
The goddess of the night has welcomed the beautiful half-moon hanging in the dark sky in place of the task of the bagaskara. Scroll the wrist timer that displays the digital number 19.55, which means Arini will soon be home.
I was waiting at the coffee shop right around the corner of the street near the house. While enjoying the black and fried coffee, my mind drifted back to the events of this afternoon.
What if Arini finds out I locked her mother in the room? What reason would he accept? Will Arini believe my words? What if that demonic woman twisted the facts? Will Arini trust his mother more?
Too many questions swirled in my brain, making this head feel dizzy. I've been wanting to propose Arini to rent a house to her mother for a long time, or find a husband to keep her from being lonely.
However, all ideas are only limited to ideas that are buried in the mind that are not delivered without the courage to uncover. I don't know.. I just think about Arini's feelings, I'm afraid he'll misunderstand. But if it is like this continuously, I am tormented with temptations that are difficult to resist.
'Alright, tonight I should try to talk to Arini, ' I murmured inwardly trying to affirm the steps I was going to take.
I rushed to hang out with friends. I think I should get home before Arini finds out I locked up her mother. At least I'm not a suspect in attempted molestation.
Silent mood. There was no sound of that scream anymore. Maybe the woman was tired of screaming. Immediately I turned the key slowly so as not to be heard by him. But just as this hand was twisting, a voice again surprised me.
"Brazed son-in-law!"
Suddenly I turned around. The woman in a red dress with the low cleavage was already in front of me with a waistline. It looks like he is angry, but let .. the important thing is that I survive this cursed devil's entanglement.
"You think playing with me is good?" ask her with a annoyed tone.
"Sorry, Mom. I don't mean that. Oh yeah, Arini's coming home soon. I'd better get in the room and change into a more closed outfit" I said with a slight smile that I forced.
"Review you!" threatening the woman as it passed from before me to the room, the bang of the door slammed hard enough to make me shocked and stroked the chest.
I breathed a sigh of relief, then threw my body onto the sofa in front of the TV. Not long after I heard the sound of Arini's motorbike. With a heart full of flowers I greet the wingless angel. I intentionally did not let myself stay away from him until bedtime.
"This is why, anyway? Lately every time I go home it must be romantic" asked Arini as I massaged her legs.
I looked at the shade netra that belonged to Arini. I would love to honestly reveal everything, but this tongue is so dumb. There will be wounds that stab the heart, disappointment will certainly spread to kill every taste.
"Daddy, can't you talk?" ask me carefully.
"This one is like someone else. What do you want to talk about?"
"But promise no offense, huh?" I stopped the massage and changed positions closer to her.
"No offense as long as you don't talk about other women." Arini's little laugh accompanied her sentence.
"Anu, Deck .. um.. like this." Confusion struck me, how should I begin to express everything to Arini.
"Mas Danu is fine, right?" Arini's round eyes probed, making me even more unsure to continue with the words.
"Yes already, Deck. Let's just go to sleep."
"Mas sure?"
I just nodded my head while smiling. I pulled down and grabbed Arini's head, gently clenched the top of her head.
"Are you sure you don't want anything tonight?" Arini's head looked up at me, the clear bead with the mischievous flutter teased me.
Strange, why did Arini suddenly become aggressive? My imagination goes back to Bu Hera, the crazy woman who was so seductive. The wild imagination excites me when I love Arini.
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The sound of the dawn Adhan touched the eardrum, waking me from a dream. When these eyes opened, right in front of me Arini's face was still deep in her sleep.
Arini, the hard life you have lived from childhood. I don't want your heart to be hurt by your own mother. But I need your help, I'm afraid I won't be able to withstand every whisper of seduction that continues to erode this defense of the heart.
I got up, sat on the edge of the bed. I put my face in my arms. Trying to shake off the turmoil of lust when remembering the body of the lonely woman.
"Mas," Arini's call with a pat on the shoulder struck me from the daydream.
"Why is this? Early in the morning was nervous. Any issues?"
"It's okay, Deck. I just thought about it again."
"Think what? I think it's serious." Arini's gaze made me uncomfortable.
"We take a shower at dawn first, okay? After that I'll talk."
Without saying much Arini smiled and nodded, then walked towards the bathroom. Luckily, this room has a bathroom inside, so I don't have to bother to meet the woman who owns the body so crazy in the morning blind.
After having two dawn rakaats, I steadied myself to express the ideas I have been shuffling for the past few days.
"Sir, what if our mother finds a contract?"
Arini who was folding her face stopped the movement of her hand, the net looked back at me as if asking for an explanation.
"Does you mind if you stay here?"
"Bu-not so, Deck."
"Then?"
I'm speechless. Baffled. Wrong attitude. "Mas is not comfortable if there is a mother here," I continued, but I immediately regretted my words.
The more confused and chaotic my behavior, no longer know how to arrange a good word so as not to offend.
"Why did Mas just say that it's uncomfortable for my mom to be here? Is he troubling Mas?"
"Bu-not that, Deck. Hsnare ... Confused by the words." I scratched my itchy head violently.
"Did mom offend you? Or maybe you said rudely to Mas Danu?"
"No, Deck."
"Then?" Arini pressed me even more, she really did not know what disaster was threatening her.
"Why don't you marry again, Dek? If she remarries, she'll have a life of her own." I'm trying to switch the conversation.
"So, I mean Mas Danu ... Mother has been meddling in our affairs?"
"Duuuh .. is wrong again." I pat this eel, sorry about the words I said.
"Mas Danu why, anyway? Wonder, huh!" babble Arini as his hand continued to fold the face and left me alone with a million confusions.
Anxiety increasingly struck, as strong as the rock must be eroded over time also by the pounding of the waves. Moreover, the lust that settles within, not forever will be able to be restrained.
Arini, I hope you can understand what happened soon. My brother could no longer hold back alone.