Surya Drowned

Chapter 59. Realizing stupidity

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Sofia had just finished combing Flo's straight hair while the door of the white-painted room swung. Showing Kendra who now looks less caring for her appearance, to come take her daughter.

The fine feathers that adorned his sturdy jaw, clearly confirmed that he really could not accept his past.

" Papa is very beautiful, follow papa yuk!" said Kendra who was seen craving her only daughter.

Sofia stared bitterly at the man who was now grabbing the body of the fragrant baby Flo puffer with a sliced heart. The man was seen smirking baby Flo's cheeks nonstop. Although every kiss Flo he always remembered with Kinar, but Flo for him was a manifestation of Megan's hope that had been achieved.

Kendra has been living a life like a person who has lost his grip on life for a year. The man walked alone through the void of his heart. Making the entire mansion was also grim.

Flo is the one who is making him strong. For Kendra, Flo is all that's left of Megan's lofty ideals that she can still do well. Although deep in his heart, the silence slowly gnawed and left nothing but regret.

Sofia is seen following Kendra and standing not far from where Kendra feeds her child. He looked at the man with a look of pity.

" In fact why did you even ask Miss Kinar to leave, sir?" Sofia muttered as she stared at the somber Kendra that did not look as good as before. He could see the radiance of despair within the man.

" I hate your despair, but if I see you so, I want to find out what really happened!"

" Excessive curiosity makes our lives will be overwhelmed with displeasure!"

Whats?

Sofia immediately turned her head when she heard Xander's voice suddenly popping into her ear and interrupting. Making the girl who was still at home flying the war flag instantly snorted.

" When did he come?"

" Mister Kendra falls into remorse we do not know into it. You should know, being a man like Mr. Kendra is not easy!" exclaim Xander who is now staring straight at Kendra who looks like he took the time to take care of the child even though not too skilled.

" Oh yeah?....Don't men always want to be alone?" sela Sofia, of course, denies Xander's words with a fierce face. Sounds like an insinuation.

Make Xander instantly rotate his body.

" Not with Mr. Kendra!" said Xander flat who was now fixed looking at Sofia with a deep gaze.

Hmh!

Sofia sneered with her raised lips. Affirming that Sofia is not pro with the man in front of her.

" I can't believe I even want to answer you, sir!"" ketus Sofia who has lost her fear because she is upset and does not want to argue Xander.

Don't know why the girl was upset with Xander for even a year. Since Kinar left no one to hold back, Sofia has hated both men.

Xander who saw Sofia still felt at home showed that annoyed face, immediately pulled the girl's body to mepet into her body because of anxiety.

HREP!

Oye! What are you doing? Are you crazy?

"Trust me, whatever the reason. Mr. Kendra isn't as bad as you think!" xander said that now makes Sofia difficult to swallow her saliva.

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Sunday changed, and Sunday changed with the moon. The more here, Hansen showed more seriousness in speaking. The man also visited Ramos' branch frequently, only to see Kinar.

But Kinar avoids them more often for various reasons. Hansen was a good-looking man, but what had happened in his life, still bound him in a deep vortex of self-doubt.

Yes, Kinar who was approached by Hansen felt unsettled. Because in addition to not being ready to open a new heart for him, he felt Reva was now increasingly giving distance to him when it came to Hansen.

" Va, have you eaten? We're going to the canteen?" greet Kinar as usual before stopping by Eta's desk.

But the gelagat shown really eroded the calmness of Kinar.

" You can go alone. I'm just an ordinary employee, not at the level of a woman who's like she's gonna be the boss' wife soon!"

The deg!

Kinar scrunched his forehead not understanding. Why did Reva say that? With a trenchant tone.

" Va, wait a minute. What did you mean you were talking like that?" asked the surprised Kinar half to death. Hasn't their friendship been okay all along?

" You know from the beginning I liked Mr Hansen? But it seems like the more here you are the more blatantly showing the aura of competition huh Kinar? You deliberately teased Mr. Hansen, right?" said Reva who finally could no longer cover up the annoyance of her heart.

Kinar was completely shocked when he heard Reva's words. They have always been together, and of course for Kinar that friendship is more important than anything.

" Va, you misunderstood me. I don't like Mr. Hansen, and the other one I don't have the intention to invite your rivals, trust me!" kinar exclaimed in worry which of course was shocked by Reva's accusations.

" Misunderstand me?" Reva stared bitterly at Kinar with a discordant smile.

" You are often among Mr. Hansen, you are also often paid to eat, oh yes one more, even he often praise your work which is actually the result of the sweat of the three of us as well!"

" You have proof, still deny all my words?"

Kinar howled not for the sake of hearing Reva's voice that was very disappointed in him. He did not even think that if the friendship that had been okay, had to be disturbed by the man. A completely innocent man.

He had repeatedly said his rejection to Hansen, but the man with a million charms had no shortage of ways to go to Kinar.

"Why diem? Is that what I said?" yelled Reva who was really envious of Kinar.

Kinar is silent not because it justifies Reva's speech. But actually he had repeatedly rejected Hansen even though in the end the man did not care about Kinar's rejection because there was no reason to support Kinar's rejection.

