Surya Drowned

Chapter 68. Epilogue (still feeling of Kendra)

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At the same time, I also felt greedy because I did not want to make Kinar leave, but I also did not want to let Megan go.

If anyone thinks of me as a greedy bastard, maybe I can take it because that's the truth. I'm caught in my own game.

That simple woman was able to shake my original steadfastness loyal to Megan. But the real reason was, I became concerned and did not want to lose Kinar because of deep feelings that I could not explain. That's the main point.

Even after I found my wife sprawled after the accident, I heard the news that Kinar was kidnapped really could not feel the calmness of the goods for a moment. My wife is in a coma, while my other wife is in danger. Moreover, the glint of Flo's plain face certainly made me angry.

Makes me look for the existence of a jerk who dares to disturb my life massively.

Xander apparently fulfilled his task very well, the man who rarely opened his mouth managed to sniff Zen's whereabouts shortly after tracking down the number used to contact me.

My blood was really boiling when I saw that old jerk Bangka Zen made a pretty face of Kinar bruised and battered. Looking at Kinar's injured face, I really don't want to let that old bastard live.

I was even satisfied that I had already flung my fist into the jaw of that cunning man several times. Even if I'm not held back by Xander, the guy's head can be sure it's gonna leak.

After Kinar was released, I hugged him tightly a moment later. As if I didn't want to lose him. It's clearly out of my control, I really feel a great relief.

But I also could not dispel all the feelings that really drove me crazy, I was worried about the woman in earnest as if afraid of losing her.

In that second, I then make a promise to the inner, if I will always protect Kinar and Flo until my last drop of blood.

But presumably, my exam time may have arrived. Just now that I had managed to save my wife's child with great difficulty, the unpleasant news had now come back to my ears and made me tired of being born mentally.

Megan was paralysed after the accident with medical terms I can hardly remember. High blood pressure also makes my wife's pretty face becomes perot because of stroke. And of all the things that happened, inevitably made me so devastated.

But my mind stays the same, I love Megan as much as I love Kinar. Yeah, I was crazy. Crazy for wanting both.

Was wrong?

Moreover, when I heard information from Xander if Kinar had a bad time, that second I also promised not to let Kinar's life suffer.

My admiration grew as I watched Kinar painstakingly take care of the paralyzed Megan, though the face of my first wife was always murky. But without disgust, my second wife changed Megan's diaper with an eye that showed sincerity.

But my testing didn't stop there. My life was instantly shattered when I witnessed for myself, the seconds that Megan's life had been cut off from her body.

Makes my mind and mind mess up. Aborting all theories and promises not to hurt Kinar. Because when I thought that Megan died in a state of heartache to Kinar, in that moment I immediately lost control of sane logic.

I was struck, my soul was shaken violently. It seems like it feels like losing. So painful and makes the mind sting.

I even asked Kinar to leave rudely because the woman did not want to understand either. I knew I had hurt him at that moment. But just so she knew, I did it because I didn't want Kinar to get more of my anger, considering I knew who I was who often lost control of.

I let him go by asking Xander to take care of everything. In fact, without Kinar knowing I also asked Xander to transfer money to the woman's account, so that she could live better.

But instead of me being relieved, my mind just feels sore, when I see Flo who lives life without a mother figure. I became a person who lost my way, often even missing important work and made Xander work harder.

But it seems like God had other intentions so He made me that way. I felt empty and empty, as in the recap when a digital notebook owned by Megan was found by workers who were repairing my mansion.

Shortly after I finished reading the handwriting that immediately hit my stupidity, I felt very sinful to Kinar. The woman who fell victim to my misunderstanding and stupidity covered with my deep love.

In that second, I realized that my justice had apparently not passed the test. I regret.

But it seems like the universe heard my prayer and wanted us to meet. A few weeks after I learned the astonishing fact, I was desperate because Xander didn't find Kinar coming to Diego my old friend.

The solutive man I asked for help because I felt all the roads were closed. Unexpectedly, when I was invited by Diego to attend the wedding of his colleague who I thought was boring, I instead met Kinar whose face and appearance changed 180 degrees.

The woman I've peppered with looks even more beautiful. Has he found happiness after leaving me? Moreover, the mouth of the male jerk who seemed to be Diego's friend, brazenly called Kinar the future wife. Makes me angry.

Again and again, if Diego doesn't manage to get in my way, I can make sure I'm going to mess up that big party out of jealousy.

At that time, I realized fully that I was actually not willing if Kinar was touched by another man. I was so expecting him to forgive all the stupidity I made.

But apparently, I should be able to try even harder. Until, Diego's crazy idea that was in conflict with the hotel manager forced me to go undercover and leave Flo who was in care because this heart was increasingly unable to meet.

Until now, I hope that Kinar will still give me a chance. I want to give Flo the complete meaning of family.