THAT TASTE EXISTS
EPISODE 83 SPEAKS BOTH
After Gita and Sean left, it was just me and Gio right now. We sat next to each other on the sofa but we made our position face to face. Like our deal, we'll talk to each other.
"Van.." call Gio.
"Hm...? ", my mouth
"I want nanya to? "
"What's? "
"I'm sorry before, was it after we parted you were in a relationship with someone? " task Gio carefully, maybe worry I'm offended.
I shook my head, "No".
"Why, Van? It seems impossible if no one comes close to you, especially if the reason is because you still want us together, even impossible, in that time you break our relationship" asked Gio.
"That's not the reason."
"Keep what's the reason? " ask Gio again, curiously.
You want to know the real reason? " i asked back.
"Yes, I want to know. Let's say.... "
"The reason for that is my own psychology. The injury from the breakup traumatized me, as a result of which I did not have the courage to start a relationship, I was afraid of getting hurt again." I was down, there was a pain in my heart.
"So that's the effect of my stupidity, Van? I'm sorry". Gio's face was full of regret.
"No need to apologize, Gio. You are not wrong.... It's what makes me that way".
"It's all my fault, Van.... I was too careless and stupid until then to be easily fooled. I'm sorry, Van..."
"Gio, please..stop apologizing and blaming yourself, because you were also injured, right? "
"I'm hurt, I suffer, even if I go crazy, I'm willing, for me it doesn't matter, I'm ready to take it all. But I don't want you to have to suffer and bear your wounds, Van. I can't accept if the woman I love suffers and is miserable."
Gio's eyes turned red, I saw there was a bit of fog there. Apparently Gio meant what he said.
There was a love full of sincerity emanating from that pair of shady brown eyes.
"Hey...!! Nevermind ! Everything has passed ! There is no need to discuss the wounds and suffering in the past" I said as I patted Gio's hand.
Suddenly Gio hugged me. I pushed against Gio's chest, trying to let go of the hug.
"Please, Van..Let me hold you like this for a moment" asked Gio in a clenched voice, like the one holding back a cry.
I finally let Gio hug me. This hug.., I miss this hug ! A protective hug that gave me a sense of security and comfort. From the first to refuse, I finally enjoyed it.
After roughly five minutes passed, Gio took off his embrace.
"Van. I want us to be able to have a love relationship lagj". Gio revealed his meaning.
How is it.....?? Lying if I say I don't want to be with Gio again, but if later he's fooled again how? Do I want to get hurt again? Oo...obviously no.!!
Seeing me silent and tifak answered Gio back in voice. "Van, believe me I still love you, love you so much. For five years you were all in my mind and heart. I never turn away from you and never stop loving you, even though my waiting is gray, but I never have the intention to erase that feeling. The taste is there only for you, Vania Putri Rajasa." Gio expressed his heart.
"Honestly, I'm happy and touched to know that you have such a taste for me. But I haven't dared to get into a relationship yet, rather I don't want to get hurt back." I bow my head again.
"Van.. , look at me... ", Gio held onto my chin and lifted it up a little, until my head was no longer bowed.
"Van, I made a mistake until our relationship fell apart. And you also know that I never wanted to. This time if you give me a chance, I won't waste it. I'm not going to repeat the same mistake, Van. I learned a lot from this painful experience. Van's... Please accept my love. ". The look of those loving eyes again broke my heart.
"Gio, can you give me some time?", I asked.
"Sure, Van. But while you're still thinking about your answer, please don't stay away from me. Let me get close to you. Although you don't want us to date anymore, but I want us to live this relationship as friends but friendly. How's it? Do you agree? " Gio asked while looking at me expectantly.
You want to know what my reaction is? Without thinking, I nodded my head.
"Really, Van? Do you really want us to?" Gio asked reassuringly, he looked very happy and enthusiastic.
"Yes, Gio. I want to, because through us I want to convince myself that
establishing a relationship is not wrong, and there is no need to be afraid," I said.
"One more thing, baby.You also have to think positively that this new relationship will end in happiness. Indirectly whatever we think, which becomes our mind set, it will usually come true."
"Yes, Gio. Thank you, you want to wait for my answer and also want to help me to eliminate that fear'. I said sincerely.
"Not to thank you, Van. I'm doing this in the hope that we can be together. So our relationship is mutually beneficial, dear. ", Gio said with a small laugh.
I'm smiling too.
"Van, I'll call you baby like you used to, yeah..." Gio asked permission
"Tell, from yesterday you've called me baby, why is his permission new now?!" my protest.
