
Perfection does belong to God, but what is wrong if we try to make perfection is real before our eyes. When trying to be good there will be challenges to look bad. When you want to be ordinary, there will be someone who underestimates so we even want to be good. And when deciding to do a bad thing, even people think good. Yes, that is how in this world there is a time. Doing good and being good are sometimes considered bad by others.
I want to be the one who has everything. Abundant possessions, handsome husbands or beautiful wives, have cute cute children but all only wishes that may be for us but can also belong to people. The hope of having a healthy and extraordinary child is natural, but what if the child is indeed less fortunate to be perfect.
Like Angel. The woman continued to shed her tears in front of the doctor's room. He doesn't know whether to believe it or not. Want to respond or try to deepen and correct themselves. He rubbed his stomach again and again. With a bow of his head he finally wept over all this.
"I'm sorry mommy baby! Sorry mommy! Mommy can't take good care of you. Mommy is just selfish mommy herself! Sorry mommy! When you're born, mommy will give you mommy's eyes, mommy promised baby.huu .." Angel said in her tears. He cried softly in his chest tightness so as to cause a severed breath and make a roar.
Jerry's out of the doctor's office. He saw his wife sitting weakly and resignedly in the waiting chair. Jerry sighed and smiled faintly. He then approached Angel sitting next to him while embracing him. Jerry hugged her and held her tight. He closed his eyes feeling the aura of his wife's body that he so wanted to hug every day. He doesn't care about people passing by.
While Angel who felt the warmth of her husband was crying and leaning her eyes on the arms of her husband's burly arms.
"We're home, my Lil Angel?" Mumbled Jerry slowly.
Angel is still crying.
"We talked at home. We calm things down and try to understand what this all means. Okay well? You're my big strong woman! Strong Angel, my powerful angel! I love you!" Scream Jerry again. He pulls himself and makes Angel face him.
"Angel's? You hear me? This is not the end. Everything has a solution. Look me in the eye, baby! Angelo! I call you!" Jerry said again. He cannot make his wife weak.
Finally Angel looked up his head slowly land. She looked at her husband still with tears in her eyes.
"I want this kid, Mr. Jerry! Don't separate me from him!" Said Angel slowly and a little hoarse.
"Yes! Me too! Now we go home first, okay?!" Jerry replied.
Finally in Jerry's grief and Angel's tears, the couple returns to their apartment. Jerry felt what Angel felt. As they both look forward to the arrival of the baby in their midst. With a burst of hope wants the baby to continue to grow well, healthy and especially perfect. But simple things are common from the word good they do not get it.
What do they want to blame for all this? When they continue to chant prayers, it is indeed their destiny to get results that are far from their expectations. Especially Angel. Angel tries not to think negatively when he feels from all his dreams that seem to have no vision has its own meaning. Angel tried to dispel all the thoughts that would ruin her pregnancy. But in fact Angel and Jerry must try to accept all this.
It was like they were climbing the mountain cheerfully but the mountain had to explode its lava so that it burned its entire body and was gone. That's how Jerry and Angel felt. When the pregnancy feels very pleasant because the love there is increasing. They can complement each other and God also still provides an opportunity for the power of Angel's fetus but when it comes to knowing the abnormalities in the baby, the sad and sorry feeling of dancing nari on their heads.
Jerry leads Angel into his apartment room . On the way, they both fell silent trying to correct themselves. What mistake did the two of them make that their son who got this suffering. If only all this could be exchanged for what Jerry has, Jerry willingly and sincerely.
Angel entered their room and slept there. He tilted his body while holding his stomach. Jerry took a breath. He went to the kitchen and made some warm milk first. When he returned to bring the warm milk, he got Angel asleep. Jerry approached him about to see his wife's reddened face. Both of his eyes were swollen and there were still drops of tears left around his eyelashes. Jerry then stroked his wife's cheek and kissed her, removing the remaining teardrop. Jerry lies down next to Angel and hugs her from behind.
"My dear, whatever happens, whatever your decision, I will obey you, I believe this is only a small part of the test God has given us. I will always be with you. This child is our child. We both have to endure all her sadness and happiness. I'll do my best for you for our son for our family. Angel, I love you so deeply and deeply!" Whisper Jerry in the back of his wife's head while kissing her. His hands were curled up on Angel's stomach.
Angel heard her husband muttering. He's not fully asleep. He was just hiding himself so as not to look sad continuously. But the words of her husband strengthened her. She let out her tears and leaned as comfortably as possible on her husband's chest. Angel has to be strong, Angel is in charge of all this. She had to be like her mother even more.
A few hours later, Angel woke up. Jerry also fell asleep while hugging him. Angel moved Jerry's hand slowly so as not to wake up and he could move. Angel looked at her husband. She felt a tired and sad face glued to the handsome face of her husband. Angel stroked her cheek slowly.
"I'll be strong! I will be strong for you and our children and our families! You just calm down! I'm Angel the woman you married to become stronger and can make you happy!" Mumbled Angel. He smiled and stood up.
