Surya Drowned

Chapter 55. Fallacies

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If nothing new is felt, the word mustajab from one of these poets seems to be a very relevant word felt by Kendra. Now he knows what it means to lose.

The mourners left the mansion one by one after the funeral was completed. Leaving a self that is now in the midst of regret and loneliness.

One somber afternoon, Kendra sat pensively on the sofa above her balcony. Staring at the twilight shade that is now increasingly sagging with clusters of orange-colored clouds that will soon turn dark.

The sinking sun brought with it a bitter feeling within him, who had just lost someone who had meaning in his life. Moreover, his departure also brought the thing that now makes Kendra fall into the abyss of regret.

As if in the circle of dreams, which now drags him to a desolate point, Kendra ceaselessly blames herself for what is now happening.

What was he really looking for all this time? Does the greed of the heart make it unacceptable now? Or did Kendra forget that she was just a little dust to God the owner of the universe?

He shouldn't blame anyone here. But the name of someone mentioned by his late wife who is dying it clearly makes Kendra now not calm.

And while still trying to make peace with himself, the shadow of Kinar's face even made the rumble in his chest even more burning.

Until, a voice that was heard the next few seconds, it made the rage even bigger.

" Sir!" said Kinar who apparently found Kendra inside the balcony.

The woman was worried because Kendra had not eaten anything since this morning. Kinar doesn't want Kendra to get sick. With great hesitation, Kinar walked over towards Kendra.

Since this afternoon, he also did not have the opportunity to greet Kendra who was clearly in the midst of sadness. He was also devastated by Megan's passing, even greatly.

But instead of getting a good reception, Kendra's jaw hardened to hear the voice of Kinar who is now standing nearby. Making the man stand up and now stand staring at Kinar.

" Please leave this mansion!"

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So Kinar immediately widened his eyes to hear Kendra's words. Gone off? Why these? Why did Kendra suddenly ask him to leave?

" Mister, a-what's wrong..."

" Leave this mansion, leave Flo! Xander will pay you the rest of the money!" kendra words that do not show the hospitality that some time is often seen by Kinar.

What's the matter, why is that man now being so brutal?

" Mister, sir! Hold still. Why you...."

Kendra stared intently at Kinar's hand which was now catching his arm as he was about to leave. Makes the woman instantly guts.

" Why are you asking me to leave, sir? What's my fault?" kinar said a moment later when Kendra stopped her steps.

Kendra turned to look at Kinar. The more he saw Kinar's wet eyes, the more he remembered Megan's last moments of difficulty naming Kinar while dying.

Lost has been the admiration that for some time is residing in the heart of Kendra. Also lost desire to have a good woman because the regret in the heart of Kendra is in fact much greater.

" Go Kinar before I can't hold myself back to you anymore!" kendra exclaimed with a face that was very desperate and seemed to hate her own life.

" But sir, why and..."

" GO!"

Kinar instantly gasped when he heard Kendra suddenly yell so loudly at him and as if she was going to swallow him alive.

Making him feel relieved with a feeling of disbelief in what he just heard.

" Leave us!" lirih Kendra looked at Kinar's nanar because she was afraid she could not hold herself if Kinar did not leave immediately.

Kendra immediately rushed out of the place and slammed the door of her room so hard. Making the knee Kinar instantly limp.

Really Kinar did not understand why Kendra's attitude suddenly changed back to how it used to be.

" What really happened, sir? Why did you come back to hurt me?"

" Flo?" she screamed in her heart when she remembered that she had been asked to leave and also had to leave baby Flo.

Kinar then went to his room. Although her heart was heavy to raise Flo, but the fear of Kendra's anger forced her steps to leave.

The calm that Kinar had originally felt, had now disappeared in an instant without any clear explanation. Didn't Kendra herself ask him not to leave her? Why did he ask Kinar to leave? What exactly is wrong?

The questions that he would not find answers to continue to be disturbing. Disturbing and making Kinar's heart unsettled.

But unexpectedly, Xander seems to have been on standby waiting for Kinar with a face difficult to read. Sofia who did not know about it was now standing with a confused face.

" Miss, where are you going? Why are you carrying a bag?" asked Sofia who was now holding baby Flo with a astonished face.

But instead of answering, Kinar instead shed tears and made Xander take part.

" Login!" xander looked at Sofia who was still holding baby Flo because he saw Kendra standing there. Makes the woman tickle.

" What's the matter exactly? Why did Miss Kinar carry a bag? And why is this stiff guy also scolding me?"

But Kinar opened his mouth a moment later.

" So, can I hold Miss Flo for a second?" kinar said with a trembling voice.

Making Sofia more confused.

" Hugging, why ask permission?"

Sofia looked at Xander looking for answers. The flat man nodded even though his face was still very hideous. In that instant, Sofia really hated Xander.

