
"Tock.....Tok.., sis."., a male voice called out to me. I know it's Kenzo's voice.
"Come in, Ken." call me.
"At busy, brother? "
"Discipline, Ken.., every day, every day" I replied.
"Sir, I want to continue our conversation at that time" said Kenzo
"What problem, huh? I don't want to..."
"That's you brother... my cousin's problem".
"Your cousin? What happened to your cousin? "
"Oh my goodness, sister Vania !! I told you I wanted to meet my cousin..."
"Why do you really want to know me as your cousin? ", ask me while still staring at my laptop monitor.
"So my cousin has been interested in my sister's acquaintance since I first met".
"It must be your own bullshit". I sneered towards Kenzo.
"So that person, brother, you can't think badly of others before you know the truth".
"Waduh there is a spiritual flush.
"Did..kak ah!! Want yes, brother... "
"At that time, I told you that I didn't want to",
"Contact brother.. try acquaintance first aja.cuma sekexar acquaintance continue to cementan. That's all!! ".
"No, Kenzo ! "
"Sister..., horrify me ! Get to know first. After knowing and meeting if you guys feel myaman, feel fit yes can be continued, if it does not fit so just fine so it is okay...."
"Come, Kenzo. I can't".
"What's the reason you tried? ", kenzo demanded an explanation.
"I think your cousin's sister is too perfect. I can't keep up with him. Wrong even I will make your cousin embarrassed", I try to find a reason to refuse.
"I don't know that's not the reason for my real brother
I was silent and did not react. Kenzo is back.
"Why doesn't my sister want to? Is it because you haven't been able to move on from your former sister?"
Suddenly my emotions were stirred....
"Who said? Even though I'm single until now it doesn't mean I haven't moved on. I don't want to have a serious relationship because I'm not ready to get hurt anymore". My tone sounded so good.
Uncontrolled emotions, emotions that I currently regret, the consequences of being too emotional, unconsciously I have revealed the secrets of my heart. I'm afraid I'm hurt again.
Well... during these five years I managed to keep myself tightly in my heart so that I never told anyone, but today I accidentally opened my own secret.
My eyes are hot... My God, five years have passed but why is this pain still there?! my tears were dripping without me noticing, there was pain in my heart. Kenzo's words were like a navel that scratched my old wound until it bled again
"I'm sorry, brother. Sorry I hurt you, brother", Kenzo apologized to me. He looked at me with regret.
Seeing how I was doing, Kenzo felt guilty. I know he was unintentional. He didn't expect me to catch this either.
During this time people considered me as a tough, strong and strong woman with a gentle nature and cheerful nature, such as never hurt or grieve.
"No, Ken", I said after a long silence.
"Sister, I'm your sister, if you want, you can tell me so that the burden on your heart is reduced, so you can be a little relieved".
Erase watermate. "Sori, Ken, if you so squirm I'm in this state" I said.
"It's all my fault, brother. Because I forced my desire too much. Actually I was like that because I wanted to be able to hang out more, because I know most of the time you run out to take care of this cafe" explained Kenzo, he held my hand.
"Thank you for the attention, Ken.Thank you you were here when I was in a bad state".
"Not thank you, brother. I'm your sister, I should be with you, especially when you're in trouble".
Kenzo said as he looked at me sincerely, caressing my shoulder. I felt noticed by a little sister, I unconsciously hugged Kenzo and started crying again.
Kenzo patted my shoulders and back. "Cry, brother. Take your pain out through the tears" Kenzo said gently.
Some time later, after being satisfied crying, I felt that some of my burdens had slipped away".
Erase watermate. "Come, Ken... Your shirt got so wet with my tears" I said, taking a tissue to wipe Kenzo's shirt.
"Sister, it's okay, really. It will also dry itself, it is just a tear" said Kenzo while taking a glass of mineral water, recorded and given to me.
"Drink first, brother. Drinking mineral water can calm down" Kenzo says.
