Thank You to All of Him
innalilahi wa inalillahi
I don't know since when the entire body of the mother there was bruised like a person at the time.mama did never complain about his condition to his children
after not working I was busy myself by opening again a food stall children.alhamdulillah let a little profit is important smoothly.suddenly the neighbor's son shouted "mba Gita, Fitri fell "
immediately I turn off and leave the stove that is cooking pesenan children.I see Fitri"astagfirullah I'm surprised my son's hand is broken, I can't talk, I can't talk, Directly calling my neighbors to take me to the shaman broken bones.I took a wallet and rode my neighbor's motorbike.fitri just cry if I hold Fitri's hand so as not to be as severe as possible.after arriving at the destination immediately I bring it enter my son, Alhamdulillah Fitri's hand has been on medication although it must be bandaged for a while.why I take it to the shaman broken bones because if to the hospital.the cost is great, money from where we.
until the house of Revelation has come home probably on the phone mama.
and the child who was there at the time of the incident immediately told me why Fitri could break his hand.reno began to tell stories, he said,
"tadi Fitri again carried the same Eli while climbing on the chair mba, continue in kagetin sama inu.eli spontaneous aja throw Fitri until falling."while Eli and Inu did not dare to come to my house, Eli also came to the house apologizing for what his son did and promised to bear the cost of treatment,Eli who was next to his mama immediately apologized as well and said "later can also be connected again his hand Fitri",others laughed to hear Eli talk like that.well his name is also a child does not understand, he already wanted to say what.
I directly contacted the mother-in-law through the blog post we do not have hp. like the others.they were surprised I reported Fitri his hand was broken.
an hour later they were already at home.I explained to them why Fitri could break his hand.alhamdulillah Fitri not fussy.not complaining of pain in his hand just that I saw it kasian .Fitri was very close to my mother she called mama with the title of eyeang, while from her parents papa she called her Mbah Putri and Mbah Kakung
mama's pain is getting worse just bruised all over her body more.
after we persuaded to seek treatment to the clinic mama finally want to also seek treatment, initially the doctor did not know what disease mama suffered.finally mom was referred to a big hospital, the doctor was,and must be treated to be caught what his disease by going through various examinations of course.
every day we change who look after mama, because I have children so the duty to look after my mother adekku KIA and Ali, Alhamdulillah their school is on holiday, every day I bring them side dishes, side dishes, because if you have to buy expensive, our financial statements are unstable.
Ramadhan has arrived mama is still being treated, it feels like ramadan ga no mama.fitri also his hands are still on gibsun with bandages.quite a long time also Fitri in bandages has not been cured as well, the cost has been a lot of coming out,mama Eli who initially promised to bear the cost of Fitri's treatment, but in fact not, he only once gave the money was a hundred thousand.me and the Wahyu mas do not want much to say, yes we have our own medical expenses Fitri.we borrow back the interest money for the treatment of Fitri.ya Allah has not finished our debt which one we have been entangled again in another debt.For the sake of any child we will do.
fasting stay another week mama asked to go home he said."mba said the same doctor mama want to go home, mama want to fast at home"kasian you guys if Lebaran should be in the hospital" pinta mama.
we were confused, we immediately told the doctor, Alhamdulillah the doctor allowed mama to go home for a while, do not forget the medicine mama you redeemed until the Eid Eid ran out after two weeks.
Thank God, tonight is takbir night, you're so happy to be able to meet your daughter-in-law and granddaughter."Thankfully, my mom was finally able to grow up at home" he said, shedding tears.
just this time we his children saw mama crying.lebaran EidulFitri this time feels different maybe because mama is sick so we can not go anywhere.
lebaran eid al-Fitr has passed two weeks.the condition of the mother is getting dropped.mama's medicine is also almost exhausted.Tomorrow we will take the mother to the hospital again to check up.
we brought my mother back to the hospital.doctors directly refer my mother to be hospitalized again.
the doctor already knows the disease of the mother, we were called to the doctor's room to be notified of the disease of the mother
"before her introduce me Irawan doctor of internal medicine who takes care of your mother" said the doctor who treated the mother
"i am Gita and this is KIA "i replied
"both mba Gita and KIA, begini mba, before her I apologize because I can only now tell about the state of the mother, you must be ready whatever the circumstances of the mother ya mba,"doctor Irawan seemed to think." look like this mother after passing our various examinations team of doctors who handle her mother mba, mother suffering from leukemia ataw blood cancer, stage three"ya
degh's!
astagfirullah like in the lightning strike we heard her.kia was crying I hugged KIA to calm her, then the doctor continued again"pati ya mba, inshaallah we the team of doctors will do everything for her mother's recovery,
you must be ready whatever will happen later, yes, the most important thing is you do not show your tears in front of the mother yes, because the condition of the mother has been very dropped.you help the prayer well"doctor Irawan said everything.we also paid out to tell about the condition of the same mother of the other,
o Allah, what's more this is why there is no stopping my life's trials.The tears that I had been holding back immediately melted as well.mas Revelation and Ali who had just come accompanied my mother-in-law immediately embraced me,I can't speak anymore, neither can KIA
"what's Han, what's the doctor saying about mama" asked Wahyu.
