
this is the most thrilling moment when all the bones feel broken simultaneously
today Carissa is about to give birth to contractions already felt from night
"so sick to the doctor, so hurt "sick Carissa
"settle Mother, calm yourself, take a slow breath "say the doctor
after nearly 30 minutes of contractions, her opening is complete
"Alhamdulillah, your baby's aunt has been born healthy, he's a beautiful boy "obviously the doctor
baby boy, alhamdulillah his face must look like his father
"Rissa is finally , our baby is born "Jordy is happy
"Jordy, I thank you for everything you do to me, but please let my son use his own name "ask Rissa
"what does it mean I don't understand ?"Jordy tangent
"i want her name to be giofanny son of the entrepreneur, let her use that name because it's her right, although maybe her father has also forgotten "Rissa is sad
Jordy looks shocked by Rissa's words, apparently even though many things have happened Rissa is still the same
"but if I give that name, I need a marriage license and a real KK, then can ?"Jordy reasoned
"it's ready, yesterday I asked Susi to send all my documents here, it's in my room drawer "clearly rissa again
it turns out Carissa has prepared carefully, I can not refuse it
"if they ask 'em, tell me it's data from my marriage that used to be "Rissa sad
"just relax, I understand "Jordy is leaving sadly
nathan, the magician in New York, was asleep waking up like he was hearing a baby cry
oh my God, it was just a dream
I don't have a family where maybe, dream of having a baby boy who is very handsome
jonathan and Carissa's tears were dripping at the same time
Carissa cried sad with the circumstances at the time of giving birth should be happy with her husband but in the hospital, only Jordy who is his friend who is there
Jonathan was sad to feel the great longing
Carissa my heart is empty without you, maybe if God still gives me a happy chance I just want to live with you ..
like a Korean drama though far away but one heart
crying together and sad all the time
"Son, look at Mak Cik's son is so handsome, but maybe more like mak cik ya "sister bangtung not like Jordy
"not my son looks like his papa "Rissa's holding him
gio from today we will live life together 'mami promise we will live happily
although a lot of things happened
his face , his eyes , his nose , all look like Nathan , maybe the good Lord doesn't want to make you unrecognized if one day meet papi (bathin Rissa while crying )
"Rissa may, I echoed the adhan to her "pinta Jordy
"of course, are you any good uncle "Rissa gave permission
"may I ask you more "asked Jordy
"what ?"ask Rissa too
"let Gio call me father, I promise I won't ask for any more "Jordy moved
"ok, but I'm sorry even though I don't know when Nathan remembers us or not, I want my son to know who ?her real father is "strictly Rissa
"Rissa what is ?that deep your love for Nathan "Jordy stared
jordy's face doesn't like me talking like that
"that's not it, I want if I meet Nathan later he should know, I can without him but gio's not supposed to know who ?her real dad was "obviously nervous
"i understand, but it seems like to return us to Indonesia, must be on retreat again , wait for another 5 years "ask Jordy
"5 years why ?all that time, I miss my mom and everyone I know "Rissa is crying
"i understand, but your baby's still a little girl, I'm afraid I can't figure out who ?people are looking for you in the river 'you are still in danger "strictly Jordy
maybe Jordy was right, plus now I have to walk with a stick
my legs can't be as normal as they were, how could I possibly look after my son
but 5 more years, can I wait
in the maternity room there was a television, which was preaching marriage in the family of entrepreneurs
newlyweds who are on honeymoon
just contact ,Carissa who misunderstood immediately upset and angry without seeing who ?the one in question
"Jordy turn off the TV, please "ask Rissa
"well, are you okay?"ask Jordy
"they can be happy, while I'm struggling to live, I hate them Jordy "Rissa is crying
again, Jordy was silent as if deliberately let
misunderstanding that keeps happening
notya told Jordy the truth
even keep looking for opportunities
"don't cry "the embrace of Jordy
actually this should not be married women close to men who are not mahramnya, but Nathan alone is married, for what ?I remained faithful
but my feelings don't stay the same the more days the greater the love and longing for Nathan
in New York, Nathan's life is increasingly not because he finished meetings he even more often drink alcohol back to the beginning
this time before going to the club , Nathan suddenly wanted to sit in the park & later Nathan liked to sit alone in the park drinking soda
pay attention to families who like to play in the park, especially if the weekend many young couples who bring babies with trolleys to just walk
also today there is a young couple sitting in the garden, but forgot to lock the wheel of the trolley until the baby trolinya walk alone
looking at that swiftly Nathan chased until the baby trolley almost into the highway
fortunately Nathan hurriedly caught him
with a pounding heart Nathan saw the face of a baby boy who was sound asleep looking funny and jolly
god, if my wife were alive, we might have a cute baby like this
Carissa why ?the more the day instead of fading but the love and longing for me the deeper (Nathan wept)
the story of these two lovebirds is very sad
the longer the quieter it was in the feel of members of the Carissa family, especially her mother
it's been almost a year that Carissa's mother had a stroke of no speech just being able to sit in a wheelchair with tears in her eyes
seeing that Susi secretly photographed Carissa's mother and sent an email with a photo on Carissa
hopefully, Carissa saw this will soon be moved to return to Indonesia
I miss you too, Carissa
come home.I miss seeing you
if you come back at least your mother, may still have the passion to live, I beg you to go home do not hide too long
we are sad without you, many things I want to explain.Go home Carissa my best friend
Susi sent an email with a crying emoji