
Very happy at last that we look forward to present also, the Revelation is so dear to his son.fitri we name our son
the weather is not supportive so my son can not be dried as in general, and breastfeeding was lacking, after his time back check up postpartum, our son was declared yellow by the midwife, and the time he returned to check up postpartum,and our baby was referred to the hospital for treatment there.
Revelations who initially remained silent until the house he immediately told the mother-in-law, if our child had to be treated for yellow, the mother-in-law immediately blamed me saying that I could not take care of my son, I could not take care of my son,I could only cry in anger and be yelled at by my mother-in-law.
o Allah my mother and father never scolded me let alone yelled at me, this is my mother-in-law dare to scold and yell at me.
Mas Wahyu who saw me in anger and yelled at his mother even diem only.
I went straight home to the contract .
I was crying so hard, suddenly the Revelation came not to calm me, he was following with anger
"you're mad at me, you're really what mom said if you can't take care of the child, if you can't Han, our son gets yellow,"
"o Allah, whoever does not want his child to get sick let alone this is still a baby, if you also blame me this bag everything, well I'm sorry mas," I said with sobbing"you know for yourself the mas from me back home maternity, it continues to rain, plus our children do not want to sukusu even though I have been forced," continued me.
"you want to be angry, please let me accept, I'm sorry I can't be a good wife and mother to you and our children"
my tears broke even more.I can't stand why this is how it became.
Day after day my son in the hospital his condition has begun to improve, I do not forget to always send my breast milk to my son.I between morning and evening.No matter I am out of labor, I do not care,for my son's sake I must be strong.Since that time the Revelation does not want to see me let alone approach me, every time I offer him food he always refuses, but once again I must be strong for the sake of my son.
Two weeks my son was in care there, now he's been allowed to go home, my pleasure.Since today I promise whatever happens I will always be there for my son.
I'm constantly kissing my son.
me and the Revelations pick up our son.Our journey is just silence I carry tightly my son only two now who become my entertainer.
Until home there is my mother-in-law as much as I can bear this feeling, the neighbors also came to see my son.Happy it turns out there are still people who care about me.
Since my son came home I just kept quiet.not many words I said.because my heart was already sick.mas Revelation began to talk"Han, you are angry with me, sorry I am, I am emotional at that time, I'm sorry yes, I'm sorry,I shouldn't have paid for that word, I know you've just learned to be a mother maybe you don't understand I shouldn't have turned you on" she said with teary eyes.
I'm the only one who had just been silent finally voiced"why should I be angry, well maybe this is a lesson for us, I'm also sorry mas"tok kiss his hand.
My son is six months old, it's time I gave him some extra food, while I was giving my son a banana, my mother-in-law came, she saw me give my son a banana and she said,"if you're feeding a child who actually dong not forced to do so,"
o Allah let alone this I think"Forced how the ma'am, this is not forced" I replied while holding myself back.
"it was a cry child not being forced by his name" he said again.
the next-door neighbor who saw my mother-in-law scolding me immediately said"ga forced Mom, Gita also just fed her, that her son just woke up," she defended me.
"yes, so it's crying that the basic Gita can not take care of children, children only one already this way, beautiful home doang but can not be a good mother" said the mother-in-law.
deggs!
I heard it was immediately angry, "Mom wants her mother what the hell, always turn on Gita, Gita was patient yes Mom, since the incident at that time" I replied
next door neighbor and Oma who heard the storm Directly approached me.and Oma hugged me, Oma told me to go to her house first to calm my heart and mind Oma held my son.House is in front of my contract.
not long after the Revelation came home from work, he went straight into the house and looked for me.
"assalamualaikum Han, Han, Han,"for not finding me he left the house.
"This revelation Gita is here, here you come first"Oma approached the Revelation and invited the Revelation to his house.
Oma explained the matter.
the Revelations looked at me.he hugged me straight away.I could only cry.
"We're going to mama huhuhu" I said sobbing.
"yes tomorrow yes we go there, now we go home first yes" he said while holding Fitri.
I followed her until my house immediately poured down my body that had been holding back anger and emotions.
"you don't take heart Han.sama said mother," he said as he put Fitri who was fast asleep in the sling.
I just kept quiet was already too sick with the words of my mother-in-law.
Until nightfall Wahyu did not go to his mother's house, until his mother came to our house.
"tok tok tok yu revelation, you've come home"call her from the doorstep.
"it was noon."the Revelation opened the door.
"have eaten yet you" he asked again.
o Allah, until the matter of eating his mother still asked.astaqfirullah.my words in my heart
"yet ma'am, Gita will cook Ma'am" replied Wahyu
"oo cook anyway Gita, kirain ga cook" he said again.
mas Wahyu began to talk to his mother, I was only in the room.
"mother stops blaming gita.gita has taken care of Revelation and her child properly, the proof is as busy as Gita she keeps cooking for Revelation bu.all the housework she does.so stop judging Gita Bu" he said
"mother doesn't want to blame Gita, she's only , "mother-in-law doesn't continue speaking.
"well anyway from now on mother stopped meddling in our household affairs, let us take care of our own household Mom, let the adult Revelation Mom, Wahyu does not want to fight mother, she said,mother and father remain the responsibility of Revelation" he said again.
maybe the mother-in-law didn't think her son would talk like that.
just this time I heard the Revelation talk like that, usually he will defend his mother.
Alhamdulillah may be the Revelation has begun to think about what happened.