Tears of Regret

Aneh

Actually I feel guilty for doing that, but somehow I still want to fulfill his wish.

Whether this is love or passion I really can't tell the difference, I just want to see Adrian happy.

Day after day passed, kissing became something we used to do, even now I'm used to it.

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Two more days of Adrian's birthday, I was very confused to have to prepare what gift for him.

''Hello! ika, are you busy?'' I called Ika in hopes she gave me an idea.

''Samira, is this you?'' Said melekku.

''Then who else? I'd like to ask you something if you don't mind,''

''What's that? you haven't remembered me in a long time, what happened? did your lover run.''

''Be quiet... Two more days Adrian's birthday, but I'm confused what to do?''

''I know, even one school knows, Some girls at school will prepare a party for her, don't you know?''

''No, Adrian didn't tell me.'' I was upset to hear his words. Even though we were dating, but the crazy girls did not stop to approach him.

''Your love also does not know about the surprise prepared for him, Give clothes or accessories that he can use long as a gift, if there is an item that he will never let go of his grasp,''

''Thanks... Her advice!''

''Eh... Don't shut it down, samira, even if you love Adrian. But, you must remember not to sacrifice your honor for the sake of a moment's pleasure, may what people say be wrong.''

''What's first?'' I wonder if anyone might see me kissing.

''You're with Adrian to what extent?''

''Samira, don't let me have a niece! Ha..ha..ha...'' He laughed with satisfaction after mocking me.

''Ih... Ika! what the hell! I'm not that kind of person you know!'' I turned the phone off in a fit of annoyance.

Although what Ika said was true but I felt annoyed by her words, as if I could not keep my honor.

As a sabahat indeed he has the right to give me advice, let alone this about my future.

The money on my shoulder is thin, if you have to buy a gift, it is definitely not enough. Only my parents can help me.

''Mom, where? Give the phone to your father or mother, it turns out my sister picked up the phone.

''Surely the big brother's money runs out right, lately all the money father and mother run out for you, okay yes.''

''Hmmm.. quickly give the phone to mom''

''Hello Samira, are you okay?'' Said my mother with a soft word.

''Yes, my mother is fine. Ma'am my school needs a lot to pay, but my money is not enough.''

''I will send you yes... Do not worry, the important thing is that you must focus on learning and can make you proud. Big hope mom for Samira someday you will be a jewel.''

''Mother pray for your son, that everything will go smoothly without any hindrance, '' Hearing mother's words, making my heart ache should lie to him, for the sake of someone I love.

''Udah yes... Study hard!''

Even though I know what I'm doing isn't right, but I can't resist my feelings, now Adrian is my world.

Especially now, the only person who would listen to my grievances is Adrian, he always pampered me and loved me under any circumstances.

Seriate...