The Angel of Gus

A trace of hope

At 8 am, Zafran and Rima were getting ready to visit the boarding school in town B. Where Rima served her religious knowledge before she married Zafran and lived with her husband in Jakarta.

With a supply of some clothes and souvenirs that he brought to the family at the school. Rima wants to spend her longing by staying at Bul² for a few days. Of course Zafran also allows it, otherwise he can sleep outside hi hi hi hi.

Long story short, Zafran's car has arrived in front of the big gate of the boarding school. He immediately parked his car, then went down and opened the door for his beloved wife. Intentionally Rima did not tell Bul² about his visit to the school, he wanted to surprise his two friends.

Tok.dok..

" Allen....." Greetings Rima and Zafran while knocking on the door.

Czech....

" Waalaikumsalam. Come in yuk !" Order Bul².

" Farhan where's Deck ?" Tanya Zafran while occupying himself in a sofa.

" It's still a bang, a little while back home .." Answer Bul².

" Twins where's Bul....?" Ask Rima who didn't find the twins there.

" Oh, there's a playroom."

" I really miss knowing the same sigembul two...."

" Yuk to their playroom !" Aja Bul² and Rima also nodded in spirit.

" Asalammualikum...my cute nieces...." Rima's words kissed the cheeks of padlocked Akil and Akila.

" Oh yes Bul, I also miss knowing that you are Safa. Telfonin Safa didn't tell me to come here, but don't tell me there's me....!"

" Okay ready.., just drop them off for a second !" Bul² and Rima said immediately.

Bul² went out and went to his room to pick up a cell phone. He called Safa and asked him to go home now, and yes, of course, Safa would.

A little later, Safa arrived. The three friends are now nostalgic for their togetherness when they were still both unmarried. There are many stories from the three that are very draining of tears as well as laughter, friends who are always loyal, right ?

***

In Kyai Dahlan's school, someone is passionate about learning his religion. Seen every day he was always busy with a pile of books that he read and studied.

Aisyah Nurhafizah, that's the man. To this day, he does not want to get married. Though a lot of applications are always submitted by some famous preachers, friends of Kyai Dahlan for their children. But again and again, Aisyah always refused on the grounds that she only wanted to deepen her religious knowledge until she was ready to marry later, he said.

" Ishah.has a lot of applications from men that you refuse. Abi does not want to sue you to get married immediately, but Abi is worried about your future Shah." Kyai Dahlan said to her youngest child.

" Isha has not thought of getting married now Bi. Isyah only wants to deepen the knowledge of Islam first, if isyah is ready, surely isyah will marry. Abi need not worry so dong, a soul mate already there is a God who set it Bi..."

" Yes, Abi believes. But what makes you always preoccupied with teaching and studying the book, it can be done even though you are married later. Is there someone you're waiting for ?" Kyai Dahlan asked.

Degs.....

It was ambiguous for Aisyah to answer that question from Abinya. His body and lips were locked tightly to open his true heart. Wrong, it is indeed wrong that he still holds a taste and hope for someone who has long lived in his heart. But because of his common sense and strong faith, he dismissed his feelings by busying himself in terms that benefit him and others.

" Tray...." Call Kyai Dahlan. There was a question mark that flashed through the mind of a father. How not, countless proposals always Aisyah rejected. Actually what happened in this Aisyah, is there someone he is waiting for to reject dozens of applications ? kyai Dahlan.

" Why did Abi ask like that ?"

" Abi just wants the best for Abi Syah's children. Look at your brother now, he's been happy with Adam until they had a child. Then at the age of 28 years, does Isha want to be like your sister Eve ?"

" No Bi..." Answer Aisha quickly.

" Why Nak ?"

' Forgive Ishah who can't explain anything Bi. Even Aisyah admitted to being wrong with this feeling. It has been a long time, even a very long time, but still Ishaah cannot. Forgive Isha Bi.....' Mumbled Aisyah in the heart.

" Just don't want to now Bi, it's Ayesha please don't force Isyah to rush into marriage !" Say Aisha and go away and leave her Abinya.

Kyai Dahlan could only sigh in resignation, she did not understand what her son was feeling. But for sure, there is something that Aisyah hid until she rejected many applications over the past 3 years.

" I miss you, but this longing I can only keep in my deepest heart. I'm sorry I still have this feeling for you, I'm sorry I broke my promise. I knew I was wrong, but I was also powerless when it came to feelings. I haven't been able to open my heart to others, help me to forget who you are.." Said Aisyah Lirih while staring at a letter that looks outdated but the writing is still very clear.

The white memories, still neatly stored in a box that Aisyah always kept. Just when she missed him alone, Aisyah always opened the box and went back to reading a long, long piece of white paper like him.

He closed the paper again and put it in a box. Sometimes he always weeps for the very impossible in his silence.

The content of his heart and grief, no one knows but himself also the creator. 3 Years he defies the proposal that always comes to him, only to wait and wait for a speck of hope that does not know when it will happen, or maybe it will never happen, Allahuallam bisawwab.

" I just hope, a speck of hope can come to me when it's time, I'm ready to wait. I'm sorry I hurt you, but I'm more hurt waiting for someone very uncertain.

May God forgive what I am feeling. I will try to forget this hope in the next few years, may the hope that always crosses my mind, soon perish and leave. I just want to be happy without hurting anyone else...." Say it again while keeping the box back in place.

**Full question marks turned out to be Ayesha for these 3 years.

Why did he have to reject so many proposals ?

Who really has that hope ?

Does anyone know.....???

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