The Ant's Jakaka

Not ordinary ants

My name is Wijaya, but it's more familiarly called Jay. My age is currently entering the head of three, but still I am a virgin. My appearance is not too bad actually, it can even be said to be quite handsome with narrow eyes, a small nose and my sweet lips. But for some reason, I always felt small compared to my two brothers. I lack the confidence to start a love relationship with anyone. Unlike my two sisters who always change partners.

Living in a rich family doesn't make me feel proud. However, I always felt like an ant in the middle of my family that was struggling with treasure. It started on my 10th birthday, exactly when I was in circumcision. At that time I was still red tie, haired ala-ala coconut shell and still crybaby. I don't know why I laugh every time I remember my childhood.

"Jay, this is not going to hurt" said the doctor who will hit me.

I closed my eyes while crying. My mom and dad tried to calm me down. My two brothers mocked me from the corner of the room.

The doctor tried to persuade me with chocolate, but I didn't like it. It feels that I don't think it's too sweet because there is a bitter sensation clearly reflected in my mind.

"I want milk candy" I whine.

Then mom took it from her bag, because she understood what was my favorite.

"It's a baby" Mama handed me some milk candy wrappers.

I grabbed it straight away. My mood came back cheerful when strawberry-flavored milk candy started sticking to my tongue.

"It's going to be like being bitten by an ant, it won't hurt Jay. Believe me" said the doctor, applying cold liquid on my little virgin.

"Stay sick doc, because the ant bitten is his sister ant" said Roni, my first brother mocked.

"Yes, it's so small that even an ant would think it was his sister" said Ardi, my second brother.

I glared at them.

"This little mama's ants will one day make our family happy" she tried to comfort me with her gentle tone. And then I took my two brothers away from that place.

Papa and the doctor are left next to me. I tried to calm myself down. I close my eyes and remember what my mother said.

"Ah means not bad to be an ant. Mama said, it is the ants that will make our family happy. Alright, from now on I will become a dutiful ant" my inner self while imagining being an ant prince.

"It's over Jay, smart kid" said the doctor, breaking my daydream.

"Dok already? Are my ants okay now? " let me plain while pointing at my virgin.

At first the doctor and papa were confused by my words, but they finally understood my point. They laugh at the same time.

"Other kids prefer to call it birds, Jay. Why do you call it an ant? " The doctor teased me

"Maybe because it's got them big, so it's like a bird. As for mine, not as big as a bird, doc" I replied innocently

They laughed again, shaking their heads.

I don't care about them, because the one in my shadow is the ant prince who wears a crown on his head. Just like the cartoon I've seen.

Since then, I have referred to me more often as the ant. Moreover, every time I was near my brothers, I felt small. Those with large stature, look dashing and cool inherited my father's posture. As for me, a flattened with a height of only 165 cm. Almost the same as my high.

Yes, there are many who say that I look like my Mom. My yellow skin, and my tiny nose are very similar to my mother.

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Drrrttt drrrttt

The shaking HP woke me from my deep sleep. I grabbed HP and saw the incoming call.

"The king called"

I put my HP back on after reading it.

Raya is my second brother's girl, bang Ardi. I don't know why every time they fight, it always troubles me. Even though I myself have never felt the world of courtship.

I had fantasized about having a sweet girl, with a graceful attitude like my mother. I have also prepared a special call for my future girlfriend.

*SWEET ANTS*

Do I need a FEMALE ANTS* only? Let it be compact with me, the virgin ant.

Ah I don't know, obviously my heart beats fast every time I fantasize about the romance story.

I'm getting lazy to wake up.

"What problem now? " murmurm

Just one week ago I helped reconcile the two of them, just because I was late for the call.

And now there's another drama.

Oh shiit, they should know my position. I'm a virgin from the tip of my foot to the end of this hair.

"yes, brother, what's wrong? " i finally picked up the phone.

"Jay, help me. Hiks hyks" he said.

As usual, she cried every time she asked me for help.

What a new drama this time, my inner self while throwing a rough breath.

"The evil Ardi, Jay. sroooooottt... "

the sound made me flinch from my sleep.

Njiiiirrr slovenly very, my inner. I am indeed a person who is disgusted with things that smell snot, fart et al.

"Putusin is bad" I said ngawur

Not her answer, Raya even more hysterical.

Wrong talk, my mind.

"Udah Jay, bang Ardi mutusin me..... Sro... "before it sounds obvious, I keep the HP away from my ears while shuddering.

"He sent me off because I was again a hindrance.Hiks hyks" his words confused me.

What does the same obstacle have to do with breaking up.

"Emang why the hitch? " many don't understand.

Understandably I have not finished the PDKT chapter, so I feel super stupid in this field. But strangely, all my brother's lovers always complained to me every quarrel with my brother.

"Iiiiiih Jay, please deh. Kalok stupid don't pack it" snapped raya.

Anjir ni chick, have asked for help but the language is very rough, my mind is furious.

"You don't know, I don't know about dating. Then why confide in me. Sono confides in bang Roni. He's more good at this business. " said ketus.

"Ogah, there I humiliate myself" said Raya Jutek.

"Couldn't you? " ask me

"IIiiiiihhhh.

I didn't say his words.

"I was originally dating Ardi bang tuh for manas-manasin bang Roni. Because I was rejected equally bang Roni" Raya explained.

I don't know why I suddenly laughed at the explanation.

Hearing me laugh, Raya turned off her phone. Maybe angry, but whatever. Besides I'm just a free consultant, my inner self.

I still laugh, it's as easy as they change feelings. Love for them is gum, which after losing the sweetness they throw away.

I really appreciate what love is. I will not leave my heart to just anyone. I have to really make sure how her heart is before going into a relationship. When did I start my love? I don't know, I don't know either.

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