That's You

Epsu 10...

The more I find her tiny lips the greater my desire for her.

I want it, very much.

But my logic speaks, warns me to stop.

Immediately I took off my embrace from her, suddenly it made Ria shocked.

I am grateful that this place is only illuminated by the moon and stars so that Ria cannot see my expression.

"Why? " tanya asked me

"Fear it. "

"What's that scared of? "

"Fear I can't control myself, because from the beginning I took care of myself. "I answered while stroking her hair and kissing her forehead.

Then Ria hugged me tightly leaning against the chest of my shoulder,

" But I don't mind, Vi. "he said softly.

I drove Ria safely to her house. All along the way there was not a word spoken from our lips, only silence .

But Ria did not go straight into the house instead he stood right next to me, playing my motorcycle spy.

Down, without looking at me.

His eyes only stared at the ground, on the other side I only looked at his face that was down.

"Come in, it'll be midnight soon." I said breaking the silence between us.

Ria smiled then leaned her face towards mine.

Gave a small peck on my cheek.

"Thank you for today Vi, I'm happy" he said

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The days had passed for a very long time since the last time Ria and I met. It didn't feel like for almost 4 months he disappeared from my world.

It was as if our romance yesterday was just my own imagination.

Ria did not contact me at all, dozens of calls and messages were ignored.

But the strangest thing is that now Irina's feelings are a burden to me.

And the guilt of loving my best friend's girl no longer bothered my mind.

I was so helpless with my own feelings that I imagined Ria would really stay away from me.

When I started to think Ria had the same feelings as me Ria always disappeared?

So why every time, after we met Ria dodge me?

Now all I can do is guess what I did wrong so that Ria is no longer in my world.

The puzzle piece in my heart was gone, leaving a hole that made my heart no longer complete.

Loving her is this complicated, but I can't just erase Ria from my heart.

I feel, very thirsty, thirsty for Ria, will embrace her again.

Oh my God, what am I supposed to do?

"Cigarette continues" Irina's voice brought me back to reality, out of my own timelessness.

After I cut off my cigarette Irina clasped my hand, kissed it and smiled at me.

Then we both fell silent and just watched Bram and Dito playing in the water.

Before long, as Satya approached us, Irina took her hand off me and went swimming.

Satya got closer to me and nimbly lifted me up and threw him into the pool.

Satya was torn bread and was about the same height as me, naturally she could easily lift up a thin man like me.

My cry was answered by the laughter of my friends.

For a moment I could throw away all my anxiety.

Like a hypocrite indeed, I can still be friends even joking with Bram.

From Bram I know that now he and Ria are in a relationship,

It was the only thing that always pierced my heart, gnashing my teeth held back the feeling of jealousy.

Bizarrely.

Why would Ria kiss me if she was dating Bram?

What does all that mean?

But what can I do?

Because I did the same thing like her, I hurt Irina behind her and the worst thing I hurt Bram.

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I lay my body in my bed staring at the ceiling, I think I've been suffering from a sleep disorder lately.

Then I decided to study, because only by studying can I focus on not thinking about Ria.

Moreover, I have spent too much time to play while soon replay the increase will be implemented.

It does not feel like I have studied for 3 hours, time has also shown at 1 am.

Tidy up my desk, put my textbook in my bag.

I dragged my lazy feet, down the stairs, towards the kitchen to fetch a glass of mineral water.

But faintly I heard a sobbing from the mother's room.

Without thinking, I approached my mother's room.

The closer to his room the harder it gets.

Turns out the door to my room was open a little. I peeked silently, I saw clearly the figure of my father who tried to calm mother. Hugging mom and mom crying in dad's arms.

My hand moves by itself, opening your door wider .

Walked closer to my parents.

" Mother why? " my question made my mother immediately wipe her tears.

Approaching me and hugging me, while dad just kept his position, looking at me in the shade .

"Mother bothers you to sleep ? sorry mom, mommy doesn't papa. Continue to sleep, son. "he said

Then Mother led me out caressing my cheek and into her room again.

I heard her closing the door and locking it.

I just stuck, I felt like there was something wrong with my parents.

Then I left my mother's room, headed for my room.

I took my phone without thinking I pressed a call to Ria.

I want to hear his voice that I think can calm me down even if I don't tell him about my grief.

Ria's first call ignored me anyway, I thought positively maybe Ria was sleeping.

But it wasn't long before I decided to call him again.

And on the 4th ringing the call was answered, a voice was heard.

"Hallo"

a heavy voice, like the voice of a mature man.

Spontaneously I end my call.

Then a few minutes like a dazed person.

I repeated the call and I heard the same voice again.

Obviously it wasn't Bram's voice and was too young for Ria's father's voice.

Then who is that guy?

\#CONNECT\#