Angel saw warm milk on the nightstand that might have been cold and true. Angel remembers a little he had a hard time consuming what Jerry prepared without trying it. He sighed. He should be able to. Angel drank it too. Somewhat makes him nauseous but he tries to find a way not to get it out. He went to the kitchen and drank water.
"Hemp! Not bad!" Angel tried to catch her breath. She then tried to make her favorite food and for her husband's dinner.
The aroma of cooking filled the apartment room and Jerry was awakened. He felt the bed and did not find his wife. Jerry moved a little because he sniffed the aroma that was so wriggling. Because the room is not closed Jerry can smell it. He exits the room and finds his wife, Angel, preparing his favorite meal. Salmon steak with blackpaper sauce.
"Darling, can you cook?" Ask Jerry enough sumringah and sit on their meaning chair.
"This is for you. Eat up!" Angel offered her husband's favorite food.
"Where are you? " Search Jerry on his wife's part.
"I am!" Angel also carries a rather small portion.
"You can eat it, baby?" Jerry ensure. Angel didn't even kiss her before.
"I'll try to provide the best nutrition for our dear child." Angel smiled faintly.
"I'm sure you'll be able to. Let's eat. I lead the prayer." Saut Jerry grabs Angel's hand and holds it before starting to pray.
Angel nodded. He bowed his head and tied his hands together with Jerry's, they prayed first.
"God thank You for Your grace, may You bless this food to be a strength and health for us and also our unborn child. May You acknowledge and bless always. Thank You God Who is All-Good. Amens. Praying finished. Have a good meal." Said Jerry smiling at Angel first and then eating his food.
While Angel, he had inhaled the aroma of salmon when cut and exuded the aroma. Instantly made his stomach back up. He gulped his saliva. He drank the water first then started cutting very small and ate it. Angel tried to feel and properly appeared the turmoil again in his stomach. However, when he was nauseous and was about to vomit, he immediately drank again the water . Then he went back to eating. It continued like that and it felt like he was holding back his tears from falling. He raised his head so that he could slowly grow strong.
Jerry kept glancing occasionally and noticed how his wife's tremendous efforts made him proud as well as sad. Jerry silenced first but over time he became unbearable. Until the portion of Angel is still half while his has almost exhausted.
"Dear, already! Stop eating it, it'll make you full, don't continue!" Said Jerry holding back Angel's hand that was about to cut off the steak again.
"I'm fine baby, let me finish him." An Angel smiled wryly. He was enduring the turmoil of his stomach that could not be compromised with.
"Angel.." call Jerry softly.
Angel looked at her husband with glassy eyes holding back her tears.
"If you eat everything and become truly irresistible, you'll take it all out. Better stop and calm yourself. You and our baby will be frustrated if you're like this." Jerry was very wise. Angel thought, It is true what her husband said. Before he spits it all out, he better stop. This much is also enough for today and it is very good not to take it out.
"You're right, baby. I'm sorry I was so obsessed when it was just the first day that I would change my resolve! I'll take care of our baby's nutrition. Nothing is impossible for God, there may be a miracle for our child. Isn't that so dear?
Jerry nodded and smiled with satisfaction. He is very happy with the development of Angel's emotions that are getting older and even compensate for it. He did not wrongly choose this woman to be his life companion, his old age friend.
"Well, I'll take care of everything." Said Angel again took the empty plate her husband to be crushed with his plate and cleaned in the sink.
"Let me help you, baby." Said Jerry approaching Angel who was in front of the sink washing dishes.
"You shut up, let me wash." Said Jerry taking over the plate that Angel was holding. Angel then looked at her husband. She smiles. Her husband is very handsome to her. Although they are 7 years adrift but do not melt the charm of Jerry on Angel.
"You're so handsome, Mr. Jerry!" Angel said as she gently stroked her husband's cheek.
Jerry looked up a little and chuckled.
"You baby!" Mumbled Jerry.
"I love you! Cups!" Angel said again and kissed her husband's cheek.
"Hem, that means you should give him more if I help you huh?" Saut Jerry who has finished his plate and embraces Angel's waist.
"Of course! Em, if we were boys he'd be as handsome and wise as you are, Mr. Jerry." Angel's mumbling rested her head on Jerry's cheek.
"If she's a girl, she'll be good at arranging flowers like you. She must be very pretty with taper eyes like her mother and her uncle, haha!" Reply Jerry.
"Haha! I miss them!"
"Tell Lexa and Leon, they'll be happy."
Instantly Angel bowed. He was a little sad and a little worried. Jerry scrunched his forehead feeling his wife's different aura.
"What's up, baby? You don't want to tell them?" Jerry's looking for his wife's face.
"Hemm, if what Dr. Presley says is true, will our family accept our dear child's condition?" Angel slightly glanced at Jerry with a little worry. His forehead had shrunk and his heart was back.
"I'm sorry! I'm too weak to hear all this Mr. Jerry!" Angel looked down.
"Emm baby, do you want to see another doctor? Perhaps Presley's observations were inappropriate and not very detailed. Maybe we can find an option with another doctor?" Finally Jerry ventured to calm his wife as well. Angel thought, but it looks like it will be the same. He knew who Dr. Presley was because he had investigated a little before.
