That Taxi Driver is My Boss

remembering dad

it's been 10 years since my father's death

today I came to my father's grave

I miss you so much, forgive me

I'm sorry, if only that day I didn't insist on asking for a walk - surely none of this would have happened..

I kept crying

father, do you know how difficult our life is without a father, you have to work hard to send me and my sister, you sell bread from morning to night

always trying hard to survive

dad I miss you so much, Dad,

sister Nesya is not evil she is just angry so she sells dad's house,

Abdullah Rustam my father was a perfect man, a good father, a faithful husband and a kind man who was helpful

my father once said

if at any time you are having a great trial, surrender only to God, there is no problem for which there is no way out.

single-minded

patient

and tawakal

be assured that Allah will not test his servant beyond his means.

those words have always been an encouragement to my life.

today I didn't want to go to the boutique feeling I was in a mess so I went to my mom's bakery because I hadn't been there for a long time

"mother, I want to make the exact same bread as my father's favorite" I asked my mother

"here, let's make it, Rissa are you okay?"ask my mom

"Rissa darling, why ?talk so mom loves you so much and Nesya too, you are mother's treasure, father's death is destiny"mother hugged me while crying

"sister's mom always blames me"Rissa kept crying

"mother knows Nesya is different she is stubborn, even though you are brothers but have the opposite nature, let alone Nesya grew up with her selfish nature, he said,the wrong mother for not paying attention to him she hangs out with the wrong people, so she also feels guilty for her behavior to you, a sister who can snatch her sister's lover, she said,the mother who did not educate him well "said the mother shirih

"mom I love you guys, I've forgotten that problem, didn't mom say that soul mate is a divine secret, no matter what I try Andre is not my soul mate and I accept that, you don't have to bring up that problem anymore"nesya

"it's a shame these days I haven't seen Nathan, where is he?"ask mom

"oh Nathan is going out of the country on business next week, he's just coming home" Rissa replied

it's true that Nathan's been gone for a few days, it feels so different usually I'm always disturbed by him, once..

as usual, the phone is always busy

you idiot he said he would always miss you but didn't tell me at all..

nathan is in Japan finishing his job

Japan is a snowy country, winter here is also often a tropical storm, very difficult internet here

Carissa darling what you're doing now

I miss you so much

I'm really upset that there's no internet because outside the weather is so bad,

geez, I could die here a long time

I'm used to hearing his voice and this I can only look at your picture on my phone is not enough.

Carissa although this relationship was strange at first but deep in my heart I am very comfortable being around you and I will not let you go

I Miss U Carissa (the heart of Nathan )

guys..The president of our bucin is again upset about the weight..