Tears of Regret
Deciding Move On
Sick, sad, disappointed and angry mixed into one, the wife who had been Angkasa loved, loved and prioritized, could stab him from behind. What is worse is that the work is made up of reasons to cover up lies.
Upon arriving at the space house sitting while looking at the photos of their marriage first, it was from the first space that was chasing Anastasia, she really fought for her love, she really fought for her, but he did not expect after Anastasia worked and rose to office he began to change.
No more tenderness from Anastasia, no more laughter from a couple, all gone since Anastasia got her new job.
Angkasa tries to be patient, hoping that one day Anastasia will be aware of his attitude, but what happens now is the opposite, Anastasia has played with her boss.
"After what I gave you, was betrayal the way you thanked me" Angkasa said.
The space that could not stand the pain of his heart trying to blow everything onto the sofa, he hit the sofa while crying.
"What is the less great love for you? is it wrong how I love you? so you can do that to me?" space Shouts.
"Why the one who scratches the wound so deeply is the one I love so much, why not someone else!"
Space continued to scream venting his heartache,
such a deep love for Anastasia made her hurt deeply too.
After being satisfied to vent his heartache, Angkasa decided to rest because his body was still not healed.
Although hard he tried to make everything happen, he tried to let go of his wife if indeed his wife was not happy with him.
"Maybe Richard is the best for you. An," muttered space in between her cries.
Time passed quickly, it was felt that the rest was enough space to wake up after he cooked because his stomach was very hungry.
Not wanting to think of Anastasia who never thought of it, the sky chose to play his laptop. When he was busy reading accidentally he found an article where the content is the S2 program, Angkasa seemed interested in the article, who knows after getting an S2 diploma he can become a lecturer at the university.
"Rather than thinking of you betterI think of my own future, this heart hurts you too much with the word kere," muttered Angkasa.
Angkasa is a smart person, he was also the best graduate in his university until he was offered a job at a public school, when Angkasa took the civil service test and he passed.
For the salary of Angkasa itself is not low even above the UMR of his city just that Anastasia never grateful for what she has so always judge Angkasa because her salary is much more.
Three days passed, Angkasa intensively gave lessons to his students, he also opened private tutoring services for students who can not tutoring outside the home and of course the payment for one private tutoring is more expensive.
Initially Angkasa was actively working for Anastasia, he wanted to make his wife happy but Anastasia now betrayed him.
"It's good there's still two months left to list the S2 program" Space murmured.
He wants to show Anastasia that he can be more established even without Anastasia.
Being hurt by Anastasia did not make Angkasa weak, she did not want to cry let alone regret everything, just who had to regret was Anastasia because she would lose a person who was very sincere in love with her.
Strong faith and continued to lean on the creator makes Angkasa more rigid, although on his prayer he cried because of the heartache is very deep.
It did not feel like a week, today is the day Anastasia returned from the island of Bali. Upon arrival at the house Anastasia called Angkasa because the suitcase she carried was very heavy.
Since Angkasa never left Anastasia decided to bring her own suitcase and groceries into the house.
"Budeg base," maki Anastasia.
Moments later the new Space came out of the room, he stared at Anastasia at a glance then walked towards the kitchen without greeting.
"I'm thirsty to get you a drink" Anastasia said.
"I'm so tired of coming home from work, anyway,"
Space is silent, he prefers to play his phone rather than serve his wife.
"You're a budeg or whatever," Anastasia said as she walked closer to Space.
Angkasa casually put down his phone then looked at the angry Anastasia.
"Have your feet and hands to grab your own drink,"
Angkasa's words suddenly made Anastasia gawk, she did not expect that Angkasa could say so because all this time her husband always obeyed what he said.
"You're why!" asked Anastasia in a high tone.
Do not want to discuss the question Angkasa's wife moved from her seat and want to go back to the room.
"Mas! this is what it takes for a new wife to come home from work!"
Angkasa's amused gaze was fixed on Anastasia, Anastasia claimed she returned home from work when she was on the island of Bali having fun with Richard.
"What work? didn't you lie to me" said Angkasa.
"What do you mean, sir?" asked Anastasia who pretended not to understand.
"Here An, are you not tired of lying.I am the one you lied to feel tired Lo," said Angkasa.
Without a doubt Angkasa left Anastasia in her place without asking what's been eating yet? are you tired, aren't you? and also others.
"Review you are mas! what do you mean, you accuse me of lying. Crazy husband, it's useless, too,"
Hearing the insults of his wife made Angkasa smile, he continued to walk without turning his body different from before, because usually when he was insulted he chose to argue with Anastasia.
"You will soon be free An, there will be no more of this useless husband beside you, there will be no more husband Kere beside you and there will be no more husband who is always wrong in your eyes," Inner Space with tears.
The heart that continues to be hurt gives up already, the mind that is always tormented waving hands, a pile of wounds on the chest will disappear over time.
Angkasa took his bag and laptop and then came out because he would give private lessons to his students, Anastasia who still does not know if Angkasa knows her affair looks calm she thinks that Angkasa is still like the old days who begged love for her.
Right at nine Angkasa just came home, he immediately entered the room to take his blanket because he did not want to bed with Anastasia.
He decided to sleep in the next room because he wanted to sleep alone anyway all this time sleeping alone or not the same.
The next morning, Angkasa only made breakfast for himself. Unlike Anastasia, Angkasa is always grateful for the favors she eats, even though she only eats with eggs and potluck vegetables.
"Where is breakfast for me?" ask Anastasia.
"You will have a lot of money, where you may want to eat breakfast omelet and sauteed kale, rather than wasting food yes I better cook alone," replied Angkasa.
"There's a problem what the hell mas, from yesterday your attitude is outrageous at all me! shouted Anastasia.
Space laughed, Anastasia's speech should be for Anastasia herself not for herself.
"What's outrageous is you An, not me. Already I do not want good mood this morning turned into a bad mood," said Angkasa then went to leave Anastasia and a plate of kale vegetables on the table.
