
actually going to the boutique was just my excuse
just to distract the problem
I kept busying myself without turning on my phone, 'cause I knew Nathan must be busy calling
I kept on designing the feeling that was in my heart
even though tears keep on dripping
"sister Rissa, sister did not come home "asked Celine
"no, I'm not done yet you go home with the driver as usual "said Rissa
"if aunt asks about brother, I answer what ?"ask Celine
"say me overtime but definitely go home "plus Rissa without turning to celine
"all right, I'm home" celine said
I live alone in a boutique clock show
6 P.m., Maghrib time
maybe it's time I get closer to God, so that my heart is calmer
I went to the mosque near the boutique to worship
the house of God will always make the heart calm
despite a thousand problems in my life
I believe there must be a way out
when I finished praying one of the mosque administrators
talk to me
"take carissa why she did not go home with her husband alone ,she still prayed in the male line" said the manager
is Nathan here too ?
I better get going
than to meet him
"no me first, there's still "Rissa's business going
I got in the car and drove my car
I just want to be quiet
rather than having to explain what
to Nathan
it's really annoying when I want to
dodging my car tire deflated not far from the mosque area, worse I did not bring HP
I intentionally live in a boutique
"excuse me sir, where is the nearest workshop "ask Rissa
"away about 10 km, but no spare tire ?"ask the father
"there is but I can't replace it myself" Rissa said
"we just replace the neng sit down first "add the father
I'm uncomfortable in a place like this, even though I used to be at the street-side night market like this
very much different, but I tried to relax, to dilute the atmosphere I tried to chat casually
but the car with the president's license plate also stopped in front of me
"what are you doing here "asked Nathan
"you, my car tires broke and they helped me "Rissa was shocked
nathan didn't say much after the father
finished changing my tires Nathan immediately gave them money in return
and saying that I am his wife
"i got in my own car "said Rissa in the car
Nathan doesn't talk much either
get in the car
seeing Nathan like that I was surprised
why isn't he angry ?
from behind Nathan just kept following my car
how should I touch ?
I took a turn towards my father's meal
I mean let Nathan not follow
but outside it was raining
I kept going and chose to turn around
nathan's car is nowhere to be seen
I feel safe, I can go back to the boutique
when we got in front of the store
I was surprised that Nathan was standing up
at the boutique entrance
I did not answer and directly
go into the shop and Nathan
looks like patience is over
"Carissa answered me "Nathan pulled my hand
"let go, I don't want to talk to you "said Rissa
"then what do you want now ?"nathan was angry
"leave me, I want to focus on my mother's health first" Rissa replied
"you mean tell me to leave yourself, I'm worried just like you "Nathan added
"but my mother is sick because of you, I don't think I can hold on anymore "Rissa looked at Nathan
Nathan was shocked to hear what Rissa said
"listen to me Princess Carissa, I can give you time to be with your mother, but remember I never left you "Nathan also looked at me
"for what we endure in love full of tears while you can get more happiness than this "Rissa shed tears
"right I could've gotten a woman more than you, but whether I could love her, it couldn't have been a pity, I couldn't have "Nathan cry too
this love feels like a dead end
I knew where to take him
"my mother told me to stay away from you and I had to agree to her health "said Rissa
"i know, but I beg you never to give up "ask nathan
"when I wasn't married, I thought my life would be happier, but what we're going through
it's very painful, it's better "Rissa stop holding tightness
"don't keep going, I know this is the toughest part of this marriage, but as long as you and I are together we can definitely get through it "Nathan assures
nathan's words may be just reinforcement
because this heart feels broken
"come home leave me alone and I ask you not to call me, I just want to be quiet without thinking this painful love "Rissa let go of Nathan's hand
"well I understand this situation, but remember as long as I live never think I'll let go of you and vice versa if you think of staying away from me wherever I'll find you "nathan said with eyes full of annoyance and left
Carissa I was ruined once this time
but I'm trying to understand
this is the most difficult test
what should I be like too ?
Nathan drove off in his car
I sit down and shut up
my heart feels so sore
this scene is full of tears
nathan, who looked very upset, pulled his car over and shouted
"Carissa, I love you "shout Nathan and keep crying
one thing that makes me happy in my life
that's Carissa ..
don't take him god
after crying, Carissa tried to get up
and go home to the cottage
to meet his mother
god, if there's anything I can do
to be able to maintain both
please show me how
"sad you've come home "say mom
"yes I just came home, so in the boutique a lot of work" replied Rissa
"mom's glad you kept your promise to stay with mom again, and now quickly shower us eating together again "mom smiled
"yes "a short answer
I have to give up my love
I can see my mother's smile
the president came home with an expression
very cold face
"remember when I was in the room no one dared to disturb me, unless I told "say Nathan go upstairs
the big lady who knows Nathan's heart
I am troubled to understand
and feel worried
maybe I should step in tomorrow to see Carissa's mom
I can't bear to lose
smile at my son again