Kinar immediately greeted baby Flo and grabbed the tiny body of the baby who was now able to laugh and hugged her tightly. He smelled a long time baby scent that he might not be able to see again. Inhaling it deeply fragrant after this will not be felt again.

Kendra who saw it from up there immediately turned her head because she did not want to be affected. Maybe this is the best. He no longer wants to make mistakes.

" You are my son. I'm sorry your mother, son. If there is a good destiny, we will definitely meet again!"

Sofia who heard the words suddenly cried bitterly because she could not see what was in front of her. Sofia suspects Kinar must have been kicked out by Kendra. Who else could make Kinar leave if not that man.

" Miss!"

As if reminded, Kinar immediately let go of his embrace. He now looked up where Kendra was apparently there but soon entered his room.

" Don't even say what's my fault, sir?" kinar's scream that saw Kendra dodged him.

" Please take care of him Sof! Watch yourself!" kinar said gently work on Sofia's cheeks.

" I'm leaving!"

Sofia nodded while crying with a tight chest. Baby Flo who did not know anything now muttered as she looked at Kinar who began to step his feet away from the two of them.

Upon his arrival outside, Kinar tried to turn his head and looked at the mansion a little but did not find Kendra there. Apparently Kendra was staring at them from inside the room.

I don't know who should be in Salak under these circumstances.

" Do you really blame me for the death of Ms. Megan? Do you hate me so much?" Kinar sat up when he did not find the face of the man he wanted to look at for the last time.

" Please miss!"

The door that Xander opened made Kinar aware of his daydream. It's time he left. Although there are many things that Kinar actually wants to ask directly, but Kendra's absence clearly confirms that the man does not want to see her.

Its clear. As hard as it may be to think, perhaps fate does only place a position on the position of the woman who rents her womb to give birth to the heir of the Arion family.

Kinar got into the car with a tight chest. Really he really wants to know Kendra's explanation. He was also saddened by Megan's departure, but why would he now have to endure such harsh mental torments?

The car drove slowly and made Kinar even more soluble in his cries. Xander was seen glancing at Kinar from the reflection of his car's windshield with a face that was always difficult to interpret.

Reminded him of one command.

" Take him away and pay me this money I wrote!"

Xander apparently took Kinar to the airport to the south where it was Kinar's place of origin. Although Xander also does not know for sure the reason Kendra asked him to take Kinar away, but Kendra's word is important far beyond anything.

" This is your boarding pass and ticket. I have also transferred the money to your account. I say hello miss!" said Xander who heard the call from the airline that was going to ride Kinar.

Xander just ran the errand. The man had no power other than to deliver Kinar.

And after Xander's death, Kinar stared at the white sheet that read the airline heading to the city near his village.

But an intention in the heart suddenly appeared. If he is to go, he will not go to his place of origin because he knows that Zen is still wandering. It won't.

Kinar tore the paper apart and chose to leave from there with a face of despair. After making sure Xander left, he then intercepted a taxi and chose to go to a place that suddenly appeared in his brain.

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Upon Xander's arrival at the mansion, Sofia who accidentally waited for Xander in the garage immediately came beating Xander while crying because apparently he did not accept.

" Why can you take the lady away. Why did you take Miss Kinar away huh?"

" Why are you so fucking mean!"

Sofia continues to attack Xander impulsively and blindly. As if blaming Xander even though the man did not know anything.

" What are you doing?" yelled Xander who was surprised by Sofia's bar-bar attitude.

" Substantial has no feelings!"

" Can't you just go against your boss's orders once for his humanity? Don't you have a young lady, huh?"

Sofia continued to beat the chest of the Xanders field even to the point of panting. He's really upset with Xander he signals he has no feelings.

" You're really mean!"

" You're so mean!"

" Sofia what are you doing! Stop this! " hardik Xander was very hard for the brutal attitude of Sofia who was hit when Kinar was taken away.

Make Sofia immediately stop her behavior because of fear to hear Xander's deafening voice.

" Do you think I made her Miss Kinar go, huh?" xander said with hunting breath because his emotions were provoked.

"I don't even know why Mr. Kendra asked me to take her away. What my power?" the real scream Xander was also very curious as to why Kendra had asked him to drive Kinar away.

" I, you are like a messenger who must bow to his master's orders, you know that!"

Even Sofia is now sobbing for the sake of hearing the angry Xander and leave her who is now crying alone. The man had not even rested at all and when Sofia came instead made his emotions rise.

" I hate you!"

" I hate you Xander!" sofia shouted, which made Xander seem to stop his steps, then sighed and closed his eyes to refrain from being patient.

In the room.

Kendra had not changed her clothes and was seen staring at the photo of Megan who was so beautiful in the golden frame alone.

" I've done it Megan. I made that woman go away. Sorry for being late!" he was the same age as he felt he had done the right thing.

Under that pitch-black light, Kendra muttered to herself in a still photograph. Wreaked his loss like crazy.

Yes, Kendra feels she has done something right but it is something she will regret for the rest of her life.

Fallacies.

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