
Lexa waited for her husband's invisible presence. She's anxious. Leon was really angry with her. She looked agitated and Jane kept wiping her clasped hands. Lexa's hands are cold because of fear and worry.
"You take it easy, Leon will definitely be back!" Jane said calmly and Lexa nodded at her mother-in-law's words. She would not calm down until she saw her husband's nose in front of her. Lexa is unaware that Leon is noticing any changes that are attacking Lexa.
Not long after Jerry entered again after a while approaching Leon earlier. Jerry talked to Leon. Jerry said the condition must be felt by his twin brother. Lexa will feel frustration and trauma. However, if there is no support, let alone the support he needs, he will feel it for too long. Actually the support Lexa needs is her husband but it is a bit difficult. Jerry also suggests that Leon find out the true state of a woman who has just miscarried. They should not be selfish and should complement each other. As much as possible Jerry gave understanding to Leon.
"Mr Jerry? Where's husband?" Lexa asked her foster brother.
"He's resting Lexa. He looks tired. Let him rest. You take it easy, he's not mad at you. She's just confused how else to make you understand and not cry anymore." Jerry smiled faintly and walked over to his wife who was sitting on the corner of the sofa.
The situation was somewhat tense when Leon was carried away by the emotions earlier. His father, Larry, can't do anything. He knows Leon's feelings of just wanting calm and comfort for his wife. In fact, only Leon really needed Lexa but Lexa was too sad so she kept bending her face and looking sour. This really makes Leon feel like he has failed with what he has tried.
A few hours later Lexa was still waiting and feeling uneasy. She felt so guilty about her husband. Yeah, he shouldn't have kept feeling sad like this. After all, Leon knows why he miscarried because of what.
Fifteen minutes later it was impatient for Lexa to wait. She wants her husband. There Jane falls asleep with Juan on the waiting couch while Jerry, Angel and Larry are looking for fresh air. Lexa seems silent after Leon's death so those who wait don't feel good questioning Lexa. They try to understand Lexa's feelings by letting the woman stay as quiet as possible for her calm.
Lexa tried to foot on the floor. She didn't put on the infusion anymore because Lexa seemed to have a taste for food even a little. And the blood in his stomach was already completely clean. But his body condition is still weak. He walked slowly out of the room. He had to find Leon and apologize. He can't do it without that guy. Like a knife stuck in his heart that felt so painful and endless tightness.
Lexa opened the door to her treatment room and when she opened the door, Leon wanted to go into her room as well. They cross paths and look at each other. Lexa's eyes have glass but she tried to hold it and actually she wanted to directly hug the man.
Because Leon's position lowered, he had noticed the condition of his wife's body from below and spread upwards. Leon looked at her sadly. All this time he had not noticed Lexa's thin-looking body shape. All he thought about all this time was Lexa continued to eat food and nutritional intake he could stay awake. But in reality Lexa was like a straight line with her lethargic and frustrated face with all this sadness.
While Lexa looked at Leon who was also very frustrated. Must be because of him. Leon looked at her. Lexa raises her hands to hold Leon's face. Leon helped her to hold her face faster. Lexa is moved that her husband still loves her.Hus husband forgave her before she even said it. He shed his tears.
"Don't cry, I'm not here anywhere." Said Leon gently sweeping Lexa's tears with his thumb.
"I'm sorry Leon." said Lexa slightly lowered her heart and regretted her childish actions with her own husband.
"There's nothing to forgive, we're all sad, come here!" Saut Leon pulled Lexa's head with one hand into his arms.
"then where were you, Leon? I'm afraid you're really angry and you're leaving me and you don't want to be with me anymore." asked Lexa in a hug.
"I'm thinking of you Lexa. How can it be this easy I do not love you. Where can I suddenly leave you. I just a little do not accept with your prilakmu. should you be strong as usual, but it seems I was wrong. Lexa, I'm sorry.Hey me! for pregnancy issues, we've got plenty of time, baby.and relax, I'm fine!" Leon tries to say the right words so that Lexa does not grieve anymore.
