Thank You to All of Him

it's not my soul mate

Like he promised yesterday, bang Akmal wants to pick me up and take me to his friend's house.

tin tin tin.klakson motor Vario bang Akmal has been heard, as soon as he has entered the house and kissed the hand of the mother,,

mama who was familiar with the Akmal bang also immediately let me go with her."dah ready git," asked bang Akmal

I came out of the room wearing black leather pants and dark brown tunics in the black veil of flower motifs, not forgetting a little polish on my face.

immediately bang Akmal was amazed to see me.I pat his shoulder"ihh even daydreaming anyway,ayokk street,"we also say goodbye to mama.

on the way bang Akmal said" how are your other secret admirers git"

I also answered pura pura do not know"the secret admirer of which bang"

"yes the secret admirer who used to love to chase you".huff why bang Akmal had to ask this.

"do not know bang, why is it" there is a little wonder with this question."ga just nanya aja git, do you still like them" . hadehhhh what the hell question is this." oh, no bang, what the hell".

feeling uncomfortable with the question bang Akmal I prefer silence, why suddenly bang Akmal asked this.

Maybe bang Akmal also felt bad because suddenly I was immediately silent since he asked about my secret admirer." don't get angry dong gorgeous, he's already sorry brother, yes, yes, no,, Brother just don't want to, if there are still people out there who admire brother's girlfriend,"

oh!!

what her boyfriend, I'm her boyfriend since when, we're dating feeling bang Akmal never expressed like me."since when bang we're dating" I wonder.

"eh, that's mm, right now, don't you want to be considered a brother's girlfriend, right,,??"

I'm just smiling shyly"ihh what the hell, maybe you're shy, Gita's boyfriend"

"besides the shy boyfriend of ko's beautiful brother, Sholehah's chivalry, every man's dream" "hadehhhhh started his wrestling."ledekku

while busy chatting while joking, suddenly, his friend bang Akmal approached us, "know dong mal, his girl, who else is brought, can aja Luh ya milih girl,,"the ledek,, the,,

bang Akmal also laughed"iya dong , his name is still single, git know nih Tan work Abang, the name of the ferry"

I immediately shook hands with his friend bang Akmal."Gita" I say

"feri" she answered ."be careful ya git, the thermal conqueror of the woman she"ledek her.

"what do you say, it's time that the conqueror of women"sanggah bang akmal.kawan bang Akmal was saying because he was going home .we were also saying goodbye to those who had the event.

Bang Akmal took me to the beach, before he wanted to take me to the mall but I refused it, I said bored with the mall atmosphere, finally bang Akmal took me to the beach,,while enjoying the afternoon air and a comfortable view, Bang Akmal said, "Gita want to be Brother's girlfriend?" I also answered her"we live aja bang, kalo jadu ya we continue,,"

"okay "answer bang Akmal

as time went by it didn't feel like we've been walking for 3 months since bang Akmal said he wanted to be my girlfriend.

but suddenly arrived bang Akmal did not come to pick up as usual, he said there was a business to the city of B. Baru remembered in the city of B kan where ex-boyfriend Abang.ada whether or not he was sick or ,,,ah, it's none of my business.

huffff, just as the Revelation disappeared without news.

when I was going home suddenly someone called my name, "git.gita," I turned to the voice, it was bang Akmal, kirain would not come back again.

"follow Brother first yuk, there is someone you want to talk about" said Abang.

"where do you talk, why don't you go where you are" I asked a lot of questions.

Finally Brother took me to a restaurant that is quite far away.on the way not much I talk about, curious in the heart raging what is this.

"we're here just git, we're going down" said the brother.

I followed him in the back.we took a seat in the corner .

waiter came to give food menu.abang choose fried rice menu+warm orange and french fries and pudding

I also pesen fruit salad +roti grilled cheese and avocado juice.

"you eat not hungry tumben you." he asked.

"had eaten a bang rest, still full" I replied.

while waiting for our order, Abang spoke, "git, 'Abang wants to talk, but Gita don't be angry, "I answered him"would you say anything, just talk"

ga long time our order came, "yes already eat first well" without answering I immediately drink avocado juice, already thirsty from earlier .sambil eat toast, continued fruit salad,,bang Akmal who saw me eating in a smile"slowly eat he said he was not hungry,,,hihihi" immediately startled bang Akmal wipe there is residual juice that is left on the edge of my lips"hehe, delicious salad"I answered with a small laugh.

"Git pardon Brother yes two weeks yesterday ga Dateng,abis Abang confused git, Abang in the face where you have to choose Gita or,,"he did not continue .

"or the former brother, why bang him, sick again, well Gita the simple bang if Abang still love and love him, same him,yes already Gita who retreated our mumpung not too far away," I said while holding back emotions.branch immediately grasped my hand,"git, forgive brother yes, Abang dear to Gita,, "git, sorry,,but he needs more brother git, he's sick again, "when my tears melt too , whereas from tai has tried to hold it in order to fall.yes I'm a person whose feelings are sensitive, yes,,

Brother immediately moved his seat he embraced me calmed me down, everything there saw me, I tried to let go of his embrace but Brother was getting louder the cover whispered," Dear brother with Gita, forgive Abang git, please, already disappointing Gita, already hurt Gita's heart,"my crying is getting louder, not able to feel when again unfortunately, why do you have to Dateng again if only to say this bang, why not just disappear just think I.

finally, I took Abang home in no mood to make a way, but Abang remained strong to invite me to the beach to spend the last time together,,but I said I went home first said the same mom was afraid mama nyariin.he said he did not just call to Andri said that you went with Abang last night just came home.

Brother tried to comfort me, by all means, he wanted to see my laughter and my smile for the last time, well I think yes already, but I can still be his adek like Akmal bang pinta, I think I can still be, maybe it's better, I thought, I ended up spending tonight with my brother for the last time and bang Akmal dared to kiss my lips, he said yes for the last time, I was nervous, too, I was,,because this was the first time a guy kissed me, I was lulled with his kiss and these tears melted again, I immediately embraced me. Because it was getting night, we went home, we went home,along the way I fell asleep on his shoulder, I hugged my brother strong fear of falling, Abang never let his hand out of my hand even though he was carrying a motorbike.

The next day I woke up because I had a day off after the morning prayer I slept again, eight o'clock just woke up,,

mama's surprised to see me, "what a story to mama"

"what's the matter, ma'am, Gita same brother is done, because the former brother is sick and his family asked Brother turned back mah" I tried strong but my lips trembled saying this.

mama also said" yes already maybe Akmal is not your soul mate, do not be sad open your heart again for others you are still young, you are sure out there a lot of better,,"my mom hugged me to calm me down.My grandfather all of her went into the room straight away said "there's still a lot of good out there, remember you're a good person, just deserve a good person" . never feel alone mba there we are always with mba.

thank you mama adek my adek you guys are the best, mba promise mba will never cry .you are the encouragement mba, mba will make you happy.my promise in heart.

Well mama's right maybe bang Akmal is not my soul mate, not the best for me, God will present him a better one.