Thank You to All of Him

Forward by humiliation

Three days after my father left us, we held a recitation to send a prayer, but when I was helping to arrange the food

when I arrived I really want to drink orange juice, really rich seger, I said the same mas Wahyu"mas please buy orange juice dong haus nih ,seger baget kanya."I told him.

"later ya finish this event, tuh joko tuh same please go out later also bought the same him" I just shut up, I just shut up,yes, I already know that the Revelation has run out to take care of the letter of father's death, maybe the money has run out, maybe the money has run out,and the payday is still three days away.I can only swallow saliva.and I don't really expect to buy Joko and please.

I'm back to help prepare food for the study.

after the completion of Joko's studies and please return and bring food and juice and say"This for mba Retno same children, this for Fitri both the same Erina yes,"

"the Revelation is for the Revelation its drink"the Revelation sees me.the Revelation sees me holding back tears.In my heart says"I have always been treated like this as well as my brother-in-law, because I have no one,"I hold my tears I sit under the mango tree.

the Revelation came to me, and said", This is for you aja han,,"

"don't buy them for their mas not for me who is only KK-in-law" I said.

"patience Han, forgive them" said the Revelation.

always patient patience and patience that word is always said, but until when.

in the past there was still a father with their mother did not dare to do this.ahh already yes I have to be patient and patient.

Since then me and mas like to keep distance with my brother-in-law.every time they invite our gathering always the reason ga sempet and mas Wahyu enter work.

Until one time we were short of money to pay for the rent, Wahyu called Retno adeknya to borrow money, but instead of in love even questions we got,"it's the payday mas where mas,ko pay the contract just can't,"

"yes already if you have nothing to love, sorry to trouble you" that is always said, said sorry.

so also with.joko for a long time WhatsApp mas Wahyu message in reply"yah mas sorry yesterday abis pay this pay it"selau asked for his help so the same said there was maybe they were afraid if bothered by his mas family.

since then my pain has deepened.

"hello mas tomorrow we gather yok ,kangen nih the same as my ponakan."he heard the voice of Retno calling mas Wahyu.

"god willing, if you do not go to work" replied the Revelation.

kangen said, why don't they come here,kan mas is older.agiam they are not very rarely play here even never Dateng if it is not urgent.what they are ashamed to come to his mas house which is only able to contract a small house.

but we had to come to their house, but we did not want to stay there for long.it feels foreign to them.not because we are not at home but they seem to distinguish our family.

mas Wahyu knew I was not comfortable in their deck, I just diem sometimes I even choose to sit alone when gathering.

In my heart I always apologize to my father and mother"sir Ma'am sorry Gita, not the Gita keep her distance but those who treat us like not her brother but someone else."

Finally the Revelation realized that his grandfather never thought he existed, his grandfather only considered him a burden .

I said to the Revelation"we show that we can do without their help,"

"iya Han, thank you for being there for me "he said as he wiped his tears.

"you show you can also succeed more than them mas" I said again.

Thank God his superiors mas Wahyu had Wahyu mas apply in other divisions in the office as well, thanks to his English language, Wahyu is known to many office people.

Now the Revelation is no longer a security guard, but the receptionist.alhamdulillah o Allah.pelan but surely you show promise.

I was surprised by what he said, "what,,"

" you're seriously going to college again, where?" my many.

*it's serious Han, you know, I plan to go to an open University, which costs a lot,*

"yeah I permit, when the husband wants to go forward even can not, for the sake of me and children too"

"thank you Han, you are indeed a wife who is very kind and understanding, I am not wrong to choose you" he said as he spoke my hands and forehead.

let me be concerned again for the sake of Revelation three years is not a long time, I am glad that there is a determination to lecture again.

I support every step of her foot 'em ,I pray always ease for her.I want to show her adek adek her mas who is always underestimated can advance and exceed them and also to the brother of my father that the daughter-in-law of the Sanyoto family who always they were insinuating and only a security guard could graduate and get a better job.

Because hurt is often underestimated and denigrated by those who feel more, which makes me want to get ahead of them.

because of this heartache that will make me always remember what they did to us.

Fitri and Erina are also already big, Ilham,,Fitri is now third grade High School and Erina is third grade SMP.ilham is fourth grade sd.aku and Wahyu mas want the best for our children.let us hard but our children do not get like us.they their lecture of mind must be achieved.

Fitri aspires to be an obstetrician, Erina wants to be a specialist, Ilham is still worried about her, every question is always changing, "I want to be ABRI mah, eh ga deh doctor as well, I'm still worried about her,eh ga deh so extinguisher ajalah"hihi funny sometimes, understand he is still a child has not thought to get there.

my brother-in-law is still like before still humbling us even though it is not bright light, but it is the bodo period, we do not care anymore.

Even so, I and the Revelations are still in a relationship with them.

Finally the result of our patience from often denigrated and underestimated, Alhamdulillah we can have our own home although small but not rented anymore,well fitting for my small family.this is all the results of our efforts.and the persistence of the Revelation in work.

the career of Revelation was getting uphill, but so Alhamdulillah mas Revelation never feel arrogant ataw high, he was always humble and always patient.

My brother also has his own house.

KIA already has three children already on the big as well.angga also his work Alhamdulillah more and more successful.

Ali his four children he still lives in the house relics papa.ali was the same now has become the head of the security guard at the head office.

Adi adekku who bontot already married balso his son was two, Alhamdulillah he was already working, in the tax office, tax office,

Glad to see them all successful, I can finally fulfill my promise to the deceased papa and mama, of course they are very proud.

I and the Revelation are getting old now we have five heads, but the Revelation mas remains romantic against me, especially if you have asked for rations, he remains the previous Revelation, the Revelation, may Allah SWT always protect us.

In my heart I said"THANK YOU FOR ALL, PAPA AND MAMA WHO HAVE EDUCATED ME TO BE STRONG CHILDREN WHO NEVER GIVE UP.

FOR THE FATHER AND MOTHER-IN-LAW WHO HAVE ALWAYS EXISTED AS A SUBSTITUTE FOR MY PARENTS UNTIL THE END OF THEIR LIVES FOR ADEKKU ALWAYS PATIENT EVEN THOUGH OUR LIVES SINCE LEFT BEHIND PAPA MAMA ALWAYS DIFFICULT ALWAYS DEMEANED THE FAMILY OF PAPA, ALWAYS SUPPORT WHATEVER IS THE MBA DECISION.

FOR ADEK ADEK MY BROTHER-IN-LAW THANK YOU THANKS TO YOU WE CAN MOVE FORWARD AS IT IS NOW.PERHAPS IF YOU DO NOT DEMEAN US, NOT NECESSARILY WE CAN BE MOTIVATED TO BE BETTER.TO PAPA'S BROTHER, YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO, THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT WHOLEHEARTED TO HELP US.

AND THANK YOU FOR THE REVELATION THAT HAS BEEN PRESENT IN MY LIFE.THANK YOU FOR FIGHTING WITH ME UNTIL THIS MOMENT.

THANK YOU GOD BECAUSE YOU I AM STRONG BECAUSE YOU I AM SINCERE, BECAUSE YOU I CAN PASS THROUGH VARIOUS TRIALS OF LIFE"