"I'm going to try to toughen up Leon and not make you think too much" said Lexa again feeling the warmth of her husband's body that she always wanted.
"Yes, we go together! Be calm, don't cry anymore!" Reply Leon stroked his wife's back and pulled away from the brand's embrace.
Leon then leads Lexa into his treatment room.Lexa is back on her bed.
"What did you bring Leon? Looks like you brought a package." asked Lexa.
"Yes I bought you some porridge, let me steam it." Reply Leon and start preparing Lexa's favorite meat porridge. Leon put it on the trash. Leon also brought the parcel that Egnor and Claudia had given him the other day.
"Open this parcel baby, you haven't opened it yet. From Mr. Egnor and Mrs Claudia" Leon said showing the parcel of a flat box and a map.
"Ah yes you are right!" Lexa grabbed the parcel and opened it.
Leon while feeding Lexa. Lexa opened the parcel which was a frame containing the words hope.
~Hope. Hope is a belief that is desired to be fulfilled so that it bears good fruit in the future. Hope is something invisible. He's abstracting. However, if it feels and has an inner intention then it will seem from the result we want~
Such is the word he said.like the sense of hope itself.the word is decorated very beautiful like a poem framed with a frame.
Lexa shut her mouth reading the word in this frame. He was sure this was not the word Claudia or Egnor said but they understood giving this word to his strength. Lexa then reads the message that Claudia sent. Claudia wrote it. Then there are other letters such as official certificates placed on the map. Leon hasn't had a chance to open it because he was too concerned about Lexa yesterday.
Letter Claudia
Dear My Lexa ..
My first child ..
It was amazing when my husband said he had a grown-up adopted son who already had a man he liked. I guessed who it was because I must have grown up. I imagined she was an amazing girl like her foster father. And it turns out to be true, she's a very tough female assistant. Feeling lonely and wandering to find the identity of life. That's when I found out it was you.
I'm proud. I'm not angry at my husband. I'm glad I have a daughter. Lexa, don't you feel sorry for your father's passing. He's been cured. He was calm in heaven. You just calm down. One day we will meet him again. Look, I can't see you. But my greetings and love must have come through your foster father, right? Oh no, I told my husband not to consider you a foster child but a biological child. You don't worry about the meaning of the word orphan Lexa. We're same! But can I be your real mother and Egnor Jovanca be your rightful father! So I had my husband come up with a family deed and put your name on us as our first child! Lexa, you're not alone, you're not an orphan. You have me and my husband. We are your father and mother!
Go home to Honolulu if you need the loving embrace of a real father and mother. We with open arms accept you. Don't be sad anymore, keep getting excited. Don't forget, you have a life partner who loves you so much. I felt how much more profound Leon's sadness was from seeing half his heart grieve.
I love you
Your mother, Claudia ..
And also warm greetings from your father, Egnor ..
(He was angry that he didn't include his name when this was my thought letter instead of him, I'm sorry that he kept forcing me until he kissed my forehead, haha! It doesn't matter! I just want to make you smile #love)
"I'm sorry Leon, I have to cry .." Lexa's cry broke while covering her face. Leon can't be mad at this. Lexa was only moved because she was not alone. All of these events just wanted to test him how much power he was. She feels guilty for Leon, her husband. Her husband is right, this is not her. He has to be strong and withstand the pressure. It's just a matter of time, that's what her birth mother also said when in a dream.
Leon then put down the bowl of porridge that he held. She pulls Lexa to cry in her arms.
"Crying is Lexa. I was wrong. I think too much about my heart. You are the one who really hurt the most. How much sweat you feel. If I can, let me feel it. This is who I am, Lexa, can only be beside you and hopefully make some consolation for yourself. That's all I have in mind. If I'm too confident you love me too deeply, I'm sorry. I will try hard to make you love me more. So that my presence alone can make your heart comfortable Lexa." said Leon wanted to cry but he held it. If he joined in crying, then his wife even more sad.
