Teach Me to Believe Again

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Septian ran to the minimarket to shelter from

drizzling, her eyes widened as she looked at Alexsa who was walking inside

minimarket with empty view.

Alexsa puts various snails in a basket, chocolate and

the things he always avoided.

Septian continued to watch Alexsa while pulling her eyebrows

upwards astonished and a little worried looking at Alexsa's empty eyes and

sayu.

‘What's with him?’Think Septian.

‘What he's having trouble at work.’ Further.

‘How...’.Inner Alexsa sad.

‘How can I feel hebagaianan.’ Thought

any more.

Then walk to the cashier, pay the bill after him

straight home, unbeknownst to Alexsa, Septian continues to follow him until

up to the contract.

 After the taste of Alexsa

safe and until safely to his home he returned to his destination

before I met Alexsa.

Alexsa put a plastic bag containing a snap indiscriminately, lay down

his body was on the floor while staring at the sky in his room.

‘’I'm not beautiful.’’ Alexsa Mumbles .

‘’No one treats me like

man.’’Further.

‘’That's why I keep acting, the Alexsa

shining, beautiful, cheerful and humble.’’Alexsa.

‘’I worked hard to maintain my image and

trying to make others look happy.’’Alexsa

‘’But?’’Alexsa was disappointed.

‘’Why?’’Alexsa threw the phone into disarray.

‘’Why do they treat me like this?what wrong

me?’’Shouts angry Alexsa.

‘’What's wrong if I want to be beautiful and get

compliments?’’Ask .

He thought back to when he started entering his Junior High

start dressing up yourself because you do not want to be called ugly again by friends

school as before.

Everyone praised him and was willing to be friends with him even

many men say that she is beautiful and approach her only because of her

beautiful and popular. Long time ago she was fed up when she was praised beautiful but she

I have to keep smiling so I don't get back.

He was tired of being so tired of continuing to pretend, he also wanted to

having a person who is right supports her and accompanies her when she is tired

and listen to his complaints.

That's why he's jealous of Mei when he thinks she is

there are many shortcomings, but why people around him want to be friends with him

and always be by her side when she's down, even being able to date men

the man who wants all women in school when there are women who

more beautiful and talented than Mei but why did she choose the usual ordinary Mei

just.

……

‘’Thank you for taking me and coming home

together ku.’’Mei said as she reached her front of her house.

‘’No need to thank anyways I am your girlfriend.’’

Reply Reyhan while rubbing Mei's head.

‘’I should be the one apologizing because you have to wait for me

meeting first.’’Reyhan stroked Mei's cheek.

‘’Em, it's okay I want to go home together

with mu.’’Mei's words that closed her eyes enjoyed Reyhan's touch of hand

on her cheek.

Reyhan smiled looking at Mei who was rile and comfortable with

touch him, he was very happy to be able to make the woman he loved so much and

love is already comfortable being around him is not awkward and stiff anymore.

‘’After there login.’’Reyhan.

‘’Don't forget to pack tomorrow we'll go.’’Further.

Reyhan chuckled at Mei who nodded with a red hue

on both cheeks.

Today is their last day of school and tomorrow

they started a long holiday.

Mei waved her hand ushering in Reyhan's departure while

sweet smile.

‘Now I have people who trust me other than people

my old.’Inner Mei happy.

Mei immediately entered after seeing Reyhan who was not

look again, after the shower and dinner May packed her clothes and necessities

tomorrow they plan to stay two days in Reyhan

plans for longer but she feels bad about Sarah's mother Mei

and also her father Mei is going home she doesn't want to interrupt family events.

‘’Ticket no.’’Mei said she checked her luggage back.

‘’What else well, that I should bring.’’He is confused because

it was the first time he had gone with anyone else.

‘’What are you doing,May?’’Ask Sarah.

‘’Wah, it's worth having a vacation with a girlfriend, here!’’Temptations

Sarah.

‘’Yak,mom tap first before login.’’Said Mei who was upset and

ashamed of his mother's words.

‘’Iya yes,ibu apologise.’’Said Sarah

‘’Please continue do not forget to bring pepper spray fear

later tonight Reyhan play to your room.’’Sarah raised aka tease Mei.

‘’Ibuuu!’’Shouts Mei.

‘’Hahaha’’Sarah laughs after leaving her son's room.

……..

Mei ran to the station because she woke up late

want to relax first because the station and his house near earlier he even overslept again.

‘’Reyhan!’’Shouted Mei as she saw Reyhan leaning on

wall while playing his cell phone.

Reyhan justifies his body and saves his cell phone while

hearing Mei's scream.

‘’Mei-‘’Reyhan stared at Mei who was running towards him with

a difficult look.

‘’What looks ...odd?’’Mei said in front of the silent Reyhan

just.

Mei tucked her hair into her ear and looked

his appearance again taku nothing strange, he wears a white lacy shirt with a skirt

pink as the knee and vest crem color if I do not forget the belt

which sweetens Mei's appearance.

‘’No...’’Reyhan turned his face away.

‘’I think you know exactly how to fascinate me.’’Word

Reyhan shy shy shy.

‘’I only think for once dress up.’’Mei said

nervously.

‘’So well, you look beautiful.’’Said Reyhan who still

I don't want to look at Mei.

‘’I'll go home and replace it!’’May turned back

because of a misunderstanding because Reyhan did not want to look at him from earlier.

‘’Do.’’Reyhan clasped Mei's hand to

stopped it.

After the drama, Reyhan and Mei are on the train

Candy Land's.

‘’Rey.’’Call Mei

‘’Loh,real sleep.’’Mei said while looking at the face

Reyhan who was asleep while tightly grasping Mei's hand.

‘’Wah.’’Mei and Reyhan were both shocked and amazed as they

arrive at an amusement park that looks like a candy empire.

‘’Where did we go?’’Mei said

‘’I see map first.’’When May opens the map Reyhan

pull Mei's hand.

‘’We don't need it.’’Reyhan

‘’I know what wahan we will ride first.’’Further.

‘’What-‘’Kata May.

Mei was a little shok because Reyhan took her to the extreme rides

even at the low level .

Reyhan continues to pull Mei up an extreme ride, the Mei

did not want to make Reyhan disappointed would not want to ride it even though he had to resist the feeling

dreading.

‘’Ah,tadi it's really fun.’’Reyhan said gladly.

After riding some rides they sat on a bench close by

the fountain.

‘’What's up?’’Reyhan asked because from last May was silent.

‘’Eh- what!’’Reyhan panic looks at the pale Mei.

‘’Are you afraid to ride all the rides earlier?’’Ask Reyhan

‘’I'm right sorry.’’Said Reyhan who felt no

delicious, he's here to make Mei happy but he's his own sanang.

‘’No need....you don't apologize.’’Said Mei feeling

guilty.

‘’Mei, you should have told me if you didn't want to go up.’’Word

Reyhan.

‘’Not, I just want to climb all the things you like..

same.’’Mei lowered her voice at the last word out of embarrassment but Reyhan was still

can hear.

‘’So no need to feel guilty.’’Further.

Reyhan smiled at her, heart warmed because of Mei

attention him.

‘’Then you try a little more?’’Reyhan.

her hands.

‘’Ya.’’Mei smiled as she received a helping hand. Reyhan