"mama, huhuhuhu"my crying's getting broken,
"yes mama why," asked the curious Wahyu.
"mama has leukemia or stage three blood cancer"
my answer.
wahyu and Ali who heard the information I said were immediately shocked.
Adi who was holding Fitri, was also shocked and looked crying.
"do not look our sadness in front of mama yes, we must be strong for the sake of mama" said the Revelation again.
"patience yes nduk do not forget to pray yes, pray mama yes, mother SM father also help prayer for the healing of mama" my mother remembers me, my mother remembers me,
"KIA you go upstairs yes take care of mama oh yes mother SM father wants to look at mama his besuk time has started to deliver mother SM father yes kia"I said the same KIA.kia also nodded goodbye to me and the Revelation.
" you have eaten yet Han., Fitri has eaten yet" the Revelation asked me.
"i haven't eaten a mas if Fitri I brought it from home" I replied
"yes, have eaten yuk first, all buyin adek also" he said again.
"later the father's SM mother will look for us" I replied while holding a sleeping Fitri needed Adi adekku.
"At you here ya nemenin mas Ali same mba KIA." I said with Adi.
"later to go home first tomorrow afternoon mba here again bring food for you "my words again.
"KIA let me go home with you, kasian he has not rested for a week, so let you come here with him" Ali said to me.
after the mother and father finished looking at the mother, we also ate first.ali and Adi changed to keep the KIA mama coming with me home.
but before I bought them a meal first for their evening supplies, and did not forget to give money to them to keep the jag if there is a need for an impromptu.
already a month from what the doctor told us about the mother, doctor Irawan said the cancer mama has entered the stage four roots have spread, only the miracle of Allah SWT will help mama.
mom said she wanted to go home,
eventually the doctor allowed the mother to go home but had to routinely check up for chemo therapy.
mam has been home for three weeks, another week Eid al-Adha, Alhamdulillah Allah still provides an opportunity for mama to feel the Eid al-Adha.
do not forget always every prayer we pray that God gives healing for mama.
coincidentally today I will look at mother and father, mama also asked to buy oranges he said.fitri very Deket same eye Directly pay to his eyes"yang Fiti playing to the house first yes, yes,eyang istilaat ya aunty at home, then Fiti sole home ko eyang" he said with a distinctive speech that is still slurred.fitri also kissed his eyes.
when I reached the house of my in-laws, I went in and talked to them, and they asked about my mother,I tell you everything.all I also want to treat Fitri's hands that are still digips.alhamdulilah twice went to Mbah inem Fitri's hands can be moved.ya the place I brought Fitri there was no change finally the mother-in-law told bring Fitri to Mbah inem neighbor near the house of in-laws.incidentally I also know Mbah inem well.
after a long time playing.we say goodbye to mom.
until the house isya, we immediately shower and perform the prayers Isa first I go straight into the room mama.there is KIA and adi.kata KIA "mama has started ngaco mba talk"
"mama said tomorrow there will be many people who Dateng come here to neatin house yes KIA, keep your name SM mas Wahyu and Fitri continue"
Fitri whose name is called directly into his eye room, and said"eyang Fiti came home, this Fiti bawain jeluk was asking for a jeluk"while bribing oranges into the mouth of his eyes.mama who saw Fitri immediately hugged him, and said"Fitri granddaughter of smart eyes, do not be naughty yes, Fitri should be obedient to mama yes son, Fitri can't cry ya,remember my eyes are the same Fitri" with a tone of speech that has been unclear.mama also pointed to my parade.I also approached him."mba you have to be patient ya face this test, I'm looking forward to it,remember mba mama equally dear papa mba,mba must take care of all yes, he must be strong for the sake of all, do not fight again the same Revelation, be a good wife and obey the same husband yes mba,"mama said while crying though pelo but I could clearly hear her voice.suddenly mama said sick, we kept whispering sholawat in mama's ear and recited the phrase shahada in her ear,mama who sleeps in the lap Adi Directly call us all her.we gather next to mama.uwa Ismail who was on the phone mas Revelation from earlier ,just came after we gathered mama said two sentences of shahada quietly and breathed her last breath.
Adi who had been holding me immediately mama shouted hysterically"mama,,,,,,,"
we were crying too.
innalilahi wa inalillahi rojiun said uwa Ismail after holding the arm of his hand to check his pulse.
KIA immediately hugged me she cried without stopping, Ali and Adi too.
the neighbors who heard our voices were crying.
Goodbye mama we love mama but Allah SWT more dear mama, maybe this is the best way for mama, mama,mama will no longer feel pain.mama can gather again with papa in nature there we love you mama and papa
after finishing bathing and the brother of the deceased papa came also my late brother came also my mother and father-in-law, the body of my mother was immediately buried beside the grave papa.
I remember the message mama ,iya mah Gita will be strong Gita will keep her adek all.insyaallah Gita will be a good wife.
