep his distance and know the limits of his work. He wanted to think calmly so that his heart would not think too much of Carolyn.
Apparently, when he got there, he just found Carolyn. There is no Jennifer. Xelino wanted to ask but back again she remembered not to speak if it did not suit her work.
"Good morning Miss," said Xelino, entering Carolyn's nursery. Carolyn smiled faintly and Xelino took a sip of her saliva. Carolyn looks so sweet today for not using makeup. Xelino had to keep normalizing himself. He bowed his head walking towards Carolyn.
"Where should I take it?" Xelino asked later without asking her about the news. Carolyn pursed her forehead and pursed her lips flattened because Xelino was still as cold as last night.
"Miss, where should I take it?" ask Xelino again.
"Just that bag!" Carolyn answered.
Xelino immediately grabbed the bag and walked towards the door.
"Please miss," Xelino said, looking at Carolyn who was still silent on the bed.
"I'm still weak and a little dizzy" Carolyn said with the intention of having Xelino wipe her.
"Oh, well I'll take a wheelchair," said Xelino and Carolyn again unhappy.
"No need!" carolyn said raising her tone.
"What's wrong?" xelino looked at Carolyn again.
"I'm walking alone!" Carolyn doesn't care if she falls.
Xelino feels Carolyn wants herself to clean up but not Xelino anymore. Xelino should respect his nona.
After crossing Xelino, he managed to get out but once again his head got an attack so that his body was a little shaky like it was about to fall. Xelino swiftly certainly held him back.
"Let me take a wheelchair first, miss," said Xelino again.
"Xellino! What's up with you? It's like you're keeping your distance! Never mind, don't drive me home, I can go home by myself! Here's the car keys!" Decak Carolyn grabbed the car keys hanging in Xelino's pants pocket and she turned around. He walked quickly away from Xelino who was also upset about this situation. Xelino took a breath and lined up her nona who walked like a drunk.
Xelino manages to catch up and grabs Carolyn's wrist. He pulled her and went into her arms.
"You why huh? Usually you're happy to be close to me, why is it like this?" carolyn asked to cry.
"Because I'm just your assistant, miss," Xelino replied flatly.
The deg!
I don't know why Carolyn felt so shunned. And he had already concluded that Xelino had indeed set a distance between them. Carolyn pulled herself.
"You're my assistant?" carolyn asked in a weak tone.
Xelino nodded softly.
"Alright, I'm sorry, get me the wheelchair" said Carolyn, who seemed to have no use forcing Xelino. Let him follow what Xelino wants. Xelino didn't seduce Carolyn either. He immediately asked for a wheelchair on a nurse. Carolyn sat there and held her forehead. His head was really dizzy especially with Xelino's attitude towards him. Xelino pushes Carolyn up to the hospital's main door because Xelino parked her using Vale.
The car has arrived. Xelino was about to help Carolyn but Carolyn regained her grip while holding her forehead. Xelino again held him back and helped him into the passenger seat.
Along the way, Carolyn just bowed her head. Xelino noticed him from the windshield quite pity. Xelino couldn't bear to want to once again hug her but it was already very difficult.
Arriving at home, Xelino finally helps Carolyn again get out of the car because she sees her nona looks pale. Although he must maintain his attitude but he still has to maintain the security of his nona. No more mistakes so Carolyn had to be rushed back to the hospital.
Xelino held Carolyn's arm but Carolyn brushed it off. Carolyn doesn't want Xelino to do it. Xelino didn't stay silent because Carolyn was weak. She embraces Carolyn very strongly and enters the house. Riding the stairs and Xelino also held Carolyn's one hand so as not to fall until Carolyn felt unable to climb the stairs again. Finally Xelino carried him to Carolyn's room. Carolyn wrapped her hands around Xelino's neck and continued to stare at her with a flat face. Xelino occasionally looked but remained silent. Carolyn who opened the door also closed it again because Xelino's hands were very busy carrying and carrying her clothes bag.
Xelino breaks down Carolyn, who is still holding Xelino's neck so firmly that Xelino is also carried away by her and is on top of Carolyn. They look at each other. Xelino stroked for a moment that cheek. Well-favoured.
His murmur in the heart. For some reason, Carolyn still did not want to release her circumference on Xelino's neck. Xelino took another breath and felt that Carolyn needed him. Xelino slid down next to Carolyn and hugged Carolyn. All he did without a sound. Carolyn entered in his arms and her head was already in front of Xelino's chest. Xelino held him tightly.
"I'm sorry miss, I just want to give you some warmth" Xelino said, trying to be polite as she enjoyed Carolyn's body in her arms. it didn't feel like being let go and it felt like time stopped giving them both a chance to miss.
"Call me Carolyn, Xelino," Carolyn asked. Xelino.
"You are my master! Shut up and rest!" xelino closed her eyes.
"Xelino, how would I like you?" carolyn muttered but was also afraid of this man's answer that might hurt her. Xelino opened her eyes and was a little surprised but she did not want to hope because Carolyn still said 'if'.
"Don't tease me, miss! I can do more than this" said Xelino, finally joking and closing his eyes.
"If I'm serious?" carolyn said again beginning to smile. The man took a deep breath and looked up Carolyn's head.he looked at her first and then kissed her lips again. Xelino was already upset by all this. Her feelings were like being played with but she felt she could not stay away from this woman. The woman he truly loved. Xelino just hope, said Carolyn yesterday is not really said.
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