
There was a concern in him at this time, Aisya still did not understand with ustazah Bila who had suddenly asked him for help to prepare some materials.
Bizarrely..
That was the only murmur that Aisha said.
How will he often go to the house of ustazah when and of course will also meet with Rasya more often ?
The initial intention to make Rasya fall for the Princess and forget Aisya, in fact, does not match reality.
Let alone not do something that impressed Rasya, when staring and talking directly to him he did not have much courage for it.
Ah, let it all go as outlined.
***
At the Rasya residence, someone who was interrogating like a thief who was caught red-handed.
"Explain to Abi, Rasya !" Pinta Ustadz Aqil asked his son to explain what he had heard from his wife.
Rasya. I don't know where he told his journey until he fell in love with the woman named Aisya.
And more surprisingly, the charm of Aisya has now been replaced with the figure of the Princess who just a few months ago became a santri at the Nurul Huda boarding school.
"Rasya is already Istiqhoroh Bi, and yes.the answer is the woman Abi meant," explained Rasya.
"Who does Abi mean ? Abi didn't say his name."
Like being hit by a batman trap, Rasya again lowered his head in shame and realized what his Abi was saying was true.
Ustadz Aqil and his wife can only throw a smile at each other to see how his son who is admiring the opposite sex.
"Yes Abi knows who that person is. How are you planning after this ? Remember, good things should not be delayed for long. Instead of something unwanted happening, it's better to hurry !" Obviously Ustadz Aqil is full of support.
"Stttt Bi, did Abi ever ?" Ledek Ustazah Bila reminded her husband of the incident when they married suddenly in Jakarta.
Hayoooo no one wants not, why did Bila and Aqil used to marry suddenly in Jakarta ?
"What did Abi ever do Mi ?" Rasya asked curious about the story of his parents.
"Honey, why should you tell me. Anyway you can't be like Abi Sya, whose faith is sometimes tempered to see how Umimu used to be," explained Ustadz Aqil weakened in his last few sentences.
Rasya chuckles amusedly. Although Abinya did not tell how their story used to be, but Rasya quite understood it by seeing how his parents were always loving.
Abi must have loved Umi so much, he thought.
"Mas, tickle me.."
"Oh gleefully know, try smiling again !" Rasya said asking to repeat his smile.
Rasya close his face to make their faces very close and even only 2 cm.
Seeing how the Princess closed her eyes as if she knew what Rasya would do to her, made Rasya even more eager to do what he had been holding for so long.
Cup...
Sweet. Only that mutter was what Rasya said but managed to make the Princess face meet with embarrassment and immediately hide in the chest of Rasya's field.
"Well, what did you say ? Sweet ? It was Rasya crackers, not bananas" said Ustazah Bila making Rasya jump in shock.
"Astagfirullah, yes Umi is a cracker," he replied as he ate back the crackers in his hands.
As a man, he understood how his son was holding back the turmoil in the heart of the newspaper he admired.
Even Abi used to directly hug Umm Sya, no need to fantasize anymore..
Abi hugged her when she was not married..
"Don't tell me you fantasized about kissing women ?" Guess ustazah Bila who made Rasya immediately choke.
Uhuk...
Can Umi read people's minds ?
"Ah, not Umi." answered Rasha lying.
"Honestly, Abi understands you as a fellow man Abi knows what is in your brain," continued Ustadz Aqil made Rasya more cornered and finally admitted that he had fantasized too far.
Pardon this servant who has been solemn..
"Tomorrow prepare ! Abi will preach to you" Ustadz Aqil said.
"But Abi__"
"Let's not forget to make Umi a grandchild ! And yes, it should be adorable and cute and funny like Umi. Do not be like Abimu, the north pole can move to Bandung because of its cold nature," said Ustazah When prancing so happy that soon will have a son-in-law, who will have a son-in-law, and that means soon he will also soon be fond of grandchildren like his longing.
Ustadz Aqil and Rasya just exchanged lyrics and then gnashed his forehead saying, "Friday.."
Such is the ustazah Bila who can not eliminate his absurd nature even though at his age that is no longer young now.
The nature of his bars has ingrained in him which often appears.
***Love in silence is such a deep feeling. This happens quite often to both men and women. These feelings stored in the heart cannot be conveyed because of the various conditions that force it so.
Love is sometimes difficult to express and cannot be conveyed. Various reasons make someone just harbored his feelings. Although heavy and sometimes sad, but some people choose this way. Maybe because the heart is still unsure and worried.
The words of love in silence are parasaan that continue to be harbored without being uttered. This can certainly cause pain and sadness that is very deep regardless of any reason. Of course, you yourself can decide what the best choice is related to your feelings.
Human instinct has a feeling of love. The coming of the feeling of love is sometimes unexpected. Sometimes love is hard to express and cannot be conveyed. Maybe you're the one who's ever felt? Harboring a silent feeling of love towards people you have known for a long time like friends or friends. Because usually the feeling of love through a gradual process and does not occur suddenly in a new person known.
This usually makes people just harbour feelings of affection and love secretly. The reasons are also various there are because of shame, prestige, feeling inappropriate and fear of rejection. Eventually, they had to keep their own feelings. Although heavy and sometimes sad, but some people choose this way. I don't know what they think, although sometimes there is a sense of wanting to express real feelings. But in the heart still unsure and worried.
It must be a matter of having feelings for people in a silent way. We can only see his smile from afar and see the people we love with others. Yes, you can love but you can't have. Even more sad if the person you love, it turns out you know you like it, but pretend not to know and ignore you.
But, most importantly you have to reveal the truth about your feelings. Regardless of the outcome, it will be accepted or not. This will make the feeling become relieved and not just rhyming in the mind. In this situation there are also people who only hope in prayer without daring to try it first.
Syafaraz***
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