"Hahaha... I love you so I automatically call love to you" said Gio.
"I also want you to call me dear as before" said Gio again.
"Want me to call you baby? ", ask me with a smile
"That's a hell of a thing." - Gio
"Dengerin yes.... Shayana....." I deliberately called my darling in a nasal voice, which I used to do to snisengin Gio, because Gio did not like if I called him like that.
"Oh my goodness, baby.... You are yes... You have been many years ago still call me with that style!!!. Your business can't be said, yes !!" gio's Omelette.
"Hahaha." I laughed.
"Darling I would have said, if you call my dear that way I will punish you, the punishment will be to kiss me ten times. Inget right!!", asked Gio while reminding.
"That happens when we date, now we are not dating, so the punishment is not valid" I said evasively.
"Indeed, my dear, this is a good guy, yes, ", said Gio, stroking my hair.
I saw Gio take something out of his pocket. "Honey, I want you to wear this again" Gio said as he opened the small box that had been removed from his pants pocket. Turns out... fill that box heart pendulum necklace !! It was the necklace she had given me when Gio proposed to me in front of her parents.
"You still have that necklace? " many of you don't believe.
"of course. All the things related to the memories of you I still keep well. Even this necklace I never got out of my neck even though these five years we are not together anymore" said Gio while showing a heart pendulum necklace perched on Gio's neck
I'm so moved. I realized Gio had such a great love for me. I'm not holding myself back. My tears can no longer hold. I cried and hugged Gio. It would be foolish to waste such love. I promised myself that I would soon give a definite answer to this warrior of my love.
After my emotions subsided, I took off my embrace. Gio wiped my air. And with my permission, Gio put the necklace around my neck, and then Gio kissed my forehead.
"Thank you, baby.... I'm so glad you want to wear this necklace again. I also hope to get a definite answer soon, which makes me happy". Gio looked back at me inside.
Ah....Gio don't keep looking at me like that ! The look of your shady eyes was really horrendous, making my heart melt and my heart pounding too hard.
I just smiled and nodded my head in response to her talk just now.
"Hi hai hai...princess Gita came home. Disturbing people who are ttm-an. Hehe....
"Git, don't be noisy ! Don't disturb Papa Mama's and Nia's sleep!" my reproach.
"Sorry brother-in-law, that was reflex. The effect of my heart that likes to squirm you guys hold hands, especially that brother Gio used to stroke the hair of sister-in-law," explained Gita.
This is a child.... Cook what we do explained all?! Shaluuuu know!!!
I threw the seat cushion at Gita, she dodged it and Sean threw it. Gio and Gita laughed. While I was embarrassed.
"Sister Vania, this was bought in the same round Gita, he said sister's favorite, huh? " sean said as he placed one plastic bag on the table. I saw there were a few packs of rounds in it.
"Thank you... really use buyin me round. ", I said.
"Gita is that...!! "
"Yes Gita is a beautiful girl who is kind but nice... Haha. "say me as I step away, willing to take the bowl and spoon to eat the round.
"I'm a bowl just like you, which is" said Gio.
"Cie cie.... So sweet's.... That's us too, brother. We also want a bowl of both" said Gita did not want to lose.
"There's not a bowl of both! I'm tired of going to the kitchen, grab a bowl of four. Everyone eats alone!!" my firmness.
"Why is it so noisy?" mama who suddenly joined.
"It's ma... Sister Vania resteh! Cook me for a bowl of water together Sean not get it, just because sister Vania has been hunting take four bowls from the kitchen", Gita complained to mama.
"Haha.... Mama agrees with Vania, we should be able to appreciate the efforts of others." Yup!! Mama's on my side.
"Bela aja ma ! Just keep looking at your mom's favorite daughter-in-law.... !" Gita pouted, sniffling in her.
"Hahaha..cute to that manyun", I said as I pinched Gita's cheek.
"Sister Vania it's a habit, yes....!! Pinch my cheeks.., I'm not Nia, sister ! ", Gita sulks.
"You are not Nia ! You are Nia's aunty, but if you are already eleven and twelve with Nia", I replied with a laugh.
Mama and Gio laughed. Sean initially laughed too, but once glared at Gita, immediately his laughter receded......
"Mom want a round too?" bargained.
"Can. It's cool to drink that's a drag" replied mama.
I went back to the kitchen to get two more bowls, one for me and one for backup if you wake up.
When I got back in the living room, Dad was sitting next to my mom.