"Well, Ken, what do you really need here?" I asked Kenzo, after I had mastered myself and felt better
"Next time I said it, brother. I don't want to bother you", replied Kenzo
"Already said. I don't want to slow down too. Speaking of work can make my spirit recover", said me with a smile.
"I looked at my sister and I could smile again... Big brother's smile is sweet", praise Kenzo. I think his words were just to please my heart.
"Thank you. Let's continue with "
"Okay, I'm talking now, brother. Actually there is an important thing that I want to discuss with brother.ni, sis... all this time I was the same Kayla perform full from Tuesday to Sunday. The holidays are only Monday. What if now we perform four times a week. The more tasks there are. Not long ago we have to practice work, next semester we also have started thesis, sis. Could it be, did he appear four times? " ask Kenzo.
"If it is your reason for school problems, I can accept it. But what about empty time? Can you help find a musician? ", many.
"I must be looking for you, brother. There's no way I'm losing responsibility. There are those who are ready to replace it. They are also ready to perform three times a week, so later every day at the Mini Cafe there is always live music".
"Well good then ! Where do you know them? ", ask me again
"They were my bandmates at high school. They're also chicks, whose chicks can keyboard the same violin, who's the same guitar guy drumming. They can both sing. How, brother? ", ask Kenzo
"I basically don't mind. But I want to meet the guy first".
"Can, brother. Later that night I invite them to meet brother, later if brother okay, they can be immediately tested to appear like me at that time, sis....". Kenzo seemed excited about his promotion.
"May also your proposal. Okay, half an hour before session one, I want you guys to be here" I broke up.
"Siyaap brother." replied Kenzo in a respectful manner to me.
"Okay, I'll wait. Don't be late!" I reminded back.
"OK.., thanks, brother. Excuse me first", said Kenzo.
"Yes, please", I replied.
Kenzo stepped towards the door, before pulling the handle, Kenzo turned back to face me...
"What else is it, Ken? ", I wonder.
"Sister, so brother wants to know my cousin... "
"Lenzo..! ", i looked at Kenzo with glaring eyes.
"Not to be loud, brother.... His sister is just his nanya", Kenzo replies with her cute pretentious look.
"No!! ", I answered briefly
"You come, brother ! I assure you my cousin this must be in the taste of big brother", woo Kenzo pretentious.
"I don't know exactly but the outline I know, really. Anyway, if you've met my cousin, you'll want to meet him"
"You ah...! ", I'm saying cuek
"Come pretty sister.... Pleases... Pleases.... Want, yeah... Ok? Ok? ". Kenzo clenched his shield in the chest with a bent position.
It's nothing to know, nothing to lose. After all, it is just acquaintances doang, not asked to marry directly. Hehe...
Because I have refused many times, prestige dong now I say want... I ended up talking like this to Kenzo
"I thought about it, yeah.... "
"Yes, I'm waiting for the good news"
I nodded my head in agreement.
"OK brother.. If so, excuse me, yes.... Bye sisters... ", kenzo stepped back to the door, leaving my room.
I also went back to work. At 15:30 somebody knocked on my room.
"Come in", call me.
"Mom, in front there is Mr. Rico want to see Mom" said Fitri.
Rico....., is Rico my ex?, I take it in my heart
"Yes, I'll meet outside" I replied.
I immediately came out of my room, I saw the direction that was pointed by Fitri, there was a man sitting on his back to my view.
I walked to the table, "Good afternoon", I said.
The man turned his head, actually Rico. Why did she find me?? "Sore, Van. How are you doing? ", Rico said hello.
"Okay, Ric", I replied.
"I'm bothering ya, Van? ", ask Rico again
"No, kok. What's up, Ric? Tumben didn't want to come here for my first info".
Rico smiled as he looked at me.
"Van, it's been a while since we met, it's been a year, huh?"
"We haven't seen him in a long time" I replied.
"Van, Fani is married, Siska already has a new boyfriend..., when did you follow them, Van? ", ask Rico.
"I? I still want to go to the cafe, Ric. How are you?", I said.