Angel finally shook his head.
"What's up, baby? Don't you believe it less?" Jerry's convinced.
"No need, dear. Dr. Presley is a smart and meticulous doctor. He won't be wrong. If he's not right, he won't help us in the first place. He wants the best for us too. I think I should apologize to him." Angel looked at her husband seriously.
Jerry developed his smile. There seems to be something good about all these flaws. Their own son who ended up covering up his mother's overly hot-tempered vices. Because of this incident, Angel is getting older and unselfish. Jerry felt all this to be good.
"Okay, baby, we have to go back there tomorrow because Dr. Presley hasn't checked your uterus, okay?" Jerry said again to know.
Angel nodded and hugged her husband again.
"But baby, whatever happens, I want to give birth to this child. I wouldn't let him out if he wasn't the one who wanted to go out. I want to keep him and defend him until God allows him to live or go to heaven. Don't tell me to take stupid action just because of an uncertain prediction." Pinta Angel is simple. Giving birth to their child.
"Calm down, baby, I'll follow your decision. You're his mother and the one who understands our son's condition the best, everything's gonna be fine. I will always be by your side. It's just you and our son that I have and it's my breath every day." Said Jerry again clutching his wife's body and stroking his arm.
A thousand days it feels like only a moment if we have each other and understand each other. Especially if we love the people around you sincerely and open arms then for any day or as much as any obstacle feels just like a breeze.
Angel still believes that with him changing his lifestyle with his son, he can achieve the perfection of his son. But he will still accept whatever happens in the future with his son. Angel and Jerry continued to complete each other and continued to pray for the miracle of the powerful. Even so, Jerry was so enthusiastic about preparing everything. From now on, she has signed up to receive a corneal donor who might be a good match for her child. Did it work?
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While in Legacy. This assistant couple even became often berumbar swear and rather do husband and wife relationship with explosive passion. But today they're entertaining this fun activity because Lexa is late for the moon. He's already bought a testpack and will check it out.
"Aaaaarrgghhhh!!!" Shouting Lexa. For some reason, Lexa screams with Leon at their apartment.
"Most negatively, how many times have I tricked him, hihi!!" Leon muttered softly that Lexa heard it.
"Did you say Leon?!" Ask Lexa in the most shrill tone. Leon widened his eyes to hear Lexa's clasping. He's moving right away.
"What are you tricking me?!" Lexa asked with her furious face.
"It's nothing!" Leon.
"Jawab honest !!" Lexa has already turned down her waist.
"No dear! I mean, I'm pretty sure you're not positive and it doesn't matter to me, we can play again, right?" Leon got out of bed and approached Lexa.
"Really?" Lexa's a little weakened.
"Benaar .. come here .." Leon pulled Lexa's hand. Lexa looked down while holding her testpack.
"Calm Lexa. I'm sure you'll get pregnant." Said Leon pulling Lexa into his arms.
"Why keep negative Leon? We've followed the doctor's advice and I'm following it. Why am I not pregnant yet?" Lexa muttered her head in front of Leon's chest.
"We're gonna try it again, but first we have to enjoy our two days Lexa. If we have kids, we can't enjoy them. Take the positive side of everything, right?" Leon tries to corroborate Lexa so that Lexa is unsuspecting and willing to follow his advice.
Lexa nodded and tried to be strong.
"Well, we have to do it again tonight!" Lexa clean hard.
"We didn't just do it."
"No! Must be again !!"
Leon took a breath. Until when he'll cheat on his wife. During this time, Leon sometimes deceives Lexa if he says it has reached its peak but it has not happened. Leon still doesn't want a child.
Until when his mother finally sent her concoction herbal medicine to them.
"Drink by using half a cup of water every two days in the morning or evening." Lexa read the instructions when a few weeks later her mother sent her this herbal medicine ready to drink.
"You're the one who drank Lexa! I don't feel good!" Decak Leon spilled his body on the sofa in the middle of their apartment.
"You're gonna have to drink it together and if you, Lexa's late for the month, stop drinking and let Leon drink it!" Lexa looked at Leon smiling. He read his mother-in-law's advice again.
"I don't want to!" Leon stayed on his stance. He knew and believed that his mother was the most potent herbal medicine compounder in his village. Mana knows when they drink it not long after that Lexa will contain.
"We need to or we need to separate! You're this! I suspect you don't want to have children, do you?!" Lexa was right to accuse him because she had already felt Leon's reluctance.
"You want Lexa, but you don't have to push yourself like this!" Denying Leon.
"Don't keep tricking me! I already know all your tactics!" Grunt Lexa and head to the kitchen to prepare the medicine to drink.
Leon sighed and finally agreed to take the herbal medicine from his mother. Sure enough Leon's suspicions, the herbal medicine made Leon intoxicated to the point of not being able to control his desires. What the hell is going on?
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Angel, you go girl!! Uh woman yes 😁😁
Lexa, you can do it!!
Must be pregnant just calm right I am .. it is not usa continued dah on tau wakakakak 😂😂
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