
A week passed. After the events of the day it all looks very different, especially to Aisya herself. How not, for 1 week also he did not see again the figure of the person he always awaited every day. The person he always wanted to be his priest.
Does Rasya know that Reza is really feeling good ?
Yes, the day that Rasya decided to go home to the school, at the same time Reza had expressed her feelings for Aisya in public.
The person who had spilled Aisya's drinking water, only realized that he really liked the crew and pretentious girl like Aisya.
The Flasback
"Ais, I want to say something to Lo !" Reza said standing right in front of Aisya with the hand he had hidden behind while carrying something.
"By the way what sis, is not Lo that Reza's brother Rasya's best friend right ?"
Reza nodded in agreement to what Aisya had just said.
"Gue, I realize Is.semenjak the day we argue because you nubahin drink my shirt, I, starting that day I miss your nagging and finally I just realized that I like the same lo..." Reza changed position by giving a bouquet of flowers to Aisya.
"Lo wants to be my girlfriend....?"
Aisya looked at Reza in disbelief, how could this be possible, while they had never chatted in person before. Never been close or known to each other before.
Reza who boldly expressed his feelings in the open, immediately attracted the attention of other students to participate in watching Reza's struggle.
"Thank you....."
"Thank you....."
"Thank you....."
Aisya looked around like her gaze was looking for someone. But what he was looking for was not there.
Oh my God I have to, I just love Rasya........
"Ais, I'll wait for an answer from you. Whatever time you ask, I'm ready..." Reza said again.
I don't want to hang on to the feelings of someone I obviously don't love....
Aisya sighed quite harshly, she started to get caught off guard by this incident. Not only was he ashamed, but he also thought about what if Rasya Kak knew ? Maybe he'll think we're dating.
Trying to gather courage, Aisya looked at the bead in the eyes of someone who was still loyal to her position.
It was very clear on Aisya's face was now filled with seriousness, like someone who was strategizing to trick his enemy.
"Gue will answer now brother, because I don't want to hang people's feelings let alone have a debt answer." Say Aisya firmly.
Reza smiled happily, meaning that he would know the answer from Aisya did not have to wait for a long time.
"Say, what's your answer ?"
"I'm sorry, first of all, we don't know Deket, and I don't know who you are. Second, I don't love you brother, so sorry."
Reza understood Aisya's rejection of him, at least he was a little relieved to be able to convey the sense that he had been quieting. Disappointed ? Certainly very disappointed, someone we love turned out to refuse. There is no need to ask why, it is clear because he already loves others.
"What is it because you like my best friend, Rasya ?" Ask Reza to make sure.
"You whoever I like, it has nothing to do with you. I don't want to tell you, and you don't need to know either !" Cecar Aisya who does not like someone to disturb his personality, let alone heart problems.
Flascback Off's
All of Reza's words still continued to ring clearly in Aisya's mind. Plus, he had not seen Rasya's presence on campus for a week, it made Aisya so discouraged and even justified what Reza said at that time.
"Sir Reza really, want to be up anytime and how my change, brother Rasya will not be looking at me what else until love, it is very impossible," muttered Aisya lowered his head in his room.
Aisya moved from her seat walking towards the mirror, and she looked at herself in the mirror.
"Am I that bad, until I don't want to live Rasya's life ?"
"Gue realized, my religious knowledge is very shallow if it is compared to Rasya. But can't all that be fixed ?" Aisya muttered as she dripped water from her eye patch.
"Gue kangen lo kak, where are you now ? I refuse your best friend, to be able to fight for my feelings for you. When I started to change myself, why did you suddenly say without the news of the hyks hyks...." His cry broke, he rested on the floor lamenting how his mood was not okay.
***
While in City B more precisely in the Nurul Huda pesantren, someone is enjoying the breeze of the afternoon on the deck of the plantation owned by the pesantren.
The atmosphere is quite peaceful and calm, it feels so absorbed in the empty heart cavity.
The shalawat he muttered, able to hypnotize his mind that was struggling to think of everything that had happened during this week.
Simply saying his name in prayer for a third of the night, Rasya left it all to the almighty. He complained every night, complaining about the true content of the heart. How he was in love with a girl who turned out to be liked also by his own best friend.
*May God protect you wherever you are, my heart.
May you not cross the line between a woman and a man who is not her vision...
Did you currently accept Reza as your lover Aisya ?
If that is so, then I can only hope to see you happy and remain in the way of Allah.
Let me keep my feelings and bury them deeply.
Even so, I never go through the night to always mention your name in my prayers.
Because after all, we are only able to design and plan. But all decisions and destiny, only God determines
assytaaqu ilayka yes ukhty....
Yes 'antazrik*.....
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