
A thousand times I tried to forget it,
Trying to connect with the opposite sex, too,
Survive with memories that never eroded, the,
Until every night, when I close my eyes always his spontaneous face painted on my mind..
Maybe my porch loves him too much, the sense of having a very big one to desperately chase after him.
Oooh my body and soul need him,
I realized that, because any woman who stopped by in my life could not let go of my thirst..
Only Ria is the release of my thirst..
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It's been a week since I last saw Ria.
After returning from my home, until this moment Ria did not also contact me, I wait for Ria in front of her school was not seen her nose.
Feelings of anxiety, worry, disappointment, and longing were mixed in my chest.
"Vi yuk unplug into the old building, ntar Satya ama Dito followed, they take the guitar first. "take Bram.
My weeknight came back as usual joking and dancing with 3 of my closest friends.
I think this weekend I went through with Ria even I can routinely date with Ria in fact only I am too confident and too hopeful.
The old building is the building near our old abandoned High School, when we were sitting in the 11th grade having our own headquarters was something cool. And because our brains aren't as complex as our physical formulas, it's the old building that's our base, our most comfortable place to laugh, to make noise, to mock each other.
Because it is in the area of the old building far from the homes of residents, we are free to do anything.
Understand that we are just a responsibility that only likes to joke.
"It's good to hunt until we first," said Dito .
Satya followed Dito from behind with my guitar.
Raindrops soaked the asphalt, making the smell of wet soil surround us, fortunately even though this building is old but does not leak in the slightest, maybe this is called luck.
Without talking Satya pointed a guitar at me.
"In order not to play guitar, Bram is the one playing." I said.
Many times I check my phone, hoping for a message notification or call.
This week was very long, the meeting up to the night I spent with Ria was just my delusion.
A little guilt when I remembered my little kiss, maybe at that time Ria was not sound in her dreams and knew that I enjoyed her soft lips until Ria was offended, disappeared......
Only negative thoughts are in my brain.
"Angoing story bro? Until diem aja did not participate in regular kayak singing." asked Bram curious.
"Haha ngaco, for the dong wedang ronde. It's good, just a rain-sweeping, makyoos dah" I replied.
I think Bram understood my strange behavior, and suspected I was hiding something from him. Because Bram understands my movements. Bram and I are friends from childhood.
We were always in the same school, our house was only one alley apart.
For some reason in the matter of lessons we always compete, and now we also become rivals in the matter of Love.
That I also fell in love with the same girl as him.
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Wednesday, after school.
I came home late from the other students because I got a sentence to clean the toilet alone.
I got caught drawing a math teacher-faced donkey on the blackboard.
And ended up guiding my motorcycle in this hot weather for forgetting to fill the gas .
The sun was only a short distance from my head,
My sweat was pouring out, and my throat was dry.
Damn it, I didn't find a single stall selling retail gasoline.
Inadvertently I saw from a distance, in the stalls of the ice cream just at the turn of the road looked two familiar figures.
They were joking with her familiarity, in my eyes it was obviously like a real date compared to my date with her back then.
None other than not, the two figures are Bram and Ria.
Instantly crossed my mind,
it's only fitting that since the incident Ria stayed overnight Bram never asked Ria's contact with me.
It's only right that Ria didn't contact me at all.
Maybe they're dating.
Disappointed anger mixed into one, wanting it to feel like I was cursing, and approaching them just to cram a million questions.
But I expressed my intention, I was the most cowardly.
I'm the one who didn't express my true feelings to the Brams.
Seemingly likes a girl bustling my own sidekick even stole his kiss.
I continued to guide my bike and hoped they would not notice my presence.
Unfortunately, Ria looked at me, she smiled mischievously at me and leaned her head on Bram's shoulder as she continued to look at me
What does that look mean?
That smile made me want to get away from them more quickly.
Indeed fate, maybe my apes today is a sign of the first unforgettable moment in my life.
Is that Ria's true nature?
Is that what Ria really is?
But why do I still hesitate to consider Ria ugly even though Ria is being flirtatious with me and my best friend?
Again all the unexpected behavior of Ria always makes me think, it is unclear what the plot of the game.
Pulling me in and getting carried away..
**CONNECT**