That's You

Epsu 11...

Until the morning my eyes were not closed.

I washed my face, then I looked at my reflection in the mirror.

My mind was empty, a thousand questions were in my head.

It felt so bad in my mind this haunting.

On one side I was worried about my parents and on the other I was thinking about Ria.

Lazy to go to school today, maybe if I do not pursue grades I have locked myself in the room.

I pulled out my backpack and tidied up my uniform.

Prepare your heart just in case you have to witness again something bad like last night.

While walking towards the dining table my heart pounded very quickly.

Pray in your heart that everything will be fine.

It turns out that the father was at the dining table complete with newspapers in his hands, while the mother helped the mbok set the dining table.

Seeing my presence my mother immediately gave me a morning kiss.

Mother looks ordinary, father is the same.

I'm a little grateful for that, because if my parents' behavior is different (unusually) I don't know what to do.

After eating my last bite, I looked at my father who didn't touch his food at all.

Just enjoying the coffee and the cigarettes.

I guess my father today will leave for work early, because he is complete with his suit.

At first glance I can see the face of the father who looked at the mother with sadness behind the newspaper .

It didn't take long for my father to realize my gaze, folded up the newspaper he had read and then came up to me just to pat my shoulder.

Passed into his room.

After saying goodbye to the house, I left.

But I took a glance at Mother who hastily followed father to the room.

Didn't drive me to the door like the days before.

From there I was sure my father and mother were hiding something from me.

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"Viren's... Vi, Viren. "excited Dito.

"What? " my saut

" Think what the hell? sampa suddenly mites mites" he sneered

Kubalas with a fist in his arm, Dito pretended to be in pain. Joking around like this is common for us.

" Don't be so sick bang" he joked

"Enter class first yes, later go home skul no treat chicken noodles" I said to him.

Of course Dito immediately mendegar mendegar free thing.

Until Bram's class immediately greeted me.

Bram and I are first class friends, while Satya and Dito are in different classes.

" Physical notes that were dong, borrow dong's notes" pinta Bram

"I don't know haha" I answered

" Borrow the class president just copied with yuh, Vi? " suggestion

I went straight to the Princess, our class leader.

And because the good-natured Princess, she did not want to lend her notes to a bad boy like us.

As a result after school later I have to copy the note with Bram at his home.

"The chicken came to your house, Bram.

I te rlanjur promisein si kibo eat chicken noodles "

(kibo is another call from Dito)

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The atmosphere at home is indeed quiet, but this time it feels quieter than before.

Dunked my face long enough in a pillow.

Bram's story about Ria made me quite relieved because not only was I ignored, this week Ria ignored Bram too.

But the conversation also recalled the voice of the man who raised Ria's phone early yesterday .

Who is that guy?

Is Ria a good player?

And another bad thought about Ria.

But my brain seemed to reject all my bad thoughts about him, and brushed it away.

I open my phone, there is a message notification .

Irina

today is 15:35

Honey, I'm home. I just walked the same way, keep looking at your favorite brownies, so I buy it, sweet food will make the spirit of learning. Can I go home?

I saw the clock, 16:14

The message was almost an hour ago.

Reading the messages of concern to me, Irina's pity made me even more burdened.

I decided to call Irina and ask her to meet .

I round out my determination to end this loveless relationship with her.

I don't want to hurt him too deeply.

We met in the park near Irina's house.

I didn't want to bother him to come all the way to my house, and I didn't go to his house because I didn't want to know Irina any further.

Irina was waiting for me in the garden, bringing me some brownies.

Irina looks beautiful dean wrapped in pink canals, neatly arranged horses and natural makeup that makes her like a live barbie.

How could I not love a girl as beautiful and gentle as Irina.

All right, let's say that I'm stupid.

Irina's clean white teeth beautify her face when she smiles, making the bewitched men not stop looking at her.

Irina was very cheerful to meet me, without further ado she directly thrust her brownies at me.

I smiled back at him and picked up the brownie box.

I told him to sit back, and crouched down in front of him, clasping his hands together.

" I'm sorry, " I said

"For? " he asked astonished

"Hmm gini, I think you're the sweetest and prettiest girl I've ever known. "

"Certainly? "

" Hmm, I've been trying to make love to you but... "

" Wait, whoa. I'm playing this, I'm playing! " said, Irina's eyes started to water.

He took off my hand and stood behind me.

" I know, Vi. How much do I do you not love me? " Irina's voice shook, even though Irina was behind me I knew that Irina was trying hard to hold back her tears.

" Now you want to talk about goodbye, right? " the sobbing in Irina's voice became clearer.

I touched her shoulder, flipped Irina's body to face me.

Irina pinched her lips, holding back her stuffing.

Tears also fell soaking the cheeks of this girl in front of me, with my cow rubbing the tears.

"The longer our relationship, the longer I'll hurt you. And you don't deserve me to be sick Na. You are beautiful you are good. I always feel guilty every time you do anything that you think will make me smile. I'm burdened Na. "I said honestly

Irina could no longer stem her crying, Irina covered her mouth instead of dampening the sobbing .

"But I'm parting ways.gamau, Vi. I know, Vi you liked the same Bram girl at the ice cream shop back then ? "

I was stunned by Irina's reply.

Didn't expect Irina to know the feelings I wanted to keep these meetings.

\#**CONNECT**\#