Lexa shook her head in her husband's arms.
"I'm sorry Leon. I was wrong. I forgot about you. I only think of myself wanting my papa to heal and have a child without thinking about the struggle you have created for me. Leon, give me a chance to present you to my every grievance and joy, but you are what I need dear." Lexa said in her tears. she couldn't help it if it turned out her husband loved her so much.
"Always Lexa, I always give you what you want. I just want to make you happy. That's all every man wants for his girl, baby." Leon stroked Lexa's shaved hair.
"Thank you Leon, I love you, I love you" Lexa said.
"I love you so much. So now don't be sad, you already have a father and a real mother. Even they're great people just like your papi and your mama. And believe me, your papi and your mama have calmed down leaving you here. And Lionel too. As Mrs Claudia said, that hope will come back with us dear. You'll definitely get pregnant again. Trust me." said Leon pulling himself out of his arms.
"Yes Leon. We'll keep trying. This is not the end of everything. I still have hope. Why don't you meet me with my dad, Leon? Let me call him now." Lexa tried to smile in her tears.
"Alright, I'll call him but finish your porridge first huh? You haven't eaten since this morning, have you?" Leon grabbed back the porridge bowl.
"I eat!" lexa Protest.
"But not tasteful said Mr Jerry?" Leon raised one eyebrow.
"Your color is Leon! Because you're not around, I'm not having a taste for food."
"sorry. I won't scold you anymore!" Leon's trying, though he might be a little disavowed.
"I'm not sure, you can't promise that!" lexa's snort knows Leon's emotions.
"Eat!" Leon smiles and returns to feed Lexa. Leon was satisfied enough to see Lexa change really fast. Hopefully the dream doesn't strike his wife anymore. Leon had thought about the trauma that would occur in women who experienced a miscarriage that had been touched by Mr. Jerry.
"i'm so glad you guys could make it back before the sun comes back up. It should be, Lexa, Leon!" jane came up to her two children and grabbed Leon. Juan also approached them, holding Lexa's hand so as not to grieve anymore. Lexa turned to Juan and gave her sweetest smile.
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After the doctor stated improved, Lexa was allowed to return to Legacy. lexa happy because it can return to do its activities.However, do not rule out the possibility sometimes Lexa still like to daydream during the flight. Leon tried to understand him and never tired of giving a joke to his wife.
Jerry and Angel go back to their routine.They are a little sad because Lexa and Leon are back and no one else is their friend to talk to. Jerry promises that maybe one day they will do baby moon to Legacy.
Leon and Lexa have arrived at their apartment. Lexa was still in a state of silence when she entered her apartment and sat on the sofa. After Leon confirmed his suitcase inside his apartment, he approached Lexa and sat down next to her. Leon finds out that Lexa is drifting back into her grief.
"Hem, did the doctor tell you how many times we couldn't get in contact with Lexa?" leon asked grinningly, but it seemed Lexa paid him no heed.
Leon brought her back closer.he wrapped his hands around her waist.Slowly the area of her palms slipped on Lexa's clothes and stroked her stomach and that was when Lexa woke up.
"Leon? you want it?" search Lexa.
Leon nodded with a smile, he then kissed Lexa on the shoulder.
"hem, undo it, the doctor says you have to wait a week!"
Leon pulled himself and widened his eyes.
"just wanted to change!" leon's face was a little down.
"hem, perverted weasel! thanks you! let's start over. are you going to get wilder?" saut Lexa faced her husband.
"heemm, you underestimated me Lexa!!" leon gave a big grin and finally he just kissed his wife's lips.
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gitu dong mba Lex, restart .. feel the ferocity of your husband hahahaa 😅😅
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next part 31
I'll bring to light conflict conflict Lexa and Leon but also discuss friends, relatives and brothers Lexa and Leon yes let all of you 😍😍
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So the end of the word do not forget LIKE, COMMENTS, RATE and VOTE .. happy reading n I love you somuchhh much!!