Teach Me to Believe Again

Teach Me to Believe Again
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Because today's weekend Alexsa came early for a photo shoot.


‘’Good morning.’’Cheerful greeting Alexsa on one of the staps


I was talking to a teenage girl.


‘’Big bag, let me introduce you a new model


we.’’That stap word.


‘’Name Kanaya.’’ Further.


‘’I hope you two get along well and can work together with


good here.’’Said advising.


‘’I-this is an honor.’’Kanaya said a little nervously


on the stap.


He knew that the woman in front of him was one


a rising teenage model and admired by teenagers now, Alexsa.


‘’It's nice to meet you, my name is Kanaya.’’Kanaya


smiling was happy to introduce himself.


‘’Please cooperate.’’ Bend a little and smile


sweet.


Alexsa looked at the woman in front of her with a difficult look


sweet smile.


‘’Happy to meet you too.’’Alexsa's speech is friendly.


‘’Alexsa really very beautiful.’’Praise Kanaya.


‘’I've always wanted to see you directly.’’Further


cheerful.


‘’Eh, I think Kanaya is much prettier than me.’’Alexsa


reply to praise while smiling no less sweet than Kanaya.


‘’Good arms and legs, really make me


envy.’’Further.


‘’Before the photo shoot will start soon, you guys soon


get ready.’’Stap said while looking at the watch in his hand.


‘’Good.’’Answer them in unison.


They went to different dressing rooms to prepare. Alexsa


sitting on the dressing chair staring at the mirror flat and piercing, the stap color on duty


dress her up and dress up Kanaya first.


‘Alexsa always stand


behind because he's tall.’


‘You're wrong!’


‘He always stands on


back because he's the ugliest in the class.’


‘’Ck.’’Alexsa squeaks in annoyance.


He remembered what happened when he was, where he was


always in ridicule because of his height which is different from that of girls in


generally.


He was upset and angry to see the heaters' comments on his social account .


‘’Relax Alexsa, you are now a beauty who is in


idam –have all women.’’Alexsa said to himself.


……..


Mei sighed giving her courage to try


speaking belih first is like Septian's advice yesterday afternoon.


Flashback


Mei who was walking home after work accidentally


meeting with Septian who seemed to be delivering goods, karna looked


the look on Mei's face that looked like she was having a lot of Septian thoughts stopped


ride his bike and greet him.


‘’Mei!’’Call Septian.


‘’Tian?’’Mei saw the questionable Septian.


‘’What's up?’’Ask Septian.


‘’You look pale, are you okay.’’Septian


apprehensive.


Suddenly Mei's tears dripped making Septian teary and


worry more.


‘’Hah?Whahuh?Why?’’Septian said in confusion, he hunted


get off his bike.


‘’What happened?’’The question is approaching May.


‘’Hah.’’Mei regained consciousness and immediately wiped her tears


casually out.


‘’What..what...what..’’Septian asked nervously and confusedly.


‘’I made a mistake.’’Septian.


‘’Not, this is not wrong Tian.’’Answer May.


‘’Sorry this arrived just come out and make you shocked.’’Word


Mei who looked down, tried to wipe her tears that would not stop.


‘’I'm right sorry.’’Mei said, for these two days


he is very sensitive.


‘’What happened?’’Septian asked seriously, Mei was surprised to hear


the exclamation that Septian spoke.


‘’Nothing what.’’Answer May.


‘’Your face says you have a problem.’’Word


Septians.


‘’Do not try to harbor it alone.’’Further.


‘’Try once –times rely on others.’’Septian


pat Mei on the shoulder.


‘’If you don't ask, you won't hear


answer.’’Further.


tell Tian about the problems that happened to him.


After a few minutes May opened her eyes and asked


Septian followed him into the garden.


‘’I'm just confused, what's right by reopening my heart


to be friends again or better if I'm not friends with


people again.’’Mei said after they reached the park.


‘’You know May.’’Septian.


‘’You told others to trust


yourself, but not to yourself.’’Septian.


‘’You encourage others and advise them, but you don't


on yourself.’’Further


‘’You're always thinking negatively about yourself.’’Word


Septians.


‘’But you can always bring a positive aura to people


else, that's what I love about you.’’Further.


‘’Eh.’’Mei said surprised.


‘’But it's not bad.’’Septian.


‘’May, if you don't want to be left behind, you have to


dare to talk to them first.’’The word septian


suggestion.


‘’If we often meet and chat whether the smallest thing


whatever we will get closer and understand each other.’’Word


Septians.


‘’So don't be afraid, trust them and


yourself.’’Continue with a smile.


‘’Thanks ,Tian.’’Mei gave her sweet smile, be careful


be relieved.


Kilas baliak finished.


‘’Oke May you can definitely.’’Mei said while clenching


her hands.


‘’True, not forever me though waiting, I have to


move.’’Said May then stepped over to Ayumi and Anggun who were


standing in front of the madding looking at the announcement.


‘’Ayumi,Anggun.’’Sapa May's.


‘’Mei, good morning.’’Reply Ayumi cheerful.


‘’Hai,tumben what is it?’’Ask Gracefully.


‘’What after school you guys have an event, I want to invite


you guys to the new cafe opening one of my coworkers.’’Ajah Mei shy shy.


‘’Indeed you didn't work today.’’Ask Gracefully.


‘’No, I'm again on leave.’’Answer May.


‘’Well come on,we go.’’Graceful Word.


‘’Yaa, we can finally go three.’’Ayumi said enthusiastically.


‘’Come we have fun before the exam at start.’’Further.


Mei and Anggun smiled at how excited Ayumi was.


…….


Septian stared at the amusement park ticket in hand and then left.


‘’Mei.’’Call Septian as he looks at Mei who is


carrying a map scroll with his classmates.


‘’Can talk for a minute.’’Ask Septian.


Mei turned to her friend for permission, she nodded in giving


permit May. After giving the map scroll Mei went following Septian towards


back garden.


‘’Do you have plans to go on a date with


Reyhan?’’Ask Septian after they arrive.


‘’No, me and Rey don't plan where.’’Answer May.


‘’Either my feelings alone or your relationship is a bit loose.’’Word


Septians.


‘’What?Is there anything strange?’’Ask Mei wonder.


What does it have to do with Reyhan


this Reyhan avoid .


‘’No, nothing strange, but if I were Reyhan me


want to always see people I like all the time.’’Septian


‘’Do Tian have someone he likes?’’Ask Mei.


‘’Ya.’’Answer Septian.


‘’Really.’’Mei Said.


‘’Hm but we are not dating, I just have a crush on him.’’Word


Septians.


‘’I love it because thanks to the girl I realized


my thinking was wrong, he changed me.’’Further.


‘’She is definitely an amazing woman.’’Mei Said.


‘’Ya, she is amazing and she is also experiencing the same thing


with ku.’’Septian.


‘’He was right right good.’’Septian stared at the clouds in the sky for


consoling him.


‘’But he already has a lover, and his lover is right


cool....and he is also my good friend.’’Septian said softly and then looked up


towards Mei while raising her fingers to Mei.


‘’The woman is you,Tachibana May.’’Septian


serious while smiling.


Mei was shocked to hear Septian say.