"Well, why round too? " tanyaku.
"By", said papa.
"Wah... prospective mother-in-law has responded to this.., has already prepared a bowl for papa, even though it was fitting to the kitchen papa is not here yet," praise mama.
"Gio's wife, ma.", said Gio lightly. I glared straight at Gio, eh tuh people even ngakak.
"Amen.... " Lha...., everything in this room even compact said amen....
The Gio family is a fun family. The relationship between parent and child is very close and intimate. Being in the middle of the Gio family, just like being in the middle of mami and papi.
The five of us enjoyed the round chatting and joking.
Time passed quickly, not nearly midnight. We disbanded, headed to our rooms to rest. .
I walked in tandem with Gio, because our directions were the same, our room was next to each other. When going to open the door of the room, turn off the lights., automatically the situation suddenly becomes dark, do not look anything.
I who was basically afraid of the dark, immediately held on tightly to Gio's arm.
"Please, which...! There's nothing, really. I took my phone in the room first, yes to flash the flashlight" said Gio.
"I'm coming" I replied quickly.
"Come on.... ", Gio immediately opened the door, walked into his room and picked up his phone. When the flashlight was turned on I was a little relieved, at least it was not as dark as before.
"Gio, please take me to the room, yes.... I'm gonna go get my phone"
"OK.ayo I'll take you", Gio took my hand, we walked to the next room, my room and Nia's.
Arriving at the room, I immediately looked for my phone, once held directly ignite the flashlight.
"You're in bed. I stayed first, yeah.... I want to check, why the lights can die. ", said Gio.
"Yes, but come back here again, yeah!" my request.
"Yes, dear." Gio replied as he passed.
Not long after Gio left, Nia woke up.
"Tante mommy..., aunt mommy.", Nia yelled at me.
"What dear?? Aunty here", I replied as I pointed my cell phone flashlight towards Nia.
Nia immediately approached me and hugged me errantly. "He doesn't like the dark! Nyalain lights aunty mommy...."Nia started to whine
"Std.... It's a dead light, baby, so it's dark. Nia need not be afraid, there is a aunt who nemeni, Nia is not alone, really. It's also the lamp phone aunt flame. We wait here, yes... soon daddy here nemeni us." I tried to calm Nia down.
Suddenly the flashlight of my phone died and could not ignite again, Nia immediately shouted loudly, fortunately at that moment Gio entered with emergency lamp in his hand.
"What's up, baby? How yelling? " ask Gio while getting closer to the bed. Nia immediately rushed over and hugged Gio.
"Mommy's auntie phone is dead, Nia doesn't like dark, daddy," whined Nia.
"Yes, daddy knows. It's already bright, daddy's got the lights on, "persuade Gio.
"Why did the lights go out? " tanyaku.
"Say security there's a network fix. It's estimated the blackout will last for two hours." Obviously Gio.
"Over time, yeah...... Gio..please wait here until the light comes on, yes !" my request.
"Okay." said Gio.
"It's booby again, yuk...!" take me.
"Nia wants to poke the same aunt mommy same daddy too", whine Nia.
"Yes already come on. daddy same aunt mommy friend Nia bobok. We are three" said Gio to calm Nia down.
An hour had passed, Nia had already gone back to a deep sleep. Gio seemed to have fallen asleep as well. I'm the only one still awake. I tried to close my eyes, it's been a while, but it still hasn't put me to sleep. I have not counted how many times I turned my body to the right, to the left, on my back, on my stomach, all the sleeping poses I have tried.
Until the lights finally turned on, I immediately woke up to squeeze my phone out of power.
It just so happened that the plug to squeeze it was on a small table, next to Gio sleeping. After squeezing the phone over, I saw Gio's hand fall hanging by the bedside. I fixed the position of his hand, the shirt that Gio wore with some buttons open, I saw a small tatoo on his right chest in the form of writing. I never thought Gio had a tattoo...
My clumsiness was turbulent, so I was determined, slowly and carefully I exposed Gio's shirt wider, to see the tattoo clearly.
The shock, joy, joy, pride mixed into one as I had seen the tattoo carved on Gio's right chest. I💗U VANIA's. Small is the writing, but the engraved is full of meaning for me.
It never occurred to me, Gio to do that. Is that really how Gio loves me? Is that how I believe I am for Gio?
I'll take back Gio's shirt. I sat by the bed, looking at Gio's handsome face and looking calm in his sleep. I rubbed his cheeks gently. And I came back determined, I pecked his lips at a glance ..... I love you, Gio.
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