Tears of Regret

Sickness-Booked Space

Anastasia was sitting limp on the floor, she was crying so desperately begging the sky to want to refer her back but Angkasa's heart was sick that Anastasia's desire to refer would not be accepted.

"I beg you, I can't live without you" Anastasia said amid her cries.

Angkasa sighed then he sat down before Anastasia. If Anastasia can't live without her then why is she having an affair? why was his attitude so painful?

"Isn't the path you want? don't you want this farewell? don't you prefer Richard over me? so why are you begging me to come back?" Angkasa bombarded Anastasia with various questions.

Anastasia's tears were getting broken, she was very sorry to have married Angkasa to Richard whom she always adored and glorified at that time.

"I'm sorry mas," Anastasia said softly.

"It's An, we have our own path now. We don't fit together, I'm not your taste I'm not a rich man who can give you the world" Space said.

Space memory goes back to a time when Anastasia always mocked and insulted him, especially his wife could wish for his love so deep.

"We can start from zero mas, I will be a noble wife, a loving wife husband, I promise mas," Anastasia said.

Angkasa just smiled, when Anastasia asked for a lecture she also said so, she promised not to forget the time, will not leave her obligations as a wife but the reality is not so, he promised, after graduating from college and rising to the post of Anastasia became an ungodly wife, not only that she always made property and qibla position and rejected the measure of happiness.

"I'm sorry An, I can't" said Angkasa.

Angkasa asks Anastasia to put her clothes back on and go home, she does not want to be accused by residents of doing indecent things inside the house with her ex-wife herself.

After putting on her clothes back, Angkasa escorted Anastasia forward. He wants his ex-wife to go home quickly because he does not want any problems with the surrounding residents.

"Every day I'm going to keep coming here mas, I'm not going to give up on getting your love back," Anastasia said then walked to her car.

"Up to you An," Inner Space.

After Anastasia's departure, the sky quickly closed the door of her house and went to the room, she did not want Anastasia to come back and forced to spend the night in her house.

"It's enough that my heart is bleeding because of your speech An, even though a mountain of your regrets there's no way I can come back to you anymore" Angkasa muttered as he walked towards his room.

It seems that Anastasia did not give up, every day she always came to the Space house to deliver food, this eventually made Angkasa uncomfortable and fed up.

In the past when Space was still beside him never once Anastasia attention, even Angkasa was the one who served Anastasia.

"What the hell do you want An!" ask Space in a high tone.

"It's not easy to forget you mas, please let me come back to you again" pinta Anastasia.

"I can not and forever will not be able to, understand An," said Angkasa by rubbing his hair violently.

Anastasia seemed not to accept with the words of space so she continued to force the space to want to refer to him.

Although Angkasa has revealed all but Anastasia seems to not care, for him the affair is something natural which can still be forgiven as long as it wants to change.

"Whatever you say An, I don't care anymore.please don't make me hate you for your attitude like this." The Space Replacement that begs.

As hard as Anastasia asked to persuade and pleaded for space still did not want to return to him, the wound was so deep that it could no longer be treated.

Unable to get back into space Anastasia tried to threaten space, saying she would kill herself if space did not want to return to her.

Hearing that certainly makes Angkasa laugh, although Anastasia committed suicide, hung herself on a tree even though she did not care because for her Anastasia was no one else, he said, he was just a fragment of the past that had no value whatsoever in the heart of Space.

"You're so funny, I used to be mad when I heard you were going to kill yourself but not for now An, if indeed suicide can reduce your problems please after all you yourself who bear his sin," said Angkasa.

"Did that taste disappear? has that love gone away?" ask Anastasia.

"All my love and love for you has been destroyed so as hard as you want to go back my heart will not want to look again" replied Angkasa.

Because upset finally Anastasia decided to go from the Space house, according to him Space is very, very changed not like the first Space.

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Again Alex asked Anastasia to serve him, although Anastasia was reluctant but Alex continued to force even threaten him so inevitably Anastasia had to follow Alex's will.

Being ja-lang Alex did not discourage Anastasia's intention to return to Space, again, as he said at that time Anastasia always went to the Space house to deliver food but when Anastasia came she never met with Angkasa because Angkasa himself had been reluctant to meet with Anastasia, but when Anastasia came, even if he comes the night the Space won't open the door.

One night, Richard, who wants to let go of his bachelor, asks Alex to come to his apartment, because there will definitely be a drink, Alex finally invites Anastasia, at first Anastasia was reluctant but again the threat that worked so inevitably Anastasia came with Alex.

"Why do you always force me" Anastasia protested.

"Because you are my bed slave Anastasia" Alex said with a laugh.

Anastasia's heart was so torn by Alex's words, she was only made into a bed slave who did not have a future which would be discarded if bored.

"With Space I was made queen but with Alex and Richard I was made a private ja-lang and a bed slave," Anastasia's inner heart with tears seeping out.

This is the law of the harvest, he himself wants to belong to the rich and now God grants it by being a mistress even a slave of the rich.

"Have not wept, have I not given you pleasure and warmth? why are you crying?" ask Alex.

Lazy to answer Alex's question, Anastasia just fell silent, she was completely fed up with the life she was living right now.

In Richard's apartment he was again made a mother-naf-su by Alex, without any sympathy in the heart of Alex just continue to enjoy the body of Anastasia without stopping.

"Sir is sir, I'm tired" Anastasia pinta.