The Ant's Jakaka

Bang Roni's lover

***

Since that day, my life has been very colorful. The days I spent with great enthusiasm. My heart is like a flower garden. Not a day goes by without Aisyah. Not only joking when meeting at the store, but also always texting until night. The feeling of love in my heart was growing. I want to express my feelings soon. Again, I was confused to start.

" Cieeee who's kasmaran." booed Bembi teased me.

" Cieeee cieeeee." Safira also mocked me.

I just smiled when I heard the ridicule from them.

" When do you want to be destroyed?" ask Bembi to me.

" What's official Bem?" ask me to relax.

" Yes.your relationship. She knows how you feel, right, mut?" bebi's question worries me.

" Well, that's why I'm not sure, Bem. Does he know yet? " i said worriedly.

" Yes, by the way, let him know." said Safira.

I took a long breath.

" I don't think it's time yet, because it's only been a month we've been deket." I said doubtfully.

" Yes mut... How many months do you want?? 4 months? 6 months? a year? seeet. Want to express what feelings want motorcycle credit anyway?" babi Chirps.

" No, Bem, but I need faith. Actually, he thinks what I am. I don't know how she feels about me. If I now rush to talk, fear ntar thought I was a player." said I defended myself.

" Kalok is not in a hurry, the hunt will be taken by people, semuuuttt. Do you want to?" bembi gemes.

" yes, I don't want to." I replied firmly.

" That's why the hunt says." said Safira who like his follow gemes.

" Bantin find out about her feelings dong" said I who made Bembi and Safira more nervous to me.

" Geez semuuuttt... Just tell me what's hard. You're the same as him, you talk often." Bembi is getting furious.

" When he doesn't like me, how?" I was full of doubt.

" That's a risk, mut. His name is like someone. Must be able to accept the first two realities, he also likes us. and the second, he does not like us. We have to be ready for whatever the risks are." Bembi explained.

" Aaaah tauk deh, I'm going home" I said as I stood up.

" How come I went home anyway...?" said Safira and Bembi simultaneously.

" Yeahaaaa.today I want to go shopping. There will be a family event. Mamah said anyway.bang Roni want to recognize his girlfriend to the family." answered me.

" Seriously, mut? Bang Roni has a boyfriend now?" bembi asked in surprise. He knows the character of my two brothers. They just like to play girls, but being serious is impossible for them.

" I don't know, maybe, maybe. Who knows if Roni has started to change." I replied with a shrug.

" Yes, I went back first. Nitip shop.." I said as I passed away.

***

Her night...

I'm helping you prepare dinner. It's been a week for our maid to go home, there's family business. So mom asked me to help her.

Today I cook a lot. Maybe special welcome bang Roni's girlfriend. Mamah must be happy to hear that Roni has a boyfriend. Mama always hoped that my brother would repent and find the right partner. And tonight, my dream came true.

Ting tung...

" Maybe it's them, Jay. Please open the door, yeah." Mama orders me with a smile.

" Yes mah." I replied as I walked into the living room.

THE CZECH!!!

I opened the door excitedly, but the smile was gone when I saw the woman who came with bang Roni.

" A... Aisha." I was surprised.

" Mad Jay." He was no less surprised.

" Do you know each other?" ask bang Roni to those of us who are still silent.

I feel like my heart has stopped beating. My heart feels like it's in the words. My body is squeezing helplessly.

I was still sculpting when bang Roni held Aisyah's hand into the house. I saw Aisyah walking down.

They had arrived in the living room and were greeted with a happy laughter. I was still standing at the door. I was confused what to do. It's impossible for me to be angry at bang Roni. I don't want to ruin your happiness.

It's not Aisyah's fault either, because she doesn't know how I feel. It's my fault, I shouldn't waste time. Now how should I? I was very confused as to what to do in front of them.

" Pinter son papah. whereas papah has not yet pulled the bell, already in the open door." said papah who suddenly was in front of me. Followed by bang Ardi behind her.

" Tumben is so sweet gini brother brother.." said bang Ardi while patting my shoulder.

***

Dining table...

It looks like bang Roni and Aisyah are joking with mama. I walked closer feeling fragile.

" Come here, Jay!! " summer after seeing me coming. I was sitting right opposite Aisyah.

" Known used to be the same as the prospective sister-in-law." said mamah happily.

" They know me. Aisyah says they're friends." bang Roni answers mommy's question.

" friends?? so all this time Aisyah thought I was just a friend?? Is it possible that I am the only one feeling this way?? That's for sure.the proof is that Aisyah became the lover of bang Roni." I said in my heart.

Moments later Papah and bang Ardi joined us, after they finished changing clothes. The atmosphere of the dining table increasingly crowded sound of happy laughter. They're very happy tonight, except me.

I just fell silent enjoying my dinner which felt very special to me. I was busy with my own thoughts. I want to feel like I died at the dinner table, but I have to answer what when mamah asks his reasons. The atmosphere tonight was so different, I saw everyone happy. I don't want to ruin their happiness because of my stupidity.

Again I realized I was just an ant. Which never looked like my brother. It's only natural that Aisyah can't see my feelings.

" Why are you, baby?" my voice surprised me.

" Why has she been since?? you sick??" ask mama.

" Emmm not really mah." I replied, looking down. I really don't want them to see my eyes begin to dew.

" Ah. mama don't know. Jay is always that's against meeting mah girls.." chapped bang Ardi ngawur. They also laughed. I just kept quiet, I kept myself from making a mess.

... connect.