Tears of Regret

Kismin Kok Maintained

The clock shows 19.00 only the sound of vehicles passing by, it feels lonely to live alone, it turns out Ika has also returned home.

Luckily there was still food so I didn't have to go out and buy it, I took the rice and the side dishes and went back to my bed.

Kring..kring..kring (my phone voice sounds).

''Hello!''

''Samira, boy! how are you?'' It was my mother who called.

''Ok mom, how are you?''

''Well, how was your first day of school, did you have any friends?'' Ask mother.

''Don't think about me too much, Mom, I'm happy here. Ika the name of my friend and just came home, mother do'a right to smooth all my affairs.'' I hold back tears.

''Always, take good care of yourself! You're there by yourself so we can't keep an eye on you like we used to, only you can keep your pride, if whatever happens tell mom as soon as possible.''

All of a sudden this rice became bland, my tears welled up, holding back the longing I couldn't say.

I remember a time when gathering with my family laughing together, eating together, when I really wanted to go to school to a place very far, it turned out that everything was not as beautiful as my imagination.

I want to tell them that I want to come back and not want to be in this place, but there is no way that I have chosen to go to school here.

Now I can't go home before I finish my education for the next 3 years.

I fell asleep with tears flowing.

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At 06:30 it was time to go to school and today it is held Mos, for today it is not too rough anymore, I can easily find the classroom yesterday.

It turned out that there were only a few people who came and that was also a man. I was so clumsy to be in class alone and the only girl.

I took my bag and sat in front of the class waiting for the others to come, 15 minutes passed but no one came.

''Hi...!'' Suddenly he sat beside me.

''Aldrian, who are you?'' he extended his hand.

''I'm samira, oh yeah... Thank you for helping me. If not! maybe I'll surround the whole school building,''

''Will you be friends with me?''

''Where ya...!'' I speak a thousand languages.

''Samira I just asked you to make me a friend instead of a girlfriend, '' She muttered with a big smile.

''I am confused as to what.'' said I lowered my head.

''If you don't want me to be your friend, I can understand! I know myself. You can never have a friend as good as you.'' He said then left me.

I felt so guilty for what happened, the person who had been kind to me now left me disappointed.

''Samira.woy...'' Ika ran towards me.

''Why should I run? I can walk normally.'' My word.

''What kind of handsome guy would come here? we passed but, when I rebuked, he did not look at me at all and just left, very sick to know this heart, he said with bad breath.

''Adrian his name is not siganteng, sit first later your breath abis.'' I pulled the corner on my side.

''You know! it turns out that he is the idol of the girls, our upperclassman 2 Smk and the prettiest boy here.''

''Then I should adore him?'' I looked at him in a annoyed tone.

''It's not like that either!''

''So he came here and asked me to be his friend, but I didn't answer and he left.''

''Samira..samira..why?'' he pinched my hand because he was furious.

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