TANTRIC

TANTRIC
Chapter 75



Tantra tries to remember. She had never had sex with Laura during the disaster until now.


Tantra sat on the sofa in the middle room. covered her face with her palms. His life is hard now. His household ark was being hit by the waves. His dearest son must be willing to lose his golden time of growth without the full affection of the mother.


Just had her life happy because Laura was recovering from her depression. Now she must be confronted by the threat of a recurrence of Laura's depression.


Laura's pregnant.. Laura's pregnant.. Laura's pregnant..


Those words kept ringing in his mind.


Whose son? Is the fetus in Laura's stomach Mike's blood? Is he capable of receiving Mike's flesh blood?


Tantra rubbed her head violently.piercing her own hair as if she wanted to take the burden of thought out of her brain.


Tantra tries to catch her breath. He should still think sanely. Mike had already managed to make his life and Laura fall apart.


“No! I'm not gonna let Mike's words materialize! Laura should be happy with me!”


Tantra began to remember that the night before Laura's captivity, she had been having sex with her.


“Yes! That's my son! That must be my flesh and blood! I'm not gonna let Mike ruin Laura's life. I should be able to convince Laura that the child she contains is my flesh and blood!”


Tantra strengthened her heart. Now he must figure out a way to make Laura believe that the fetus in her stomach is her flesh and blood, not Mike!


Today Tantra deliberately did not reveal Laura's pregnancy. Not trying to hide this from her, Tantra just needs a good time to explain it.


that time is the present. Tantra took Laura to see the gynecologist.


“Mantra, why are we here?” Laura asked confusedly.


“We will know inside dear.” Tantra patiently took Laura with her to enter the check room. Inside the room were nurses, an obstetrician and Rania.


Rania had told the gynecologist about Laura's condition. Very carefully the doctor examined Laura's stomach.


The doctor smiled and asked Tantra to look at the screen. “This Sir. You can see it, right? If from the USG examination he was about 7 weeks.” The doctor then sees Tantra and Laura alternating. “Congratulations Yes Sir, Ma. The fetus in the mother's stomach grows healthy. Keep eating nutritious, do not be too tired and a lot of thoughts. So that the baby mother will be born healthy.”


Laura's dumbfounded. He really could not believe the obstetrician's explanation. Suddenly his mind was empty. LAura can't think of anything right now. Laura was silent.


Even on the way home, not a single word came out of Laura's mouth. Tantra herself was only focused on looking at the street in front of her.


Once the car had reached home, Laura ran down and into the room. Tantra walked quickly to catch up with him.


Just reaching the stairs, Tantra had already heard Laura's voice shouting from inside her room. Tantra asked the servants to invite Zafran to play to the back garden so as not to hear Laura's screams.


Tantra began to go into the room to calm Laura down, but Laura's actions were completely unexpected. Laura smacked her stomach with a bottle filled with water.


Laura slammed the bottle into her stomach while screaming in pain.


Tantra approached and took the bottle and threw it away.


“Darling, what are you doing? You hurt your stomach?”


Laura doesn't care what Tantra says. He continued to beat his stomach with his own fist.


Tantra held Laura's hand. “Stop darling! You can hurt your baby.”


“LEAVE ME! LET THIS KID MAT! I DON'T WANT TO GIVE BIRTH TO A CHILD OF A CRIMINAL!” Laura shouted out putting away Tantric hands.


Tantra still held Laura's hand while trying to calm her down. Laura was tired of stopping her actions. Laura fell into Tantric arms. He cried sobbing.


“Honey, calm yourself. Don't hurt yourself and our baby. He's not Mike's son! He's our son! My flesh and blood!”


Tantra didn't stop talking to convince Laura. Laura begins to calm down and believes that the child in her stomach is not Mike's child.


Time with Zafran must be confiscated because his body can not be used too heavy activity.


Laura had to go in and out of the hospital for up to three times due to lack of fluids.


But Laura was able to go through those tough days because of the support that never broke from the husband.


“My wife is a great mom! A strong mother! Thank you dear for being willing to fight for our children.”


These are the words Tantra spoke every night before Laura fell asleep in her sleep. Words that make Laura wake up with enthusiasm despite having to experience nausea and vomiting every morning until noon.


***


Laura's struggle to conceive her second child has entered the final stage. They were in the hospital preparing for the birth.


The hospital has set up an operating room for the birth of Laura's baby. The doctors and staff are ready as well. But this birth is somewhat different because Tantra asked the Psychiatrist Team who handles Laura's therapy to standby in front of the operating room.


Not for no reason, Tantra deliberately alerted them to the worst possibility if Laura to reject the existence of her baby.


“Why were they insulted by Tra?” Rania, who accompanied Tantra, asked her best friend because she felt strange about the existence of a team of psychiatrists in front of the operating room.


“Just in case Ra.” Answer Tantra flat. The expression on Tantra's own face was worry. Tantra looks nervous and lacks confidence.


“Are you afraid that the child born is not your child?” Rania looked straight and seriously.


Tantra took a deep breath and exhaled. He leaned his body against the wall behind him.


“I'm afraid Ra! I'm afraid that baby isn't my son.” The water filled Tantra's eyelids. The look on his face really showed sadness.


Rania patted Tantra's shoulder slowly then rubbed it.


“Whoever the biological father of the child is, doesn't that matter? Most importantly you can take care of him, you can educate him and make him your real son.”


Rania continued her words, “A child is born like a white paper. The people around him who make him like what. like a streak on white paper. No matter who the father is or even the mother is, if the child lives with an abundance of affection and proper parenting, he or she will be a good child. And conversely, if the ordinary dai is educated in the wrong way, he will grow up to be a child with a lot of problems. A criminal is not a person who is born and destined to be a criminal. The bad guy is the one who grew up with the wrong upbringing and chose the wrong path.”


Rania looked at her best friend. “Tra, I know you are a very wise man. You can decide something good for your family. But if I can give you any advice, accept the boy. Make him your son. Give an abundance of affection until he never asks who his biological father really is.”


Tantra kept thinking about Rania's words. “Yes! Rania's right! I will accept the boy.The boy is not responsible for any of his parents' mistakes. He's Son! He is my son!”


Tantra confidently stepped into the operating room to accompany Laura.


***


More than an hour later, Laura was in the operating room. A little baby came out of his stomach. Appointed by an obstetrician and handed over to a pediatrician.


“Congratulations Tantra and Laura. Your baby is born healthy and complete. Her face is beautiful.” Rania said with a mask-covered smile.


After doing the examination, Rania placed the baby on Laura's chest for IMD (Initiation Breastfeeding Early). The baby managed to find the put*ng belonging to the mother and was about to isolate. Rania carried the baby and took him. She wore the same bracelet Laura wore to her baby.


What Tantra was worried about did not happen. She was so grateful that Laura was willing to accept her baby and her depression did not recur.


The psychiatrist was asked to go home. Tantra is waiting for Laura to enter the treatment room.


It turns out Laura had bleeding until she needed a blood transfusion. Blood type is the same as Tantric blood type, blood type B. Tantra asks the doctor to take her blood and transfuse it on Laura.


When he finished, Tantra looked back at the baby. He looked at the health records the baby had given Rania.


Tantra read it at a glance and saw the blood type of the baby. Laura Romhilda Ardikusuma with blood type O.


Different from her blood type and Laura's.