Teach Me to Believe Again

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‘’How are you? It's me Septian!’’It makes Reyhan, Indra

and Hendri was surprised.

‘’A-ahh.’’Reyhan's mouth is stiff, he still doesn't trust friends

what he considered a friend who used to go now is in the

with a different look.

Septian looked over at Reyhan's side where Mei was sitting

stare of wonder and bewildered.Inadvertently he saw ‘key love’ hanging on

reyhan's cell phone he held and there's the name Mei Hendri wrote there.

‘’Oh apparently your girlfriend is Reyhan.’’The Septian Word

make them confused.

‘’You brat,what's up there,kemari’’Shouted a

middle-aged woman, she's upset Septian just left.

‘’We have to go to the principal's office now.’’Yells

any more.

‘’Iya,wait.’’Answer Septian.

‘’Happy to meet you guys, see you later.’’Septians

waving her hand then moving away towards the middle-aged woman

yelling earlier.

‘’That's really Septian right?’’Ask Ayumi after Septian

go awayl.

‘’Skaya sih iyah.’’Answer Indra.

‘’But why his appearance changed so.’’Further.

‘’Who?’’Ask Gracefully.

‘’He was our friend SMP time .’’Answer Ayumi.

‘’Class VII time I'm one class with it.’’Further.

‘’Is he the person you told Reyhan?’’Ask Sena.

‘’Daddy, but now the appearance has changed.’’Answer

Reyhan.

‘’It looks like you know him ,May.’’Ask Hendri in May.

‘’Several days she always stopped by the cafe buying chicken

geprek .’’Mei Said.

‘’I don't know if he's your friend.’’Further.

‘’Hem.’’Reyhan just smiled.

They resume their delayed activities

it was the guests who surprised them.

And from the arrival of Septian Reyhan was just silent

he hollered the babble of his friend.

The bell home from school has rang all the students in droves

out of class , even though Reyhan was holding Mei's hand went towards

parking.

After the second ride, Reyhan immediately run the motor

she leaves school for the cafe where Mei works.

‘’Rey.’’Mei called Reyhan after getting off the bike.

‘’Rey.’’Call him again but Reyhan doesn't budge.

‘’REYHAN.!!’’Mei screamed because she was upset and worried

in the lamp they were rebuked and angered because they did not walk immediately when

the lights are green.

‘’Ah...iyah what's up May? You want to go to the cafe now?’’Ask

Reyhan's dazed.

‘’We have arrived at cafe.’’Mei said more worried.

‘’Eh, really? Since when?’’Reyhan looked around and right

they have arrived.

‘’You why, is there a problem?’’Ask Mei worried.

‘’I noticed you were quiet from earlier, if it was you

I'm having the same story.’’Added.

‘’Nothing what, I have no problem maybe I'm too

tired because yesterday I stayed up.’’Reyhan said lying he didn't want to make

Mei was more worried.

‘’So well.’’Said Mei received Reyhan's excuse even though she

didn't believe it.

‘’I go home first,its working spirit.’’Reyhan said then

rubbed Mei's hair.

Mei smiled saraya nodded her head, Reyhan turned on

the motor then left May.

The smile that was on Mei's lips faded after Reyhan left

Mei stared at Reyhan's back which was getting away.

‘’What's only me that starts trusting yourself Rey.’’Mei said

muddied.

‘’Do you not trust me or only me

thought all this time that you cherished me.’’Further.

Then he went into the cafe when Mei was shocked

Septian yelled at her.

‘’Halo senpai, as I said, I've moved and entered school.’’Yells

in front of the cashier's table.

‘’Good!’’Mei rubbed her chest, she was right

astounded.

‘’Senpai.’’Mei muttered not understanding.

‘’Whispering prehokit boy.’’ Rani said annoyed, almost her

crouching from Septian's cries, she had already held him to pee from earlier.

‘’Mei replace me, I can't stand it.’’Said Rani

Mei and Septian gawked at the negligent Rani while

yelling, Mei put down her bag and served Septian.

‘’Eh,senpai prehokit what is it?’’Septian asked curiously

Rani told him that.

‘’Where do I know, and stop calling me senpai.’’Mei Said.

‘’I'm not your senpai.’’Added.

‘’Lho , instead of you being my senior it means you are

senpai ku.’’Septian.

‘’Color I entered at the end of the semester and soon the exam

jagi I got into class 10 instead of 11.’’Septian Clear.

‘’Why not go to class 11 only.’’Ask Mei seraya

put the food that was in the Septian message.

‘’From the shame of not being able to go up the class is better so

sister grade.’’The answer is unclear.

‘’Terserah.’’Mei said that she would not bother.

‘’Nih everything Rp.57.000 thousand.’’Mei handed over the package.

‘’Thank you.’’Septian took it and gave it the money.

‘’Actually I came back here again it wants to avenge

my revenge.’’Septian said, Mei flinched and stopped while counting money

change-over.

‘’Revenge.’’Mei Said.

‘At whom? Reyhan's? What this is that makes Reyhan speechless

earlier.’Think Mei's worried.

‘’Daddy, on those who bullied me first.’’Answer

Septians.

‘’Not on Reyhan.’’Mei said, she immediately clasped her mouth

because keceplosan.

‘Gosh pake keceplosan soon anyway.’Inner May.

‘’For what am I revenge on Reyhan?’’Ask Septian

bewildered.

‘’I have no grudges against him.’’Further.

‘’You're not angry, is not the reason you're bullied

Reyhan.’’Mei asked curiously.

‘’Hahaha, did Reyhan tell me that I was in the bully because.’’Ask

Septian, Mei nodded.

‘’No, not because of him but because of something else.’’Word

Septians.

‘’Sgratitude.’’Mumbles Mei

‘’But what will change if you reply to them?’’Ask

Of May.

‘’Those who love bullying never know the pain in

bully, I just wanted to tell them how I felt in the bully

they first.’’Septian.

‘’Only that's what I want to do, whether later he will

changed or not I don't care.’’Further.

‘’I have also felt heartache, when someone I

suppose a good friend stabs me in the back and I think not to

make friends again if it means only to be a tool when they are cornered.’’

Mei looked down at the thing that happened to her first.

Septian gasped at Mei's remark, she might not

dikhiatai his friend and only in annoyance. But he knew the pain must be two

more than what he felt.

Trust is not something that is easily restored when

that trust is gone. Trust is more fragile than glass and when

glass breaks how hard we fix it will always see the cracks

even a single small touch could make it break again.

‘’But now I'm starting to dare to make friends

again and start trusting them.’’Mei Said.

‘Although there is still fear in my heart if they

stay away again when I'm used to their presence.’The word Mei

hearts.

‘’Walau I took a long time to receive them at

near ku.’’Further.

‘’I started enjoying my time with them and started

forget the incident first.’’Mei Said.

‘Alau not completely.’Inner May.

‘’We must not retaliate against those who hurt us by

same way.’’Mei Said.

‘’I probably won't be like you, I'll just

do it through alignment.’’Septian.

‘’Bye toe.’’Septian left the cafe.

When she heard Mei's remark her heart was confirming but she

remembering how they tortured him, mocked him and even affixed him

cigarette butts on his body, he was clenched in the pain of cigarette coals

he still remembers until now.

‘’I'll reply them and tell how it feels

what I felt first.’’Septian said determinedly.

‘’I'll show you that I'm not the one I was

easy on piercing.’’next clenched his hands tightly.