
when Nathan was taking a shower
I also rushed to
change shirt..
my hp is ringing
it turns out that Vidio's call from Indonesia ..
I ran outside the room and walked
towards the side of the room on the balcony
"assalamualaikum, mother "say Rissa
"walaikum salam Carissa dear "mother waving her stairs
"Carissa, mom has good news, your sister has given birth to a beautiful baby girl, mom is a grandmother and you are a Aunt "my mom shows towards the baby
Thank God I am happy to hear
brother, the baby has given birth
I have been in Paris for a long time
and busy, rarely communicate
haru and sad are one thing
and the mood changed when my mother asked
"Carissa, dear you live where 'you're not with Nathan, are you?"ask mom
"no, of course I'm not with Nathan" Rissa was nervous
"it looks like your residence is very large, it looks very luxurious "mother is suspicious
"in Paris, all the English-style buildings must be very luxurious, my mother misses "Rissa crying ..
"sad mother also misses once, quickly go home yes "mother also cried
"my mom's about to get my contract done, we'll be meeting "said Rissa
"Carissa, don't ever lie to me, because I love you so much "say mom with tears in her eyes
mother's words ..
it's like his spear
now I'm lying with Nathan..
it was from Nathan's room
I also listened to my mother and I..
after I close the phone
my heart felt very broken
must choose ..
my heart always wants to be with Nathan
but my mother is important too..
I could only sit crying leaning against the balcony window of the room ..
The dilemma is a dilemma
couples always struggle to get married...
but Carissa and Nathan are married
still fighting to be together..
for hours I looked at the view from the balcony.The city of Paris is very beautiful..
I cried again in Paris..
"what are you doing here ?"nathan asked who was sitting next to me
"no I was just looking at Paris "Rissa answered
"it's late, we should rest "said Nathan
"may I ask you something?"ask rissa
"what ?ask what ?"Nathan glanced at Rissa
"you have everything, and whatever you want you can get, then why ?choosing me to be your wife, even though in this world anyone would want to be with you, who is more beautiful and also equal to you "Rissa spoke softly
"what kind of question is this ?I don't like this"Nathan was upset
"but I want to know the answer "Rissa looked at Nathan
"stupid because we are in destiny is a match" Nathan replied briefly
"continue how ?if we're also in the destiny, right to split up ?"ask Rissa to cry
"it's a shame that every marriage has its own tests, don't be pessimistic like this "Nathan wiped Rissa's tears
"i just feel up to when we can survive, under these conditions, we should be happy after marriage but we "Rissa keep shedding tears
"Daughter Carissa, wasn't it that you were a jolly woman who always thought positively, maybe now God is testing the sincerity of our love "Nathan added
"my mother, just keep talking to stay away from you, I alluded to having to choose "Rissa explained
"no need to choose, I your husband will continue to fight for our happiness, did I not say just follow the words of mother, but stay beside me to make me excited "Nathan also shed tears
this feeling ..
it hurts so much
we should be happy..
not a dilemma ..
"let's sleep it's night, and remove the eyes
mu "Nathan took Rissa
"tonight I want to sleep in the guest room "said Rissa down
"of course, do something that can make you comfortable, which is important we stay one roof so I can take care of my wife" Nathan replied
",thank you "Rissa smiled thinly
my heart actually feels it too
it hurts..
Carissa..
I love you so much
even though this wound is because of me
you happy..
we slept in separate rooms
oh, God, I know this is wrong
the duty of the wife to serve the husband
but I'm.like this.
my eyes cannot be closed ..
a lot I think
fear is also restless
the sultan's room..
Nathan can't sleep either ..
it feels so hot..
the clock shows at 2 p.m
is Carissa sleeping ?
Nathan got off and checked Rissa's room
he saw Carissa fall asleep
with a pillow wet with tears
honey forgive me
which always makes your tears drop
Nathan chooses to sleep on the sofa facing Rissa's bed
until morning comes..
"mas, Nathan he sleeps on the couch "says Rissa
seeing you like this ..
I'm very lucky to have
a wonderful husband ..
"sad you've woken up "Nathan opened his eyes ..
"you didn't sleep "Rissa was shocked
"i slept after seeing you sleep" Nathan replied
"mas, you're not mad "Rissa looked at Nathan
"sadly I'm okay, nor angry 'just I ask you to stay optimistic about our marriage" Nathan smiled
"thank you for being patient, when if you want you can just look for another "said Rissa
",don't talk like that, I don't like "Nathan closing Rissa's mouth with his index finger
"well last night I was so fucked up, I couldn't even think clearly, "Rissa let go of Nathan's finger
"i know, Carissa I love you so much, in this world I just want to spend my youth and my old age with you, so don't ever think I'll let go of you "Nathan reassured
said Nathan
it really makes me happy..
"then, you wake up and take a shower "Rissa pulls Nathan's hand
"wait a minute, "Nathan pulled back Rissa's hand and hugged her
"let go, I haven't had a shower "Rissa is nervous
"just for a moment, I want you to believe, no matter what happens we will not be separated unless death "Nathan puts Rissa's hand on her chest
my heart goes out Nathan
just like I first met him
"i believe, we can get through this together, let me go don't do this" Rissa rebelled
"yes, I took a shower but today I'm the one who will take you to the office "said Nathan
"alright, whatever you are "Rissa smiled
husband and wife life
it's not always sweet
but Nathan gave it
what a sweet love
although bittersweet is in our marriage ..
Carissa, I swore I would never
release yourself
we will fight together
I'm sure our love is strong
as long as we take care of each other
Nathan drove me to the front of the magazine office
"mas, I work first yes "said Rissa pamit
"wait this for you"Nathan gave a sprig of flowers 🌹
"rose, when did you buy it I don't know"Rissa smiled
"your husband is great, so anything I can do to see my wife smile
"thank you, my fierce president has turned romantic "Rissa seduces
"hey, don't be like you've dared me now "Nathan stares
"yes I'm sorry, I said "Rissa kissed Nathan's hand
"yes dear "Nathan kissed Rissa's forehead
when Rissa got out of the car
from inside the office Jerry saw Rissa
with a face not like ..
bad morning seeing you guys
like this (fill Jerry's heart)