Surviving Pain, Splitting Difficult
Weepy
Actually Zea was a little hesitant to follow Alvaro's invitation to visit Kellan, but somehow Kellan still remains her husband and besides, Zea has not completely emptied her heart for Kellan.
After traveling far enough, now they both have arrived. Alvaro also built Zea who fell asleep with his slumber, full of caution so as not to make Zea feel uncomfortable.
"Ze, Zea, wake up." Alvaro's soft voice by stroking Zea's smooth cheeks, making the owner squirm small.
Zea slowly opened her eyes and rubbed her eyes.
"Have you reached my brother?" Zea asked as she just woke up looking around.
"Yes, just got there." Alvaro answered with a smile.
"What breakfast do you want?" Ask Alvaro.
"What a brother." Zea answered with a yawn.
"Yes, we go in first yeah, that's my sister's just getting breakfast." Take Alvaro, to which Zea immediately answered a nod of the head.
They both got out of the car and walked into the hospital.
When he arrived in front of the receptionist Alvaro immediately asked where Kellan's room was treated.
After getting the information, the two of them immediately walked to the room that Kellan occupied.
Now the two of them had arrived right in front of the door of Kellan's room but, suddenly Zea's steps stopped for a moment.
Zea tries to convince her heart that everything will be fine. He did not want because of this meeting, would make Zea's heart waver in his stance.
He feared he would be swept back by his pity on Kellan, and broke all his plans.
"Do you have any doubts?" Alvaro asked, even though he already knew the answer but, somehow he wanted to ask.
Zea just kept quiet not answering, she just nodded her head.
"It's quiet, there's a sister." Alvaro said, now holding Zea's hand.
Then Alvaro opened the door of Kellan's room and they both entered with one hand Zea still held by Alvaro.
By the time he entered the room, Zea was now dropping her tears because she saw Kellan's condition.
The thing that Zea was afraid of was true, she would be pityed by seeing the state of Kellan.
How not, Kellan is still her legal husband, besides that Kellan is also the person she once loved very much.
In addition, he is also very kasian to Kellan regardless of his mistakes. Kasian because, when he was healthy everyone adored him but when he was sick let alone other family, wife, and even his biological mother no one came to visit and take care of him.
"You must be strong, we're here only because of humanity and because he's still your legal husband." Alvaro recalled Zea so he wouldn't get carried away by the atmosphere.
"Yes, brother." Zea answered with a sweet smile towards Alvaro.
"Yes already, sister nyari breakfast first." After saying that, Alvaro came out of the room to look for breakfast.
Zea sat herself in the chair next to the bankar where Kellan fell asleep.
"Mas, it's Zea. Wake up Mas, your wife and your future son they'll miss you." Again Zea shed her tears, Zea's tears fell on Kellan's hand wrapped in bandages for an infusion hose.
"Good morning, ma'am." Greet the young doctor.
"Morning too, doc." Zea replied, a little surprised by the sudden voice of the doctor.
"The patient's family." Ask the young doctor.
Zea nodded as a sign of response.
"All right, I'll check on Mr. Kellan first." The doctor said softly and smiled.
After finishing checking the doctor was immediately said goodbye to examine other patients.
From the results of today's examination, the doctor was unable to believe the results. Because, the change shown by Kellan is so rapid even though yesterday there is no change at all.
Zea and Alvaro were in the hospital for two days. Zea painstakingly and patiently took care of Kellan who was lying helplessly.
Alvaro was even more amazed by Zea's kindness. Even though he had already been injured so deeply, but he could still sincerely take care of the person who had incised such deep wounds.
When Zea had finished mopping Kellan's body, and Zea was willing to go Zea's hand was suddenly grasped by Kellan's hand.
"Thank you." Lirih Kellan, by opening his eyes slowly.
Zea was shocked because her hands were suddenly clasped.
"M-mas Kellan, M-mas Kellan s-already smitten." Zea stammered with shock. Kellan smiled sweetly at Zea.
Then Zea pressed one of the buttons to call the team doctor. After a few minutes, the doctor entered Kellan's room.
"Alhamdulillah, at last, father also suman." Thanking the doctor, the doctor examined Kellan's current condition.
"The progress is really fast, ma'am, if it continues this one or two days Mr. Kellan can go home like that." The doctor told Zea.
"Hopefully, thank you doc." After examining the doctor, he came out of Kellan's room.
"You heard Mas, your condition is stable and expected to go home in a day or two so, I guess you don't need my help anymore, do you?" Zea said by stepping towards the sink to throw water from Kellan's body earlier.
"Don't leave me again Ze." Kellan.
"Mas can't be without you." Now Kellan began to drop her tears in front of Zea.
"Sorry, I can't. My love for you is so great, but my disappointment and hurt are no less great." Zea monologue in the heart.
"Have a rest, I want to buy breakfast first." Zea then stepped out with a tight hold inside her chest.
Zea still loves Kellan very much, she doesn't want to part with Kellan, but she doesn't want to share her husband with other women even if it's legally and religiously legitimate.
She will not be strong if every day faced with the situation of having to share a husband, if sharing food is a natural thing, but if sharing a husband is beyond the reason of Zea. Zea won't be able to deal with that.
As Zea exited the room, she was immediately startled by Alvaro's whereabouts. It turned out that Alvaro had been in front of the hospital room, he deliberately wanted to eavesdrop on all Zea and Kellan's conversations. Zea rushed into Alvaro's arms.
"How stupid am I, just for the sake of a rainbow that came for a while, I was willing to let go of the ever-present sun, and now I'm sinking into the endless night." POV Kellan in the heart.