Kinar is single and has no girlfriend, so relevant for Hansen to approach isn't it? In addition, Kinar's position that does require a job because he is reluctant to use money from his past can not make him do much.

" What's wrong with you two?" said Eta who always can't talk.

" Reva misunderstood me. He's mad at me because Mr. Hansen cut me!" kinar said glumly.

Made Eta take a long breath.

" Pantes he is often silent when there is a Mr. Hansen nyapa you. Let's eat first, let me help you talk!"

" So Va, I didn't flirt with Mr. Hansen as Reva alleged!" kinar said grimly who did not want to hurt their friendship. The wet wound in his heart was still not dry, he did not want his life to be burdened with people who were upset with him, like Kendra.

Eta pulled Kinar into her arms. He knew Kinar was a good man, even though she was still very closed to him.

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Time seems to pass quickly. It feels like just yesterday Kendra celebrated the first baby Flo birthday, now the girl who can walk in her tiny shoes is back blowing candles but this time with a different atmosphere.

Yes, baby Flo celebrated her birthday in the second mansion because there was little work on changing the interior of the mansion.

The workers in the cow ranch look so happy to see the cuteness of Arion's heir. Sofia was the one who had been nurturing the baby so well. As a proof of his promise to Kinar, who was out of nowhere at the moment.

It has been two years Megan left Kendra, it has been two years also Kinar he expelled for the common good. Even though every night, Kendra cried in agonizing loneliness.

The first mansion is in the process of rehab. Kendra wants to deliberately change some of the interiors on the advice of her best friend to give a new effect that might be able to refresh Kendra's cloudy brain.

Tonight Kendra allows Sofia to take baby Flo to stay at the second mansion under strict guard from the guards she employs.

Kendra ordered the people who were there to also change the concept of Kendra's room. Kendra wants to escape from the shadows of past adversity that mingle with guilt. Although it is not only about opening the heart, he wants his heart to calm down a little.

But when he just stepped his foot in, a worker made him surprised .

" Mister, I found this at the bottom of the cot and pinned the mat. We're afraid this is important stuff!" said the man with a scared face.

Kendra then grabbed a blackboard or digital draft and remembered it.

" What is this thing?"

After muttering fretfully, his mind finally managed to recall the thing. The chalkboard is an object that Megan used to use as a communication tool when her wife was still alive and stroke condition.

So Kendra hastily charged the electronics, then opened one by one the draft that turned out to contain many words Megan wrote. Makes Kendra's chest pound.

" Geez, why can I forget that Megan has this thing!" kendra said he was restless when one by one checking the drafts neatly arranged in the digital margin.

The man hastily opened one of the drafts stored in it under the title for My Kendra. His eyes suddenly widened when he saw that there were many handwriting Megan untidy, but wrote many words.

...I feel like all this is karma. Either because of what I did, or because of what my ancestors did....

...Having a husband like you is so happy I feel Ken. I am grateful to be able to accompany you so far....

...And the happiest thing for me was when you laughed when you first grabbed Flo....

...I knew in that second I made it. I made our dreams come true, baby....

...You know, these two days I've been thinking hard. I also talked to Kinar. Now I know why God brought him to us....

Unfortunately I can no longer speak normally when I want to pour out so much of my heart.

...If I ever leave, take care of him for me, Ken. He and I are different people, but fate has him tied to us with Flo....

...Let him stay by your side Ken, let him continue this imperfect story of mine....

The tears immediately fell with the heart that suddenly tremored, the owner's face was also suddenly wet with tears. What has he done? Is it stupidity?

The writing that even somehow many days written by his late wife made him instantly like slapped something big. Awakening herself would be a stupid act that she shouldn't have done.

He made the wrong decision. He had misinterpreted the words of his dying wife the other day. Making things even more sad.

Now in helplessness, he wept with a stern mind. He had sinned greatly, he had wasted the woman he was supposed to defend. Even his heart was not in tune with his words when he asked Kinar to leave this mansion.

Xander who was looking for Kendra was stunned when he saw the boss sitting on the rug while prostrating.

" What's going on?"

Xander becomes restless to see Kendra who looks devastated. Even more than he suffered at Megan's departure.

Xander's sharp eyes accidentally saw a digital board lying not far from Kendra prostrate. The man's hand then stretched out to grab the still burning thing and read it with a tense face.

DEG!

So his mind also felt pain, as is now being felt by the man who was crying in silence. Now Xander is not wrong to guess, Kendra had actually wanted Kinar there but because of a mistake when Megan was dying, making everything became unnatural.

" Sir!" xander rubbed Kendra's trembling back, her face wet with tears.

" I've done Xan wrong. Kinar must have hated me this time!"

Xander gulped his saliva down quickly to see the shattered-looking Kendra.

" How can I even drive away the person I should have been looking after at my wife Xan's request?"

Xander's mind also hurt to see the roaring cries displayed by Kendra. And for the sake of everything in this world, the two men are now both dissolving into the worst possible nadir of their lives.