"I'm confused now, Van... ", Rico rubbed his face.
"Why, Ric? ", many.
"I can confide, Van? ", Rico asked permission.
"Yes, please. What do you want to say?", I responded to Rico's talk.
"I've loved someone for a long time, but by then he had a girlfriend, so I had to bury my feelings. After a while, I heard they were separated. I wanted to come forward to approach her again, but I had no guts, even though the love in my heart for her never died. The woman remained friendly and kind to me until now, but I don't know if in her heart there's a place for me....". Rico lowered his head.
"You're a guy, Ric... You have to dare to express your feelings. If you don't talk, the girl doesn't know. If you have been loud and accepted, Praise God, but if rejected, you must be ready to accept with grace. Even though you are disappointed because you were rejected but at least you are relieved to know how he feels to you. Than you've been curious for a lifetime.... ".
I had a long talk too, yeah.... In my heart amused, I am single, how can I give a joke even to teach people who are in love again.
"Do you think so, Van? ", Rico made sure.
I nodded, "Yes. You must try, without trying you will never know what the result is", I answered steadily.
"Alright if you think so, I will practice".
Rico sat up straight, took a deep breath and looked at me deeply. Rico is a little weird. What's the matter....??
"Van, I've long harbored a sense of the same you. I have wanted to express my feelings for a long time, but I have always doubted. I'm afraid you'll reject me and stay away from me once you know my heart".
Rico took another deep breath before continuing his talk..."Yeah, Van I still love you, do you have the same taste as me? Van, right now I'm asking you not to be my lover, but I'm proposing to you to be my wife".
"Huh...????? " That one word came out of my mouth. I was really surprised to hear Rico. I did not think that the woman referred to in Rico's story was myself.
Seeing my reaction, Rico asked, "I'm making you surprised huh, Van? "
I immediately nodded my head, "Yes. Ric, I.... " I'm not done yet, Rico cut me off.
"You don't have to answer now, Van. I know this is too sudden for you. I'll wait for an answer from you, Van. You have two months to think"
Rico looked back at me, ."If time could play out, I wouldn't approve of us breaking up that time, Van. I'll keep it even if I have to LDR-an" Rico looks sorry.
"That's a long time ago, Ric. After all it's our decision together, not just me or just you."
"My parents urged me to get married soon. They had prepared a candidate for me, but I refused. I told them I wanted to find my own partner. They gave me three months to bring my chosen partner to meet them. But if in three months I haven't found a partner, I have to marry the woman of their choice". Rico presses his temple.
"The appointed time has been two weeks, so I give you two months to think. Two weeks left to arrange a meeting with my parents".
"I'm really confused, Ric is involved in this situation. I'm not ready for a household yet, I.... "
Back Rico forbade me to continue my talk. "Van, don't go on. Take two months to think. I can wait for whatever your answer is. Honestly, I really wish you would accept me, Van" Rico said.
"Sorry to interrupt, ma'am, his friend Mas Kenzo who wants to see you has come" said Ani.
"Yes, tell me to wait a minute" I replied.
"OK, Van... I think you have a guest that you need to meet. Inget thought it was really my request. I'm waiting for your answer two months from today. I say yes, Fan..... ", Rico stroked my hair and passed.
As I turned around to head for my room, I saw Kenzo looking at me full of probes
"Who, is that brother? ", ask Kenzo
"Temen", I answered briefly
"I think he has the same heart, brother, yes.... Put on another sister's haircut. ", Kenzo grumbled. From the look on his face, Kenzo seemed not to be happy.
"Hey..... So you've been watching us? ", my question
"Not to be careful, brother. It just so happens to squirm".
"Basar pinter ngeles! Where's your temen? "
I met two Kenzo friends at the table where Rico and I were sitting.
After talking for a while, I told them to sing. The response from the visitors is good, I also like their performance, well they I accept.
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Hello my readers are kind and not arrogant. sorry yes, up date nta rather malen, but right pebting author keeps his promise.
In this episode Rico appears again, about not accepted ya the same Vania?
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