Teach Me to Believe Again

Teach Me to Believe Again
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The next day Alexsa goes to the agency to apologize


for his actions that have messed up some shooting schedules.


‘’I'm really really sorry, sorry am I.’’Word


Alexsa bowed her head a little.


After some advice and reprimand from the editor-in-chief


Alexsa is out and gone from the agency.


‘’Lexsa.’’Call Alisa, Alexsa is quite surprised to see Alisa


standing in front of his agency building.


‘’You're fine.’’Alisa's worried.


‘’iya, now I feel relieved.’’Alexsa smiled faintly


‘’Begukah, thank you!oh yeah.’’Alisa took a letter


from inside his bag.


‘’It.’’Alexsa looked at what was written from her mother.


‘Can I accept myself?’Think Alexsa.


‘Is anything going to change?’there is still doubt inside


her heart.


‘The heart is the most fragile and easily hurt in humans and


it is very difficult to treat it.’Inner Alexsa.


‘Can I really do it?’Ask Alexsa at


itself.


‘’Lexsa, why? Are you sick?’’Alisa asked because Alexsa was silent.


‘’Not what,ayo.’’Alexsa said and took the letter in


pengang Alisa and go home together.


……..


When Alexsa opens her locker to pick up the book, the locker


filled with small papers until some fell out, he picked one up


paper it and read it.


You're just an amateur model


stop acting like you're special.


‘What this is all I get from all the things that I


do until now?’Think Alexsa's disappointed.


He threw away all the papers that were inside his locker after


clean up and put in the books he needs he went up to the second floor going to


his class.


The astonished Ayumi saw that there was a table on the stairs and it was getting less and less


understand when he finds out that the table belongs to Alexsa without a stale Ayumi brings


table her to Alexsa's class.


‘’You please stop, don't do that again.’’Said Alisa


on the two schoolgirls who moved Alexsa's desk.


‘’What? That alias of him has hurt you and made you


sad.’’Said his classmate.


‘’True, we did this it for you.’’The other word.


‘’She did nothing to me.’’Alisa.


‘’We only reply to what he has done just that


just a little.’’ He said it was as if what he did was just action


trivial.


‘’That's not a little but you guys schemed to bully


Alexsa.’’Jerky Alisa.


‘’What do you say? What we do this ..’’when will


wrangling the collar of Alisa's other friend's shirt stopped her.


‘’Quite, let's go.’’He said then left


Alisa's.


‘’Cih stupid base.’’He told Alisa and followed


his friend.


‘Why can people be happy with hurting others?’Inner


Alisa looked at their backs with nanar.


‘’What are you doing?’’Alexsa asked when she saw Ayumi


carrying a table that was thought to belong to her in front of the classroom door.


‘’S-good morning.’’Sapa Ayumi was nervous.


‘’What are you doing with my desk?’’Alexsa was angry.


‘’I'm sorry.’’Ayumi


‘’When he just wanted to return it, but instead at


angrii.’’Comments from students passing by.


‘’True.’’Reply friend.


‘’Restore it?’’Alexsa Mumbles.


‘’I just want to...return it to class.’’Ayumi.


‘’Why did you do it? ‘’Tanya Alexsa is inexhaustible,di


when all the disciples scoffed at him he was the opposite.


‘’Color I can't stand by and watch, I


know that Alexsa is a good person.’’Answer Ayumi


‘’I can't see them doing this on


mu.’’Further.


‘’Which you've seen all this time isn't who I am


actually.’’Alexsa.


‘’I just pretend to be nice to you during


this.’’Further.


‘’You were wrong.’’Denying Ayumi.


‘’You always treat me well, you also invite


I'm having fun and buying me.’’Ayumi said, Alexsa was a little stunned


with Ayumi's words.


‘’Walau you said that all of it is just pura but you


has made me very happy.’’Further


‘’I don't hate you at all.’’Ayumi said sincerely.


Alexsa flinched then smiled thinly sincerely. Him


glad someone still cares about it.


Alexsa approaches and takes over her desk from Ayumi.


‘’I'm fine, I'm used to kok in jahili, not


need to worry.’’Alexsa.


‘’Sorry I yelled at you earlier.’’Alexsa said with


heartfelt.


‘’Thank you.’’Further.


‘’No problem.’’Ayumi cried because of Alexsa's words.


‘I won't act like I used to, I'm sober


if the lies I made not only hurt other people but myself


alone.’


‘I won't read anyone else's expression anymore and won't


will care again with the opinion of others because this is my life will be me


do as I please.’Alexsa said in my heart.


‘I also will not make a weak friendship


again.’Further.


……..


As Alexsa said he would do what he did


I want to be without hearing the words of others.


He'll now change his image and show Alexsa


the truth is, he would take off the mask that he had been wearing even him all along


cut her hair.


‘’Happy day.’’Sapa Kanaya's.


‘’Ah,Alexsa you cut your hair well?’’Ask Kanaya then


sit next to Alexsa.


‘’Ya.’’Alexsa replied briefly.


‘’Good look, I'm having a hard time changing the cut style


my hair.’’Kanaya.


‘’I don't want people to say strange things in


internet.’’Further.


‘’Who cares?’’Alexsa put her phone down after him


deleted some numbers on his phone.


‘’What?’’Kanaya asked not to understand.


‘’If you keep listening to their word, it won't


never finished.’’Alexsa.


‘’You also won't be able to do what you want


kan.’’Further.


‘’I don't care what people say to me, I


want to live openly and honestly.’’Alexsa said firmly and seriously.


Septian smiled as he looked at the magazine with the cover


featuring Alexsa in a changed style that looks energetic and


Graceful at the same time.


……..


‘’Mother heard there will be a festival in the city square.’’Said Sarah


who was eating ice cream.


‘’True?’’May said no interest .


‘’You didn't go on a date?’’ Ask Sarah in wonder.


‘’What does mother mean?’’Tanya Mei who turned off her water faucet


he finished washing the dishes and wiped his hands.


‘’Do you not want to ask her to date?’’Ask Sarah.


‘’Why should?’’Said Mei looking a red hue on her cheek.


‘’Kok Why? Come on, you got a handsome boyfriend and


cool, it's a pity if not on display.’’Reply Sarah.


‘’Tau ah up to mom.’’Mei said then went to her room


while hiding his face that was already as red as a boiled crab.


‘’Lo instead go anyway.’’Said Sarah.


‘’Maybe she is shy,hihihi.’’Further.


He laughed at the behavior of his son who always avoided talking about his girlfriend.