
Purwokerto in 2008 started my first story with him.
Starting from the place of light, together 'until we are too deep into the darkness.
It was so deep that it swallowed us both, far away and out of sight.
Maybe he felt the same way then?
Sometimes I think, does being with me feel orange peach or gray?
My mistake was letting him hold all of our storylines...
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"Thank you Vi, you paid me instead. Next time I pay, let's be fair." Ria told me.
Indeed, I'm not a home guy who never goes with girls, I just don't like to bother but that doesn't mean I don't mess with them. Puber entertainment I call.
But eating with Ria feels different, Ria does not caper and sticks to me like the girls who date me.
Wait, errat, I don't think this is a date.
Because it turns out that Ria is not teasing me at all, then what does this entail with a meal invitation?
" Ri, would you like to take a walk in a minute? I'll take the bike, let me drive you home later, cut the taxi fare. " Ria smiled and pulled my hand,
"Let's go! " squeaked.
We went around Sriratu, not like the Mall in the capital. But for our small town, Sriratu is a pretty cool supermarket for a table.
With Ria that day was fun, lazy to invite her to end the day.
"I cape myself on" he protested as he walked in front of me.
"Emang from the past you were this age, huh? "
I ruffled her hair and saw her thin lips that were a little manyun.
"I bawel because it's confused, you just ngok, geleng as well as yes-iya tok. "the protest.
"Hahaha what do I want? "
Suddenly Ria turned around and automatically hit my tall body.
"Oh" , the lyrics sounded, on his face dongakannya, staring at my face.
From this position I can see his face clearly.
Beautiful, plump eyelashes, small round eyes, tiny nose and small but full lips.
And then I realized Ria had white skin, so white that I could see a little veins in the red cheeks.
"Vi here whispers" , I close my ears, smell the shampoo and the roar of his breath in my ears .
A tickling feeling in my chest that nearly broke my concentration.
"Vi moved, I want to smoke. "
Shocked, and I looked at Ria.
"You smoke? "
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I looked at the way he smoked the cigarette, blew the smoke, enjoyed every nicotine that went into his lungs.
In this park, sit together, a glass of coffee both.
Slender. There are only couples who seduce each other, maybe only we are not a couple here.
"Shocked to see a girl? "
"Engga, just ordinary. It's a solemn right. I was smoking too, as long as I didn't play naughty" I replied .
Ria smiled, though,
"Do not know why you think you can understand" he said again.
"Ngertiin what? "
"I hahahaha. "
The little obrolon, the crisp joke that somehow caused my smile and made me dissolved in Ria's voice .
I want to know what kind of girl Ria is. His hospitality made me comfortable talking, removing the awkwardness between us.
But strangely, at every end of Ria's smile I could see the loneliness in her eyes, the emptiness in her eyes.
What exactly was Ria thinking?
What does this invitation mean?
And was it just me who was overconfident thinking that Ria liked me a little?
"You're cool Vi, you were cool. "
said suddenly.
"Newly aware hhaha, Ri why are you taking me for a walk? "
Staring at him I was clinging.
Smiling again "Pengen aja, do you have a reason to invite you to walk? "
"Gga si. I'm afraid you baper the same way I hahaha"
I answered a little teasing.
Ria's laughter broke, she threw a cigarette in her hand, then at the touch of my face soft and close her eyes right in front of me.
"Yes, I'm a baper. Baper, what do you think? "
Is Ria really teasing me?
Why is Ria's character changing and making me curious like this?
What am I supposed to do?
**CONNECT**