TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEART FOR ME
CHAPTER 184 "Just admire the beauty of God's creatures."
"You're still beautiful as you used to be......." Said Dr. Randiasa looking at the face of Margaret who was smiling alone by mentioning the name of the woman in front of him was the same as when they were close a few years ago.
"What do you mean doctor?" Margaret's face was not happy to hear the man before her.
"No meaning what. Just admiring the beauty of God's creatures. And you don't have to worry that I'm gonna bother you. I'm married." Dr. Randiasa's spontaneous speech made Margaret gasp. He did not expect, would hear the statement from the mouth of the man he had loved so blindly in the past.
"You..... are married.....??" Margaret could not believe what she was hearing. His eyes looked at the male pusar in front of him. His mouth opened slightly from his surprise.
"Yes.. I'm married....." Dr. Randiasa answered Margaret's disbelief.
"Is it because of that woman..... Did you leave me??" Margaret's voice was half whispered, with a flat and cold tone. The look in his eyes seemed to pierce the heart of the doctor Randiasa who was staring at him.
Dr. Randiasa tried to reach out to Margaret's hand on the table.
"Don't touch me, I hate unfaithful men. And a traitor like you!" Hardik Margaret stared fiercely. His voice still sounded flat and cold. Dr. Randiasa again pulled his hand when pressed rough by Margaret.
"My wife is not the woman who caused me to leave you....." Margaret threw her face the other way when she heard the doctor Randiasa say the word 'my sister'. There was a sense that stuck in his heart, when he heard those words.
"All that, because of my fault. I'm a man of no confidence, I feel unworthy of you. I'm afraid, when we're together, I can't stand beside you as your husband. I fear not being able to accept insults from people who denounce our relationships. And your mommy, I can't hear her reproach on me." Said Dr. Randiasa conveying the reason that he had been pendam.
"I met Lisa, about two years ago, and decided to marry her one month ago. I think when I'm with him, I have enough sincere love, because our backgrounds are the same. Same - same ordinary people, not like you, Margaret. The top I can't reach." Add Dr. Randiasa again.
Margaret clenched her jaw firmly, trying to hold back the emotions in her chest.
"You know Randiasa, when you dared to express your love for me at that time, I was willing to leave everything to be with you, to fight with you to realize our love. Butwhy? Why did you disappear without a trace after I accepted you? Leaving me fighting for the love I thought it was really from your heart." Randiasa swallowed her saliva with great difficulty, her jakun looked up and down. He tried to remain calm when he heard the words of Margaret who poured out all her heart.
"......I am even willing not to listen to my mommy who is very opposed to our relationship. It turns out my mommy was right, you're not a good man for me." Margaret looked back at Dr. Randiasa, no emotion from the look in her eyes, only a glare.
"And now, you come to this hospital, take my place. Why should this hospital? There are many other hospitals you can go to for work. What are your plans Randiasa? Did you deliberately replace me here just to be able to meet me and say that you're married to the woman of your choice??" Margaret's tone of voice sounded slightly elevated, but she tried to suppress it.
"Why don't you just disappear forever, like you've been doing all this time to me. Why do you have to show up in front of me again? Why Randiasa?" Doctor Randiasa was silent, he felt worthy of all the words of Margaret who was so spicy in his ears.
"I..... I just wanted to apologize to you. I feel guilty for you....." Said Dr. Randiasa stammered - brick.
"Why now??" Margaret's cold voice sounded slightly trembling.
"I didn't have the guts to meet you, Margaret....." Doctor Randiasa slightly lowered his head.
"Hooohhh... means now you just have the guts, so.... ??" Margaret slightly drew a cynical smile at the end of her lips.
"Now not......" Doctor Randiasa was still down.
"I'm really, really sorry to you, I know, what I've been doing all this time is unforgivable to you, Margaret. Your mommy was right, when she said it was all about me. I am not a good man and I deserve you. We dare not risk our relationship. I give up like I'm not a man." Doctor Randiasa looked sorry.
"But, I really - really loved you back then, Margaret, when you hugged me from behind a few weeks ago, it turns out that it's still in my heart, even though we've been separated nine years. And I was jealous, when your fiancee hugged your waist in front of me. I'm......."
"Enough!! I don't want to hear any more nonsense about your love anymore. Especially now that you have a wife. It's not worth your bringing up our past. For me, that feeling I buried deep inside. There's no more room for you in my heart."
"I did say that, just as a friend, weren't we once friends?" Margaret was full of emphasis.
"Has your fiancee shifted my position in your heart?" Dr. Randiasa hopes to get an answer from the woman in front of him.
"Why are you asking that? You have no right to that. Anyway what can you do, if I say your position is still in my heart, are you able to leave your newly married wife to be with me? Aren't you the one who said it and felt you didn't deserve me?"
"All right.. forgive me......"
"You're right, Margaret, I have no right to ask that question. I just want you to forgive me. I, do not mean to bring up the relationship that was once established between us. I just want our relationship to get worse and get better, even though I know it's not easy for you, for me."
"As a neurologist, we will need your help, Margaret, though not in the present, perhaps in the future."
"I also wish you happiness with your future husband Margaret. I can see that he loves you very much. If I'm honest, I envy her. If only I hadn't given up at that point? But it's all useless. Now, I speak as a friend, giving you the best prayer for yourself and your marriage. You deserve to be happy. I too, will try to take care of the heart and feelings of my wife whom I have married."
Margaret was pensive to hear the words of Dr. Randiasa, not what the man had said, but about Harry.
If Harry loved her, why would he never call her again, call her or text her, when in less than 3 weeks they would be married. Whether Harry is like Randiasa, silent - silent leaving himself without news, end - end, he will come and bring news of being married like Randiasa.
A headache suddenly attacked him. Without speaking a word, Margaret stood with her bag out of the canteen.
"Margareth... Where are you going? Did you forget to eat your food?" Call Dr. Randiasa who is shocked to see Margaret leave without speaking.
"I'm not hungry....." Margaret said indifferently and kept walking away.
Dr. Randiasa stared at Margaret's lunch plate which already looked nothing like food, jumbled and looked disgusting. What happened to the woman thought Dr. Randiasa
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